When You Are Very Bad For Years, People No Longer Worry.

my thoughts when someone says "I love you" is just

ha ha. no, you don't. you just love the idea and perception of me that I have given you. you don't love me.

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

it's whatever. doesn't fucking matter.

i don't know what's going on anymore, I'm just gonna blackout until the 12th

my head hurts (from being sick) and is also telling me to do certain things

“I feel like a loser without any future

cut open my head

and rip out the tumor

you make me wanna fucking end it sooner

let me respawn like a first person shooter”

shut the fuck up just shut the fuck up

i hate you, I hate you all

wonder why I don't have the energy or motivation to finish my school work. tired of teachers getting upset.

my teachers wouldn't understand or go easy even if I told them anything.

sorry I can't get the will to finish and turn things in. sorry I'm falling behind. sorry my grades just get worse each year. sorry I don't give a shit about anything.

nvm I'm feeling like shit right now.