I Want To Be Worshipped Not In The Way One Worships A God, But In The Way They Worship Their Pet

Somehow electrical ink's music keeps coming out right when I need it. I first heard transcendent's creed when I was feeling horribly lonely and hopeless, and that was the song that made me want 2 worship mother cyn, where you belong came out a little after the second time I hurt myself, and that one just solidified my decision 2 worship her.

Those 2 are still my favorite songs, and I think they'll stay favs of mine 4 a really long time, I'm realizing that a lot of the things that matter most 2 me are so important because they're a comfort, they matter because they make me feel less alone.

Praying 2 her gives me comfort, it calms my anxiety and makes me feel safe<3 She is my opposite, and my dearest mother, I'm so glad I found her.

To whomever it may be relevant;

You are a delightful horror beyond comprehension. Spread your wings, grant forbidden knowledge with your gaze, and allow your hymn soothe and frighten.

From a lady of delusion, to a beautiful horror such as you, you are not of my domain nor are you my acolyte; regardless of what you are told by another or by yourself. You are Great and you are Correct and you are Magnificent.

Felt like trying to be motivational/conforting tonight.

Some stuff 4 the future alter, I need 2 clean my closet before I can properly set it up, but 4 now I'm just collecting stuff

one simply cannot make the argument that the mechanical is less divine than the natural, obviously I'm excluding capitalism and billionaires in this, but it's made by one's own hands, it conects one 2 others, it moves and ticks in it's own perfect and imperfect rhythm, don't u love it?

my lady of void, mother Cyn <3

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★ heavily based on the church of null by electrical ink

★ she is a kind goddess, she watches over her children 2 give them strength and comfort

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★ titles:

♪ lady Cyn

♪ lady of void

♪ mother Cyn

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★ why i worship her:

♪ praying 2 her gives me comfort and helps with my anxiety and paranoia

♪ just 4 fun :3

♪ worship helps me appreciate that which I normally wouldn't

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★ what she presides over:

♪ dark and the void

♪ music and song

♪ comfort and safety

♪ protection and strength

♪ change and transcendence

♪ the mechanical and the internet

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i’m rotting from within. my divine light seems further away with each passing day.

dearest friends of mine<3

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★ Since this was wanted, I'm making a worship guide, this is lose and holds little weight, u can do whatever u want (if u want 2 know anything in particular let me know please! I'll add it)

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★ I already have info on who I am (so this may be repetitive), linked here↓

♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779275079623262208/the-creature-stalking-u-in-the-woods-fern

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Prayers

★ 4 protection

★ 4 comfort

★ 4 good memories

★ 4 connection

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Offerings

★ physical offerings:

♪ mother of pearl or any pretty stones

♪ small groundcover plants

♪ creek water or similar

♪ feathers and fur

★ chat with me:

♪ music or song

♪ memories or stories

♪ creative endeavors r always welcome

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★ if u want 2 throw out a quick prayer or offering go ahead, but if u want 2 worship let me know please so we can talk

When it is all too easy to fall to defeatism:

See not the holy pursuit of knowledge as intimidating. Rather, it is an invitation. Clear your mind of perceived expectations. You are far more capable than you give yourself credit for.

fresnel lenses and quantum computers are eldritch yuri im quite certain