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Seafood - Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

Masterlist

The Easter Bunny - Werecat (Max) - Part 1 / Part 2

Shadow Creature (Rukha) - Part 1 / Part 2

Demon (Xavarran) - Part 1 / Part 2

Witch (Ezekiel) - Part 1

Lizardman (Kaelus) - Part 1

Mershark (Seth) - Part 1

Lycan (Henry) & Half Vampire (Jared) - Part 1

Dear Princess - Part 1

Werewolf (Camden) - Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

Whale-Mer (Kaei) - Part 1

The Wedded Knight - Part 1

Orc (Oak) - Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4

Demon Z - Part 1

Vampires (Daenyel & Renaya) - Part 1 / Part 2

The Abominable Drider (Ceyli) - Part 1

Tariq: The Desert Clan - Part 1 / Part 2

Before He Was Ruined - Part 1

Count On Their Claws - Part 1

SPORE - Part 1

The Corinthian - Part 1

Santos - Fallen Saints - Part 1

Half-Cyborg (Alexandrian) - Part 1

Deathsinger - Part 1 / Part 2

Miscellaneous

Une Amourette - Part 1

The Dove Cage - Part 1

Piper And The Vampire - Part 1

The Mildest Bite (sfw stories)

Vampire teeth - Part 1

Wolfboy - Part 1

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All the really short things I post that don't have a title will be tagged as #monsterimagine so that you can filter for those if you wish!

Fight for me - Series Masterlist

Summary: After years in an abusive relationship, you finally get out. When the Avengers decide to raise awareness for your Battered Women’s Home, you bump into Bucky Barnes, the hottest, most complicated man you’ve ever met. He thinks you’re too good for him, but when your abusive ex reappears, Bucky knows he has to keep you safe - by any means necessary.

Pairing: Beefy!Bucky x reader

Series warnings: Language, talking about previous abuse, talking about kinky times, violence, eventual smut.

For more info, see individual parts…

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Finale

This is the old masterlist! Link to the new one here <3

Commissions | Ko-fi

Fantasy: The Towns

Oak (Centaur, M/F)

Brenn - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Mothperson, M/F)

Terryn (Fae, M/M)

Y’sran - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Dragonborn, M/F, NSFW)

Yithral - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Naga, M/M, NSFW)

Tul (Tiefling, M/F)

Orn (Orc, M/F)

Emory (Batperson, M/F)

Firion (Orc, M/F, NSFW)

Fantasy: Hollyhead Forest

Dyneos (Minotaur, M/F)

Aleus (Minotaur, M/F)

Zyda - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Naga, M/F)

Fantasy: Accursed Manor

Alekos (Minotaur, M/F)

Ambrose (Frankenstein Construct, M/F)

Modern Fantasy: The Cities

Marlowe (Mer, M/F)

Riox (Goblin, M/F)

Kamaria (Gnoll, F/F)

Asili (Gnoll, M/F)

Andromeda (Cyclops, F/F)

Isotia (Minotaur, F/F)

Ravi (Tiefling, M/F)

Killick (Mer, M/F)

Greyn (Goblin, M/F)

Eirik (Orc, M/F)

Ove - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Orc, M/F)

Ma’len (Dragonborn, M/F)

Rishi - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Tiefling, M/F)

Sage (Centaur, M/F)

Tide (Octopus Mer, M/F)

Assia (Drider, F/M)

Modern Fantasy: The Carnival

Ramzi (Drider M/F)

Hidden Monsters: Cryptids, Myths and Legends

Tev (Jersey Devil, M/M)

Hidden Monsters: The Supernatural

Isaak (Werewolf, M/F)

Melanie (Werewolf, F/F)

Milenko (Werewolf, M/F)

Jakoby (Pumpkin Dullahan, M/NB, NSFW)

Kincaid - Pt 1, Pt 2, Pt 3, Pt 4, Pt 5 (Plant Deity, M/F)

Amais (Werebear, M/F)

Dex (Werewolf, M/F, NSFW)

Esmeralda - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Vampire, F/F)

Hidden Monsters: Demons

 Prosvel (Fire Demon, M/F)

Ingola (Fire Demon, M/F)

Malonus - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Demon, M/F)

Leith (Demon, M/NB)

Sci-Fi: Starship Khonsu

Asir-Ley (Alien, NB/NB)

Sci-Fi: Earth

Eolitha (Alien, M/NB)

Soulmates

Sanit (Drider, M/F)

Arroyo (Mer, M/F)

Tumelo (Drider, M/F)

Miyla (Naga, M/F)

Hawthorne (Centaur, M/F)

Laiken (Mer, Selkie Reader, M/M)

Aezova (Demon, F/F, NSFW)

Aquila (Minotaur, NB/NB)

Follower Special/Flufftober 2020

Sorec (Orc, M/F)

Ruben (Ghost, M/F)

Bellamy (Tiefling, M/F)

Al’diel (Dragonborn, F/F)

Roslyn (Vampire, F/M)

Emir (Drider, M/F)

Rafe (Goblin, M/M)

Kinktober 2021

Oskar x Penny (Werewolf/Human, M/F, NSFW)

Lionel (Troll, M/F, NSFW)

Gem (Tiefling, NB/NB, NSFW)

Hiroshi (Onikuma, M/F, NSFW)

Calista (Gorgon, F/F, NSFW)

Kinktober 2022

Antoine (Gargoyle, M/F, NSFW)

Bliss (Robot, NB/M, NSFW)

Leif (Orc, M/F, NSFW)

Yara (Naga, M/F, NSFW)

Darragh (Dullahan, M/M, NSFW)

Umbra (Shadow Demon, F/F, NSFW)

Cepheid (Celestial, NB/F, NSFW)

Granville (Ghoul, M/F, NSFW)

Masaki (Onikuma, M/F, NSFW)

Morven (Lich, M/F, NSFW)

OCs

Emeric x Meliorna (Forest Spirit/Witch, M/F)

August x Willow (Cryptid/Human, M/F)

D-LE x A1 (Robot/Robot, M/M)

Eilian x Zalena (Batperson/Human, M/F)

Abeolul & Fiffin (Dwarf & Mer, Non-Romantic)

Canon Characters

Abe Sapien - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Alien, M/F, NSFW)

Alphonso Hargreeves - Pt 1, Pt 2 (Non-Monster, M/F, NSFW)

I hope whoever may read this finds themselves finishing the week better than it started.

[lion rakshasa] Dain

lion rakshasa!Dain x human!Reader Good to know: smut

Summary: Dain needs a massage.

With a sigh, you open the door to let the warm breeze run through the small cabin. The scent of oils, candles, and cleaning supplies mix with the dry smell of the night. The rush of air caresses your cheeks and plays with your hair as you lean against the door jamb. You cross your arms in front of your chest. Your gaze wanders over the view of the resort.

The other cabins around you are closed. Their windows are dark. You are not surprised, though. It's already late, and you feel the tiredness in your bones and the soreness in your muscles. You almost laugh. You could kill for a massage. Rolling your shoulders, you straighten your posture. The familiar throbbing between your legs is almost painful, and you wish for nothing more but a warm bath and your comfortable bed.

Lush greens and colorful flowers bloom on the side of the road, leading to the pools on your left side. There is a small waterfall that falls from one to the other. The sound is relaxing and seems loud in the silence. The crystal-clear water sparkles under the silvery glow of the moon. Your gaze moves up to the sky, pausing on the glinting stars before dropping on the hotel nearby. Light filters through a few windows. One side of the building is covered with greenery. You can barely see the sand-colored wall underneath the leaves, waving in the rhythm of the wind.

And behind everything, there is the desert with its ever-changing form. Under the cover of the night sky and the stars' gentle glow, the endless sea of sand spreads out as far as the eyes can see. It looks like it melts into the darkness at the horizon. In the distance, grand dunes emerge from the ground with elegant edges and slopes.

"Hey!" A deep voice breaks the silence, and you almost jump from the surprise. "I'm sorry. I didn't want to frighten you. You are the masseur, right?" You smile and shake your head. "It's fine," you tell him. "You are Dain, I hope?" He nods, and you step away from the door to let him in.

The male is burly, even for a lion rakshasa. His mane is a few shades darker than the fur covering his body. He is a mix of muscles and fat. His shoulders are broad, but a slight belly is bulging under the white towel around his waist. The fabric stretches around his trunk-like thighs.

He looks good. He definitely looks good.

You close the door behind you with a soft click.

"You can take off the towel if you want to," you tell him. "And lay down on the table." The male grunts, and with a quick tug, he takes off the towel and puts it on a chair nearby. You can see the muscles of his thighs working as he moves. His tail sways to the side in a gentle rhythm. Your eyes are glued to the hard flesh of his bottom as he lies on his stomach on the massage table. "It won't break under me, right?" He asks. His voice is muffled. "No," you assure him. "You will be fine, I promise."

As you start to work, the soothing scent of the oils you use fills your nostrils. The inside of the massage cabin is covered in an orange hue from the candles. Small flames dance on top of them. The dim light makes the color of his fur darker. They are soft under your hands. His tail still sways left and right, and from time to time, you can hear a deep purr rumbling out of his chest. You can feel it in your core.

Using your body weight, with the heel of your hands, you stroke down the line of his spine until you reach his tail. You knead the hard muscles of his back, changing the motion of your hands every now and again as you watch his reactions. Dain's breathing is calm and even, and slowly but surely, you can feel him relax under you. You circle your thumbs on his shoulder blades, going up to his shoulders. Your fingers dig into him, finding every nerve and knot on your way. When you are done with his upper body, you move to his legs, using your thumb to massage and rub his muscles. "I'm sorry," he grunts when his tail curls around your arm for the second time. You let yourself laugh a little. "It's fine." Your finger slides over his tail, reaching the base. You are careful and gentle as you stroke it. He jumps at the sudden contact but doesn't move to get away. Another rumble breaks through his chest. "Is it good?" You ask him. "Yeah," he grunts. "But it starts to hurt." For a second, you panic, letting go of his tail immediately. "I'm sorry," you gasp. Dain shakes his head. "Not that," he replies, turning to the side, then onto his back. "That." "Oh."

Oh.

A lazy smirk pulls on your lips at the sight. Dain's hard cock bobs as he moves. He is thick and wet from the pre-cum that slips down his shaft. A drop follows the line of a vein on the side of his cock. His balls are heavy between his legs.

You continue your session. Moving from Dain's legs to his upper body, you work on his muscles, letting him relax and enjoy the silence. Your gaze lands on his erection every now and again, but you don't make a move yet. You tease him and massage him all over.

His eyes are closed. An amused smile plays on his lips. "You are the devil." His voice is hoarse. "Am I?" You grin, smoothing your palms down his chest. His fur shines under the dim lights with the lotion you used on him. His cock jerks when your fingers brush the base. Another drop of pre-cum drops down his shaft. "Gods, woman!" Dain groans. You laugh but decide to have mercy on him. He was still more patient than most of your guests.

Your fingers curl around the base of his shaft, squeezing the flesh softly. A low groan echoes off the walls, and you can feel him twitching under your hold. Dain is warm and soft under your palm. The lotion and his pre-cum mix as you move up. Your other hand rests on his thigh. His muscles are tense with anticipation. You feel it too. Need burns your insides as you pump his shaft lazily. You use your thumb to smear his juices even more on his cock, following the thick vein on the side up to the head. Your nail grazes the sensitive skin. The rakshasa shudders under you. His breathing is labored. "Are you sure you are not a cat?" He asks with humor in his voice. "You play with my cock like a new toy." You grin, leaning closer. The air escaping your lips is warm on Dain's erection. "But it is my new toy." His deep laugh ends in a snarl when you lick up on his length from the bottom to the top. You flick the soft skin under the head. His taste is strong on the tip of your tongue. It's salty and makes you want more. You lap up on him again, once, twice, three times. "Fuck!" He growls. The sound vibrates through the air, going straight between your legs. Glancing at him from the corner of your eyes, you force a smug grin down and take his cock into your mouth. You go inch by inch, letting your lips stretch around him. Keeping your hand on the base, pumping him slowly, you lick and suck on his crown, pressing your tongue into the tip. You can feel him snapping any second, but you are not done yet. You squeeze him, making him snarl again before his breath is taken away as you slide him down deeper into your throat. You hum around his length, letting the vibration of your throat rush up his spine. "Fuckfuckfuck!" Spurts of pre-cum fill your mouth, dripping down on his cock and balls. His hips push up against you, wanting to fuck your mouth. You hum again in agreement, hollowing your cheeks some more. Tears burn your eyes as he starts to move up and down. He thrusts into your mouth hurriedly, chasing his pleasure in your warm, wet mouth. Your tongue is flat against the underside of his cock. "You born for this," he growls. "A warm mouth for all the monsters who come here." You are slick between your legs. Your pussy throbs with desire even though you are already sore because of your previous guests. "You feel so good around my cock! Fuck!" Your free hand from his thigh slips to his balls. They are heavy in your palm as you start to play with them. His cock twitches in your mouth more often than a few seconds ago. "I'm going to cum," he warns, still pushing his hips. Your jaw and throat ache. You let him use you to reach his high. Your hand on his cock jerks him faster, and you bob your head against his thrusts. You want him to lose his mind when he comes into your mouth. The cabin is filled with his groans and moans.

"Fuck!"

He floods your mouth, and you gulp down everything he has to give you. The work of your throat squeezes his cock even more, pushing him harder and harder into his orgasm.

The male needs long minutes to come back to his senses. "Will you be there tomorrow?" He asks, still panting. His voice is hoarse, and his cock lays soft on his thick thigh.

You really want to know how it feels inside you.

"I will write you up."

Alien x female reader (nsfw)

I got this anon asking for an alien who’s shy about his body around a female reader, and sort of ran with the idea. It’s set in the same universe as my other alien x unspecified gender reader, and references the species from that story briefly. 

Here’s 3000 or so words of nsfw alien x fem reader. I hope you enjoy!

You’d been assigned to the ship as a last minute replacement. You’d graduated top of your class only a week before landing the job, and your professor had got in touch to say there was an incredible opportunity for a recently-graduated student to fill in as a research assistant on the science ship, Arateos. Of course, you’d jumped at the chance, scraping together your few belongings from your life on Earth at the Alliance Academy, and hurtling onto a shuttle to take you to the ship before it left for the outer rim.

Your official Alliance role was research assistant to Dr. Er’Athien Xelarr, an Anjari with armour plating, four arms, and four eyes, and legs rather like a mantis’, only more muscular. Your unofficial role was to collect information on foreign life forms, to be added to the databases back on Earth.

Anjari were as varied in their behaviours as any other life you’d yet met in the Alliance. While everyone knew that Kharmorians were a belligerent, highly intelligent species, Anjari ranged from unpredictable berserkers to terrified hermits, and everything in between. You had no idea what to expect when you swiped your access key to the labs to report to him on your first day.

Er’Athien was standing behind his desk, a monocle over one of his enormous honey-coloured eyes, inspecting the blood red leaf of a plant you didn’t recognise.

He jumped when the doors hissed open, and opened his mouth in surprise. Actually, both of his mouths opened in surprise. All Anjari had a secondary mouth on their neck that looked more like a slash in the pale, sandy colour of their skin and chitinous plating, and which housed a number of sharp teeth and a long tongue. This mouth, you knew from your brief study of the species, was for feeding, while the other was for communication and breathing.

“Oh,” he said, using the primary mouth on his humanoid face to speak. His voice was dry and had a slight rattle, but it was rich and warm and made you think of driftwood fires and sun-warmed sand on summer evenings. “You must be my new assistant? Welcome, welcome. Do come in.”

He turned away from you and you noticed his right hand fluttering momentarily over the mouth on his neck as though he wanted to hide it. It was closed again now, and hardly noticeable, even as you drew nearer. His torso was long and humanoid, the lumps of his armour plating showing beneath the silky material of his Alliance uniform. His tunic was grey, as was yours, to denote your scientific interests. The rest of his insectoid body was not clothed.

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Some submissive monsters pleeaassseee any kind really just sweet and doting and sub I’m begging you

Edit which I’m including in all my works after plagiarism and theft has taken place: I do not give my consent for my works to be used, copied, published, or posted anywhere. They are copyrighted and belong to me.

Have nearly 3000 words of powerful yet submissive alien. I hope this suits? Sorry I sat on it for a while - I hope you remember asking for it… 

NSFW, with a little warning for brief mention of needles and wounds.

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You encountered more kinds of xeno-anatomy in your first sixmonths aboard the ship than you’d seen in your whole six years of med schoolback on Earth. This was an alliance battle cruiser, so you had a regular stream of everyshape and size of soldier imaginable coming through the med bay.

The ship’s doctor, Maehve, was a seven foot tall J’Hantahriwho brooked no nonsense when it came to her med bay. It tended to keep thenewer recruits from going there on a whim to get out of training exercises, andsoldiers who had a firm hand tended to sit still long enough to get patched up.

Maehve had four stomachs and you suspected that all of themwere made of iron, because you’d never seen her so much as flinch as shetreated detached shells, torn limbs, shattered horns, acid-spit burns, rupturedthese and broken those. She also liked to boss you around, which grated. Youached to be the one giving orders for a change, but with your rank, the chancesof that were lower than your chances of finding a decent chocolate bar on board.

One sol, the First Officer himself was brought into the medbay with a huge blaster wound in his ribcage. Apparently a mission to a hostileplanet for negotiations had failed and they’d barely made it out at all.

The hulking Kharmorian was even taller than Maehve, and hewas twice as wide. His skin was black as ink, and covered in microscopic flecksof pearly white, like stars in the endless view from the observation deck. Sixeyes, arranged three on each side of his head, glared out from a flat face,with slit nostrils that flared occasionally as his pain mounted. Thick, viscousdrool was occasionally known to slip from a mouth that was full of razor sharpteeth, cylindrical, transparent, and gleaming like polished crystal, and hisjaw unhinged to gape wide enough to swallow your entire head whole if he wasreally in a rage. Or in the canteen after a workout.

In short, he was nine foot of pure muscle, and rumour had ithis saliva was poisonous. But that might just have been his temper.

And here he was, cursing in his guttural, native Kharmorian,and looking like he was about to try and eat Maehve whole, her chitinousplating be damned. Inadvisable, youthought with a smile.

His muscles were gorgeous as he gripped the edge of thestretcher, snapping and snarling as Maehve lowered her mandibled face towardthe wound and chittered angrily before prodding carefully with one of her morehumanoid hands. She had a lot of hands.

He hissed at her, and as his mouth opened, you saw the hugeteeth, transparent and beautiful in the harsh light of the med bay. He had two tongues, you discovered, biting yourlip to keep from smiling. He was really very beautiful, if… intimidating.

“Don’t you dare take that tone with me,” Maehve rattled,utterly unfazed by his display, her dry voice full of command.

To your astonishment, the massive First Officer went utterlystill. His torso was still clenched, however, and Maehve twitched her head likea mantis. She cuffed him on the side of his head. She actually cuffed the First Officer as though hewere no more than a disobedient child to be disciplined.

“Lie back down. Don’t move.”

Again, an almost imperceptible shiver ran through him, andhe went slack on the gurney.

“Good.”

His legs, thick and muscular and speckled with morepearlescent white dots, shook and he tipped his head back, all six of his eyesclosing.

Interesting.

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Monster Masterlist

SFW

Captured by a Demon Prince

Trust Issues with a Sleep Paralysis Demon

Vampire Lady Courts You

Sweet Yandere Sleep Paralysis Demon

Having a Werewolf Girlfriend

Dating an Orc Himbo

The Innocent Succubus Girlfriend

Sacrificed to a Chivalrous Dragonkin

Flirty Vampire Boyfriend Biting You

Merman Trying to Court You

Male!Werewolf x Fem!Reader - Senses Working Overtime

The Headless Horseman Courts You After Scaring You

Orc Boyfriend when You're Pregnant

Vampire Man Manipulates You and Drinks Your Blood

Dating a Sweet Minotaur

Orc Boyfriend Gets Protective Over You

NSFW

Male!Sleep Paralysis Demon x Fem!Reader - Sell Me My Nightmare

Cockwarming and Banter with an Orc Warlord

Male!Slime Monster x Fem!Reader - A Sticky Situation

Male!Sleep Paralysis Demon x Fem!Reader - The Stuff of Wet Nightmares

Male!Dullahan x Fem!Reader - The Dullahan Boyfriend Experience

Male!Siren x Fem!Reader - With This Final Breath

Being Offered to an Orc Warlord

Male!Gargoyle x Fem!Reader - Wild Side

Male!Yautja in Rut x Fem!Reader

Virgin Male!Orc x Fem!Reader x Warlord Male!Orc - Ready to be the Prize

Male!Orc x Fem!Reader - The Orc's Promise

Masterlist

Under 18s DNI!

Masterlist updated 26/07/22

Fuzzy Moonlight

WIP

M werebear x F reader. Currently SFW but will become NSFW as chapters progress, a story about finding something or someone unexpected, and just how perceived notions can be utterly wrong. (Werebear is big, soft boy who wouldn’t hurt no one and loves having that space between his ears scritched)

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6

The Mirror Image 

Completed work

M orc x F reader. SFW until chapter three where it becomes NSFW. A story about how sometimes your giant crushes need to be helped along by your enby bestie. (Hairdresser AU and Orcish braiding!)

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3

Bad Luck Charm

WIP

M demon x F Human. SFW but will become NSFW as story progresses. Accidental summoning story, we all love spicy demons after all.

Chapter 1, Chapter 2

Love-and-monsters Masterlist

All the stories I’ve written for this blog will be listed here. It should be updated as I write, so if you’re looking for something, check here. 

One-off Stories:

Parensile- Centipede monster, male monster X female human. 

Marine Biology- Orca mermaid, female monster X female human

Lionfish Merperson- Lionfish merperson, agender merperson X gender neutral human

Kaleb the Harpy- Harpy, male monster X male human

Rowan the Naga- Naga, female monster X female human

Thalia the Naga and Damien the Drider- Naga and drider, female naga X male drider

Eldion the Fae- Fae, nonbinary monster X gender neutral human

Keela the Centaur- Centaur, female monster X gender neutral human

Vampire Boyfriend- Vampire, male monster X female human

Willow the Moth Fae- Moth Fae, male monster X gender neutral human

Juniper the Winter Fae- Winter fae, female monster X female human

Reindeer Centaur: Christmas Vacation- Reindeer centaur, male monster X female human

Sylvester the Robot- Robot, male robot X gender neutral human

Drider Husband- Drider, male drider X gender neutral human

Norek the Naga- Naga, male naga X gender neutral human

Quarantined with a Tiefling- Tiefling, male tiefling X gender neutral human

Emery the Incubus- Incubus, male incubus X gender neutral human

Dryad Girlfriend- Dryad, female dryad X trans MTF human

Arunio the Merman- Merman, male merfolk X gender neutral human

Okara the Mermaid- Mermaid, female merfolk X gender neutral human

Estran the Demigod- Demigod, male demigod X gender neutral human

Guardian Angel- Angel, male angel X male human

Siren Song- Merman, male merman X female human

Unicorn Centaur- Centaur, male centaur X female human

Faerie Circle- Fae, male fae X gender neutral human

Harpy Rescue- Harpy, male harpy X female human

Vampire Transformation- Vampire, male vampire X gender neutral human

Cold Sea Monster- Sea monster, male sea monster X gender neutral human

Mermaid Girlfriend- Mermaid, female mermaid X gender neutral human

Cavern and Foe- Elf, male elf X gender neutral human

Harpy Model- Harpy, male harpy X gender neutral human

Merman Rescue- Merman, male merfolk X gender neutral human

Starfaller- Tiefling, agender tiefling X gender neutral human

Jackalope Fae- Fae, male Fae X gender neutral human

Vampire Squid Octomer- Octomer, male merman X gender neutral human

Polyam Alien Merfolk- Alien merfolk, gender neutral human X male merman X female mermaid

Awaken the Vampire- Vampire, female vampire X female human

Alaris the Naga- Naga, agender naga X gender neutral human

Deluges and Droughts- Water elemental, male water elemental X gender neutral human

Sasiel the Cupid- Cupid, male Cupid X gender neutral human

Sauriosapien- Dinosaur folk, male sauriosapien X female human, not reader insert

Halloween and the Full Moon- Werewolves, male werewolf X female werewolf

Dryad Goddess Girlfriend- Goddess, female goddess X female human

Rescued by a Fae- Fae, male fae X female human

Fortune Falls:

Werewolf Girlfriend- Werewolf, female werewolf X gender neutral human

Demon Shopkeep- Demon, male demon X gender neutral human

Armon the Aqrabaumelu- Aqrabaumelu, male aqrabaumelu X female human

A Selkie’s Coat- Selkie, male selkie X gender neutral human

Necklace for a Dragon- Dragon, male dragon X gender neutral human

The Imposter- Alien, male alien X female human

Mermaid Girlfriend- Merfolk, female merfolk X gender neutral human

Feathered Dragon Partner- Feathered dragon, nonbinary feathered dragon X gender neutral human

Commissions/Gifts:

Duthal the Orc- Orc, male orc X female human

Demon Summoning- Demon, male demon X female human

Vampire Commission- vampire, male vampire X female human

Series:

Necrovember- Awakening, Hunger, Trust, Shadows, Light, Decay, Family, Monster, Sanctuary, Loyalty, Fashion, Hobby, Faith, Sleep, Fear, Amusement, Love, Childhood, Living, Disease, Necromancy, Moments Before Death, Revenge, Celebration, Injustice, In Another Life, War, True Death, Dreams, Future

Stolas and Corvain- Demons, monster male X monster male X female human (part 1) (part 2)

Alien Encounter- Alien, monster male X female human (part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5) (part 6) (part 7) (part 8) (part 9) (part 10) (part 11) (part 12) (epilogue)

The Wyvern Prince- Wyvern, male monster X female human (part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5) (part 6) (part 7) (part 8) (part 9) (part 10) (part 11) (part 12) (part 13) (part 14) (part 15) (part 16) (part 17) (part 18) (part 19) (part 20) (part 21) (part 22) (part 23) (part 24) (Epilogue)

Talsim the Fae- Fae, male fae X female human (part 1) (part 2) (part 3)

Caged Fae- Fae, male Fae X female human (part 1) (part 2)

Faebruary: Fake Dating- Faerie, male faerie X female human (part 1) (part 2)

In the Woods- Forest creature, male monster X female human (part 1) (part 2)

A Bartered Wedding- Faerie, male monster X gender neutral human (part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (Epilogue)

Dating a Hive Mind- Alien, male/gender neutral aliens X female human (part 1) (part 2)

Nuclear Spring- Harpy and sea monster, female and male monster X gender neutral reader (part 1) (part 2) (part 3)

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Ravadhi (Part 10)

Rating: Mature Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationship: Female Human x Male Half-Orc Additional Tags: Exophilia, Half-Orc, Monster Boyfriend, Interspecies Romance,Angst, Slow Burn Content Warning: Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Alcoholism, Drug Abuse Words: 5009

Ravadhi recovers from a brutal attack at work, and Holly reaches out for advice. Please reblog and leave feedback!

Holly arrived at the hospital in the sheriff’s patrol car and followed him inside. All he’d told her was that Ravadhi had been injured at work, but hadn’t said more than that. She followed him into the ambulance entrance and toward the intensive care unit.

“Dr. Givens,” The sheriff said, flagging down a lavender-colored tiefling woman in a white coat, pouring over paperwork and looking frayed. 

“Are you the family of Ravadhi Silversmith?” The doctor asked. 

Holly nodded. 

“What’s your relation?” 

“I’m his girlfriend.” 

“I’m sorry, but only immediate family is allowed into–” 

“His entire family is dead, I’m all he has,” Holly said abruptly. “What happened?” 

Dr. Givens shot a glance at Sheriff Scott, who nodded, and replied, “He sustained several stab wounds to the abdomen and a blow to the head. Fortunately, the knife missed most of his vital organs, though there was a nick on his liver, but his large intestine was bisected and needed to be stitched up. His spleen was also ruptured and needed to be removed. He has a bit of a concussion, as well.”

“Will he be alright?”  

“He’ll be on some serious painkillers for a while, but yes, he’ll be fine.” 

“No painkillers!” Holly said immediately. “You haven’t given him any yet, have you?” 

Dr. Givens looked confused. “He’s sedated, but no, we haven’t given him any pain meds yet.  If it’s because he’s an orc–”

“He’s a recovering addict,” Holly said tersely. “He’s been sober for years. Don’t give him any pain meds unless he explicitly asks for them, and even then, I’d recommend having him see a psychologist first.” 

“That’s not in my chart,” Dr. Givens said, looking at the clipboard. 

“Trust me,” Holly said. “Don’t give him any pain meds.”

Dr. Givens sighed. “Alright, but the second he asks for them, I’m giving them to him, no matter what you say.” 

“That’s fine,” Holly said. “Can I see him?” 

“He’s in post-op at the moment,” Dr. Givens replied. “I’ll have a nurse retrieve you when he’s in a room.” 

“Thank you,” Holly said. As Dr. Givens walked off, Holly turned to Sheriff Scott. “What happened? Who was it?” 

“Mr. Silversmith was involved in an altercation at his place of work. There was an attempted theft of platinum plating that Mr. Silversmith prevented,” Sheriff Scott replied. “We caught one of the perpetrators, but that’s all I can tell you. The investigation is ongoing.” 

“I understand,” Holly exhaled, exhausted. “Thank you for letting me know.” 

“Don’t thank me,” The sheriff said. “If you hadn’t ordered a check, it’s likely he wouldn’t have been found until morning, and he very well could have bled out by then.”  

 Holly gulped. The sheriff patted her arm and gestured to the sitting area before walking away.

Holly sat heavily in the chair, feeling numb. Ravadhi always seemed like a wall that could stop anything. The idea that some random asshole could have taken him away from her over plating was… horrifying. And infuriating. 

The intensive care unit only allowed visitors every three hours for fifteen minutes, so when she was finally called back to see him, she’d been stewing for over two hours. Ravadhi was lying in the hospital bed, looking pale, breathing steadily. Seeing him, her savior, looking helpless and injured made her heart drop.

She laid one of her hands on his. “Vadhi?” 

His eyes opened slowly. He seemed confused at first, as though he wasn’t sure where he was, but when he saw her, he smiled. 

“Hey, honey,” He said. 

“Are you okay?” 

“I’m fine,” He said, his smile widening. “Just a scrape.” 

She laughed, which immediately evolved into sobs. 

“You can’t do that to me,” She said, easing down and placing her head on his shoulder gently. “Don’t leave me like that.” 

 Gingerly, he reached up and petted her hair. “I’m sorry, babe.” 

“No,” Holly shook her head, sniffling. “It’s not your fault. I was just really scared.” 

“I know,” He said, kissing her head. “It’s okay.”

Holly straightened up and looked at him, assessing. She could see a split in his lip and some bruising around his eye.

“Does it hurt badly?” 

“It’s fine,” Ravadhi said, shifting. “I’m just worried about what they gave me while I was asleep.” 

“I told them not to give you anything,” Holly said. “The doctor said you were sedated with gas, so you haven’t had any narcotics or painkillers.” 

Ravadhi sighed heavily in relief. “Thank you.” He looked at the IV in his arm. “This is making me very anxious.” 

“The doctor said that you can have it out as early as the day after tomorrow,” Holly said. “Depending on when you’re able to be moved out of the ICU.” 

 “That’s good.” He looked up at the clock on the wall and hissed. “Gods, it’s four in the morning. You should go home and get some sleep, honey.” 

Holly shook her head vehemently. “I’m not leaving.” 

Ravadhi chuckled, then grimaced. “It’s not like I’m going anywhere.” 

“I don’t care,” Holly said. “I’m not leaving.” 

The next morning after breakfast, Ravadhi was moved out of intensive care and to an observation room on the surgical ward. Observation rooms weren’t quite the same as intensive care; it was the same level of attention as the ICU but had normal visiting hours. Thankfully, he was healing quickly and there were no life-threatening injuries, since the internal bleeding stopped and the damaged organs were either repaired or removed. 

Ravadhi continually requested for his IV to be removed, which was causing him a great amount of anxiety, pleading with the nurses to send up a psychologist to assess his mental state. They eventually agreed to call on a psychologist, who agreed with Ravadhi that the IV should be removed. It was only after the IV was removed that Ravadhi seemed to relax. 

“Are you okay?” Holly asked him after the nurses left with the IV stand. 

“Yeah,” He said with a sigh. “It’s just… the feeling of the needle in the skin… it triggers that impulse. The whole time I had it in, the urge to request pain meds was always right at the front of my mind, and I was struggling to suppress it. I still feel the… craving, I guess, but it’s not as intense now as it was before.” He took her hand and squeezed it. “Will you help me? Please? Stop me from asking for the medicine. It doesn’t matter if I scream or beg, don’t let me take it. I’ll put it down in writing, if I need to. Don’t let me throw away thirteen years.” 

“I won’t, I promise,” Holly told him, squeezing his hand back. “I’ll help.” 

He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed her fingers. “Thank you.” 

“Are you in a lot of pain, though? Be honest.” 

“Honestly? This is probably the worst physical pain I’ve been in, other than detoxing after I tried to OD.”

“Can I do anything to help?” 

“You already are,” He said, smiling gently at her. “The sheriff told me I’d be dead if it weren’t for you.” 

You shrugged. “I’m sure that’s not true.” 

“I’m sure it is,” Ravadhi replied. “I owe you.” 

Holly shook her head. “No, you don’t. If anything, we’re even now. I should probably start paying you rent.” 

He snorted, but then sobered. “I have enough savings to support us for the next few months, at least. I just hope I recover and find a new job before I run out of money.” 

“I mean, I’ll totally pay rent, now that I’ve got a job,” Holly insisted. 

“No, no, you don’t have to worry about that, honey,” Ravadhi said. “It’s my job to take care of you.” 

“But isn’t it also my job to take care of you?” Holly fired back. 

He smiled. “You already do. Don’t worry, I’ll figure something out.” 

Holly debated for a moment before speaking again. As afraid as she was to place trust in anyone, she desperately wanted to be able to trust Ravadhi in all aspects, and this confession was the next step. She swallowed.

“Ravadhi… My mom left me some money. She had opened a secret bank account for when we would escape, and it’s been accruing interest for ten years, so there’s quite a bit in there.” 

“Really? How much?” 

“$53,000.”

Ravadhi blinked. “...whoa.” 

“Let me take care of things, at least until you’re back on your feet. It’s only fair, considering everything you did for me. I want to do this for you, so that you can take as much time as you need to heal without worrying about anything.” 

Ravadhi frowned, contemplative. “Are you sure? You’re not responsible for my expenses, honey. I don’t want to take advantage of you.” 

“It’s not your expenses, Ravadhi, it’s our expenses,” Holly said. “You didn’t plan to get stabbed any more than I planned to get beat near to death. You helped me then when I didn’t have anyone to turn to, and you never asked for a thing in return. The least I can do is do the same for you.  You taught me that when you care about someone, you want to share their burdens. So let me help. Please.” 

Ravadhi’s frown softened and he stared at Holly fondly, lifting a hand to cup her cheek, rubbing his thumb across her skin. 

“Okay,” He said, pulling her close. He kissed her softly. 

Ravadhi was released within a week. It was great that orcs healed twice as quickly as other races; he’d likely have had to stay another two weeks if he had been human. 

 Holly picked him up in his own truck, which he had to get into very slowly so that he wouldn’t reopen his wounds, and she drove very carefully down the pothole-ridden roads. When they got back home, she helped him inside and steered him into the master bedroom, where she had been sleeping up until that point. 

“Wait, why aren’t we going to my room?” He asked her. 

“The same reason you put me in this room when I first got here,” She said. “It’s got an attached bathroom and it’s the closest to the kitchen and living room. You’ll be the most comfortable here.” 

“Where will you sleep?”

“In the room where you were sleeping. I’ve already switched our stuff over.” 

“Are you okay with that?” 

“Ravadhi, this is your house,” She said with a laugh. “You can sleep in any room you want. I’m basically just a guest.” 

Ravadhi frowned as she settled him on the side of the bed. “No, you’re not. You’re my girlfriend, and before that you were my best friend. You’ve never been just a guest. This is your home, too; it has been since you got here.” 

She smiled softly. “Then I misspoke. Even still, this is the best room for a person on the mend. No arguing.” 

He snickered. “You’re the boss, boss.” 

“Good. Now the boss says ‘lay down’.” 

“Actually, I really need to take a shower. They wouldn’t let me in the hospital because of the stitches, but they said I could when I got home. Can you help me get my shirt and the bandages off? It hurts to lift my arms above my head and I can’t reach the ones on my back.”

“Of course,” Holly said. She carefully drew his t-shirt off over his head, and gently peeled the bandages off of his wounds, wincing at the sight of them. She couldn’t imagine how much pain he was in; as many times as she’d been injured, she’d never been stabbed before. “When can the stitches come out?” 

“In another couple of days,” He said. “I’ll likely have to go back to the doctor to get it done.” 

“Nonsense,” She said. “I can do it. I’ve treated enough of my own wounds that I’m practically an expert in wound care.” 

Ravadhi grimaced sympathetically but didn’t say anything. 

“Let me know when you’re done showering and I’ll help you clean and redress the wounds, okay?” 

“Okay,” He said, pulling her down for a kiss. “Thank you.” 

“You’re welcome,” She said. “I’ll go start a casserole while you’re in there. I’m sure you’re ready for some real food, having eaten hospital garbage for the last week.” 

He sighed happily. “You really are the best, honey.” 

She smiled and kissed him, leaving him to shower in peace.  

Except when she went back ten minutes later to check on him, she realized she couldn’t hear the shower running. Rather, she heard him sighing unhappily. She knocked on the door.

“Are you okay?” 

“Yeah,” He called back. “I finished washing, but I can’t lift my arms to wash my hair.” 

“Would you like me to do it?” 

There was a pause. “Is that okay? I’m kinda naked.” 

“You’ve got a towel on, right?” 

“Well, yeah,” He said. 

“Then it’s fine. Can I come in?” 

“Yeah, it’s unlocked.” 

Holly opened the door and stepped inside. Ravadhi was sitting on the side of the tub, hunched and holding his side a little. The towel was wrapped loosely around his hips. It was as undressed as she’d ever seen him, and it made Holly’s heart flutter a little, both in anxiousness and attraction. It was a strange mix of feelings.

“Here,” She said, putting a footstool in the shower stall. “Sit here and I’ll help you.” 

Ravadhi stood gingerly and followed Holly to the shower, dutifully sitting on the stool as she directed. She tilted his head back, took down the detachable shower head, and ran it over his hair. Other than the times when he had to close his eyes, he watched her, his expression all open trust, and it made her face flush. 

“This feels really nice,” He said softly as she rinsed out the shampoo. “I might actually fall asleep.” 

“Don’t fall asleep in the shower, babe,” She said, laughing. 

“It kinda reminds me of when I was a kid and my mom would stroke my head when I was sick,” He said, his expression becoming wistful. “I can’t imagine the earful I’d get if she could see me like this.”

“I can; I’ve been biting my tongue all week,” Holly said sternly, applying conditioner. “Just you wait until you’re not in danger of reopening your wounds. You’ve got a strongly worded lecture coming your way, mister.”

He grinned. “I’ll take it happily.” His smile faded and he looked contemplative. “When I was laid out at the factory, losing consciousness…” He looked up, his eyes staring at the ceiling, unfocused. “I kept thinking about you. I kept thinking that I’d never see you again, that there was so much I hadn’t shown you yet. We haven’t seen a movie together in a theater yet. We haven’t taken Sarah to an amusement park or the zoo or the aquarium yet. I was thinking about how much I wanted to see you at your happiest and I wanted to be with you when you got there, and how I would never get the chance. And I remembered wondering… is this what my parents thought, when they died? Did they have all this… regret?”

Holly’s hands stilled in Ravadhi’s hair. “When I was struggling to breathe outside my window that night,” She said slowly; Ravadhi’s eyes refocused and locked on her face. “I was worried about leaving Sarah alone, but I didn’t feel any regret. I felt… relief. I called you because a part of me wanted to stay for Sarah, but as I was fading out in your truck, I just remember thinking… ‘finally.’ I was… ready to go. I wanted to go.” Tears sprang to her eyes and her voice shook. “At the time, I didn’t know things could be better. I thought my only escape was dying. I’m glad I didn’t.” 

He took her hand and gripped it. “Me too, sweetheart,” He whispered. 

“Thank you.  For everything.” 

He kissed her knuckles, one by one. “Right back at you.”

She sniffed, wiped her eyes, and gave him a swift kiss on the lips before going back to her task. Ravadhi continued to watch her face, as if committing it to memory.

When she was finished, she went out so that he could get dressed, then came back in to rebandage his wounds. After she was done, the casserole was ready, and she brought him his dinner in bed.  He didn’t eat much, and she imagined he was getting tired. She took the plates to the kitchen, helped him lay back, and told him to rest and call if he needed anything. He smiled and closed his eyes, asleep before she shut the door.

For the next few days, they fell into a new routine that was almost the reverse of when Holly had first come to live with Ravadhi. In the morning, she’d wake him with breakfast and make a simple lunch he could reheat on his own before leaving for work. When she got off work, she made sure he was doing alright and, if he was feeling up to it, they’d sit together in the living room and watch a movie, cuddled up to each other. 

One slow afternoon while Holly was working with Lucy, Lucy asked, “How’s Ravadhi been doing? Is he healing alright?” 

“Yeah,”  Holly replied, washing the counter. “He’ll be back on his feet in no time. He’s a tank, that one.” 

“I’m sure it’ll be nice to get back into being intimate, too,” Lucy said playfully. “After Tumble broke his leg, I couldn’t touch him for weeks while he healed.” 

“Oh… we… we don’t… we haven’t…” Holly blushed and fell silent. 

“Oh, I’m sorry,” Lucy said, holding a hand to her mouth. “I didn’t mean to insinuate anything. Don’t listen to me, my brain-to-mouth filter must be broken.” 

“It’s okay,” Holly said, pensive. “Actually… can I ask you something?” 

“Sure, hon, what’s up?” 

“How long had you been dating Tumble before being intimate with him?” 

“Well, we slept together for the first time on the same day we decided to date,” Lucy said, blushing in remembrance. “But we had been living together for months by that point out of convenience.” 

“Hmm,” Holly said. 

Lucy considered Holly closely. 

“Do you want to be intimate with Ravadhi? You’ve been dating for months now, right?”

Holly nodded. “I… don’t know… It’s hard to tell.” 

“Why’s that?”

Holly tried to say something, but the shame kept her lips shut. 

“How about this?” Lucy said. “Why don’t you meet some friends of mine? They’re… experts, so to speak, in this sort of thing.”

“What do you mean? Intimacy experts?” 

“Something like that,” Lucy said. “You don’t have to be detailed about your interests or tell them anything embarrassing if you don’t want to, they can just give you some general advice.” 

Holly considered it, then nodded. “I suppose it couldn’t hurt.” 

About a week later, Lucy had invited Holly over to her house for brunch. Sitting at the table when she arrived were two people, a man and a woman, who Holly had never met before.

“Holly, this is my friend Kiri. We went to high school together,” Lucy said, gesturing to her in an introductory fashion. “And her boyfriend Rolgun.”  

Kiri was a very lovely-looking human woman, and Rolgun was a handsome, well-built, red-skinned tiefling with gold eyes, silvery horns, and salt-and-pepper hair.

“It’s very nice to meet you,” Kiri said, shaking Holly’s hand.

Rolgun did not extend his hand, rather kept them clasped firmly in front of him. Ravadhi once told Holly that therapists did this sometimes to make people feel safer, because you always knew where their hands were. He smiled warmly and echoed Kiri’s greeting.

“I’m very pleased to meet you, Holly. Lucy told us you’re very sweet and a hard worker. She’s very proud of you for asking for help. I know it was probably difficult for you.”

You took a large breath and nodded in agreement. “Thanks for agreeing to see me informally.”

“Let’s sit down,” Lucy said. “Tumble took the girls to the trampoline park, so they’ll be gone for a while. They love the trampoline park.”

The four of you sat down at the table to the spread that Lucy had provided for lunch, some of which had been baked by Tumble earlier that day.

“So, Lucy says you have some questions you wanted to ask us?” Kiri said, taking a bite of her quiche.

“Well, she had mentioned something about one of you being a specialist?” Holly asked.

“In a way,” Rolgun said. “I’m actually a sex worker. I used to be an escort, but nowadays I mostly work in pornography as a performer. However, I’ve recently begun work with a psychotherapist to help women treat and overcome sexual dysfunction, whether it’s caused by a physical condition or trauma.”

“In what way?”

“Well,” Kiri said. “I have a condition called vaginismus, which makes sex virtually impossible for me. For women like me, he helps them with the exercises to relax the muscles and open them up. We tried that kind of therapy to help my condition, but I ultimately decided it wasn’t for me. It’s what got him interested in sexual therapy in the first place, though. He’s actually gotten a PhD. in sexual psychology.”

“That’s actually kind of sweet,” Holly said, smiling a little.

“I think so,” Kiri said, kissing Rolgun’s cheek. “I’m so proud of him.”

“So what does your work entail, if I may ask?” Holly said.

“When it comes to anyone with sexual trauma,” Rolgun explained. “There is often physical trauma, but it’s predominantly psychological, and I’m sure you can understand why. In those cases, my role is to talk with the patients, get them comfortable with my presence during their therapy sessions with the psychologist, and then eventually when the patient feels they’re ready, we’d have sessions alone. Monitored by the psychologist, of course. The entire point of the exercise is building trust.  I do what I can to help my patients enjoy sex in a healthy way, up to and including having intercourse with them. It’s completely up to the patient, of course. I’ve helped counsel dozens of women, but to date, only three have decided to engage in intercourse with me as part of their therapy. Although, some of them are already in relationships when they experience their trauma, in which case I will council both them and their partner in how to approach sexual relations comfortably after the assault.”

“Do you have positive results?” Holly asked.

“For the most part, we do,” Rolgun said. “There are some cases so severe that it would take many, many years of therapy to help them, and we do what we can in conjunction with medication and other specialists. And we also understand that this kind of therapy is rather controversial and isn’t for everyone.” He leaned forward and rested on his elbows. “People don’t have to seek therapy, though I would highly recommend that they do. But this is an informal meeting, so I’m happy to answer any questions you have. Informally.”

“Well… I have a boyfriend,” She began. “He’s been… amazing. Kind, sweet, understanding… and… he says not to worry about it, but I feel like at some point he’s going to want to have sex, and I don’t feel prepared.”

“Well, first I would ask if you are interested in sex personally,” Rolgun asked. “Could there be a possibility that you are sex-repulsed or asexual?”

“I don’t know. I mean, I don’t think so,” Holly responded uncertainly. “I’ve never really had the chance to explore my sexuality, so I’m not really sure.”

“Can you tell us why that is?” Kiri asked gently.

Holly took a deep breath, blowing it out shakily and putting down her fork. She took a moment to steel herself, feeling the panic rise up in her.

“It’s okay, honey, take your time,” Lucy said, patting Holly’s shoulder.

“I’ve… I’ve never… said this out loud before. Not to anyone.” She began to shake, and gripped her hands to keep them still. “When I was twelve, my father…” She swallowed the lump in her throat and blinked back tears. “He… started molesting me… he raped me. For years. He didn’t stop until he was arrested several months ago for nearly beating me to death. He used my sister as a weapon to keep me obedient, threatening to hurt her if I didn’t do what I was told. It’s why I never left or told anyone, because I was scared he would move on to her.”

There was sympathetic silence at the table. No one was eating now.

“Ravadhi… my boyfriend… he saved my life. Literally; he found me bleeding out after my dad beat me nearly to death and got me to the hospital in time before I drowned in my own blood. And after, he took me in and gave me a home, a real one, and he’s never asked for anything in return. He’s been protecting me and caring for me almost since the day we met. I haven’t told him this yet, but I love him very, very much.”

“I don’t mean to insinuate anything by asking this,” Rolgun asked gently. “But are you sure your thoughts about having intercourse with him aren’t because you feel like you owe him for rescuing you?”

“I don’t know,” Holly said uncertainly. “I hope not. I mean, I absolutely do owe him my life. But I also know that I really do love him, regardless of that fact.”

“You don’t think he’d ever force you, do you?” Kiri asked.

“Oh, god no. Without going into too much of his past traumas, he’s a survivor himself, so he’d never.”

“I understand. Do you believe you have sexual feelings for him, like urges or desires?”

Holly thought about it. “I think I do? When he hugs me tight or kisses me, or even if we’re just cuddling together watching a movie, I feel… something. Like I want to be closer. I weirdly feel kind of… hungry? Does that make sense? That’s not quite right, but that’s the only word that comes to mind. It’s so hard to sort between the good feelings and the bad ones.”

Rolgun nodded. “That’s fairly common, I’m afraid. I’m going to ask a very personal question now, if that’s alright?”

“Sure.”

“Have you ever masturbated or had an orgasm?”

“I’ve never… touched myself, if that’s what you mean,” Holly said, blushing. “How would I know if I’ve had an orgasm?”

“You’d know,” Lucy and Kiri said in unison.

“Oh,” Holly said in surprise. “Then, I guess I haven’t.”

“I think that would be a good place to start. You have nothing in your memory or experiences that ties sex to pleasure. For you, it’s only associated with pain and humiliation. I think the very first step for you will be self-exploration. I can give you the links to some sites with instructional guides specifically tailored to women with early sexual trauma.”

He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small notebook and began writing. You looked over his arm and watched him scrawl several websites onto the paper.

“These are normally given to patients and need a doctor’s code to be accessed outside of a clinic, which I’ll provide for you. You’ll probably feel weird or maybe even disgusted and repulsed when you start, but keep trying. Self-exploration and self-satisfaction is the beginning of psycho-sexual maturity, and you’ve never had the opportunity to do that. Before you start thinking about sex with a partner, you need to retrain your brain and body to associate sex with pleasure. Your pleasure specifically. It won’t erase the trauma, of course, and again I’d recommend you seek a counselor, but it will open the door for healthy sexual activity.”

He tore the paper from the notebook and handed it to you. You took it and read it numbly, briefly wondering if he’d just given you porn sites. But they looked really official: some of them were sites for well-known national universities.

“I appreciate this,” Holly said. “I want to move on and start living my life. My dad’s gone, but he’s still got his claws in me and I hate that. It’s not fair. He shouldn’t get to dictate how I live from the grave.”

“Exactly!” Rolgun said approvingly. “That’s very encouraging, Holly. You’re already in a good head space, and I feel like you’re definitely ready to move forward. I’m glad I could help.”

“If you have more questions in the future, I can give you my number and pass the message on to Rolgun,” Kiri said, taking Rolgun’s notepad and jotting down her number. “It would be inappropriate for Rolgun to have your number, even if he’s not your therapist. When it comes to sex therapy, the rules are very strict, to protect both the patient and the counselor’s privacy and safety. For him to give you any formal advice or counseling privately automatically makes you a patient and the same rules would apply to you.”

“I understand. I appreciate all of your help, both of you,” Holly said. “It means a lot to me. I love Ravadhi and I want to be a good girlfriend to him. But I also want to be intimate with him for myself. It would be a huge step forward.”

“You’re more than welcome. I would suggest talking to your boyfriend about this,” Rolgun replied. “The self-exploration, I mean. He might be able to help as well; you can slowly integrate him into your personal play to get used to having a second person with you when you experience pleasure. And even if you would prefer to do it on your own, he should be in the loop. Healthy discussion between partners is very important in an intimate relationship.”

“I’ll tell him,” Holly said.

The conversations turned to other things, and eventually Holly left with a lot to think about.

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Holly finds out what her mother left for her in the deposit boxes. Afterward, she and Ravadhi settle into a comfortable routine until it’s suddenly shattered. Please reblog and leave feedback!

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Holly arrived at the bank only ten minutes after leaving, which was not at all enough time to mentally prepare her for what she was about to find in the deposit boxes, left for her by her dead mother.

She waited in the line anxiously, her fist clenched around the keys that Tonri had given her and her chest tight.

“I can help the next guest,” The teller called. Holly knew him distantly from school, he was a Ratfolk man name was Auro. The two of them hadn’t been friends or really even spoke to each other, but like everyone at school, he knew who she and her dad was, and speculated along with everyone else. Despite that, he hadn’t ever bullied her or ignored her existence out of guilt.

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Holly started working at Tumble’s that week, taking the morning shift from seven to three. Her scooter had been found by the police at a pawn shop two days after she started work. They confiscated it and returned it to Holly, so at least she had her own means of transportation back. She made sure to buy a better lock for it.

The shift she took had her leaving the house before Ravadhi woke up but let her get home more than an hour before Ravadhi did, so she would still be able to make dinner every night. Ravadhi was a the garage during the day, and either in school or on call for the plumbing job four nights out of the week, and doing security the other two, so they didn’t have much time together.

They made an effort, though. Ravadhi would come to the cafe for lunch, although Holly packed his lunches for him. Those lunches and dinners together were just about the only time they had with each other.

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“Well, I do have a bit of good news, before we get started,” Freemont said. “Mr. Silversmith is no longer a person of interest in your assault and is officially cleared of any wrongdoing. The local sheriff’s department is also waiving the evading arrest and reckless driving charges due to the urgency of the situation.”

“That’s a relief,” Holly said, looking at Ravadhi and smiling. He tried to return the smile, but was unable to, and it worried her.

“Well, don’t relax just yet.” Freemont took a seat at the table and motioned for Holly to do the same. “I had a conversation with your father and he told me your mother left town many years ago. You were eight, correct?”

“Y…yes,” Holly said, confused. “Why are you asking about her?” Her face lit. “Did you find her? Is she coming back?”

“We’ll get to that,” Freemont deflected. “What can you remember from the day she left?”

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He was due back at work soon, so he gave her a cursory tour of the house, showing her where everything was and writing his numbers by the phone so she could call if there was an emergency. She really needed to get a cell phone. There was a rule against them at home, but she doubted Ravadhi would have any such rules.

“This was my parent’s house,” He said. “It was supposed to go to my sister, but since I was the only kid left, it defaulted to me. The bank took charge of it until I got back to town, but they didn’t keep up with it well. People broke in and gutted the place, and I had to chase out a bunch of squatters when I first got here. It took me three months to get the lower floor even partly livable. I spent days cleaning and replacing all the wiring and appliances. I haven’t even started on the second floor, so if you go up there, be careful. I had to dip into my college money to get everything fixed. That’s why I took the third job.”

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Holly convalesces in the hospital while the investigation into her assault continues. Ravadhi makes a startling confession about his past and invites Holly to stay with him so he can care for her while she’s still healing. Please leave feedback!

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“Wait, back up. What do you mean, a body?” Ravadhi said, his stomach in knots.

“I don’t know who or why,” She said. “I just saw them take an empty body bag into the shed and when they came out, there was something in it.”

“Shit,” Ravadhi said under his breath. “Listen, I’ll be over there as soon as I get dressed. Try not to worry about it too much right now, okay? And I don’t think we should tell Holly about it yet, either. Not until we know more. We don’t want to upset her.”

“Yeah, okay,” Sarah agreed. “Can we get a cinnamon roll on the way?”

Ravadhi chuckled. “Sure, Squirt.”

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After a frightening middle-of-the-night phone call, Holly is hospitalized and Ravadhi is arrested. Ravadhi has to find a way to protect Sarah while in a jail cell. My sweet baby boy Tumble and his wife and children make an appearance! Please leave feedback!

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Ravadhi raced back to Holly’s house, where all the lights were still off. He had been trying to keep her talking, but she was losing speech quickly.

“Where are you, honey?” He asked quietly over his cell phone.

“In the back… under my window,” She wheezed, her breathing horribly shallow. “Left side.”

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They pulled up to Rod’s Diner on the other end of town, which was the only place that stayed open twenty four hours. Ravadhi led her to the booth at the very back and let her take her seat before sitting on the other side of the booth across from her.

“This place has great cheesecake,” Holly said. “I’ve only been here a few times with Sarah, but I always get it.”

“I’m buying, so get whatever you want. Get some cheesecake. Hell, get two,” Ravadhi said with a smile.

“No, no, a sandwich is fine,” Holly insisted.

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The following afternoon before heading to work, she managed to cover most of the bruises on her face well enough with makeup, though it took almost an hour and the split to her lip was still noticeable. She also wore a heavy turtleneck, despite the weather.

Such a fucking cliche. It was almost funny. She’d laugh, except that laughing hurt. Everything hurt.

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This is a story that has been knocking around in my head for quite a long time, and it’s going to be a very dark story. It will include domestic violence, murder, suicide, alcoholism, drug addiction, child neglect, child abuse, as well as heavy references to sexual abuse. (However, there will not be any scenes in which sexual abuse occurs apart from one scene in which a groping happens briefly; there will only be mentions of the abuse before or after the fact or during a character’s spoken word narrative. I do not write non-con under any circumstances.)

Each chapter will have content warnings at the top of the fic and will be tagged liberally. I want to let my readers know what’s coming so that you’re not blindsided by a fic that has extremely heavy subject matter and could potentially contain serious triggers for many of my readers, so if any of this is hard for you to read, feel free to steer clear. I want to be 100% transparent with you guys. This is a story about living through and overcoming physical and sexual abuse as it is happening. I want to make that clear.

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“Hey, there.”

A deep voice sounded out to Holly’s right, making her jump out of her seat a little. She turned, startled, and saw an orc, far larger than her but not nearly as big as others she’d seen, carrying a stack of books separated into two distinct piles.

“I’d like to return these, check these three out, and purchase this one, if I could,” He said in a pleasant tone. Unlike most orcs she knew, his hair wasn’t long and braided, but cut shortish around his shoulders and had a medium curl to it. It was also dyed royal blue and had at least half an inch of brown roots showing where it parted in the middle.

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She squinted a bit as Asher led her out of the labyrinth, the sun shining brightly overhead. The door to the maze was different than the one she had been pushed through, this one facing the valley and mountains in the distance rather than the coast and the sea beyond. Asher’s hand curled around her own and she looked up at him, giving him a small, kind smile that he returned. There was a village not too far from where they were and they started towards it, her hand still in his.

“Asher, my boy!” Came the shout and an older man greeted them at the edge of the village, his smile wide and genuine. He went to them and pulled Asher down, kissing him on his cheeks in greeting.

“This is Carlo,” Asher said and he introduced them, Carlo giving her a smile that instantly put her at ease.

“Another one?” He asked and Asher nodded. “Come, come! We’re glad to have you!” He put his arm around her shoulder and started leading her away, her hand slipping from Asher’s. Carlo started telling her about the village but she was barely listening, looking over her shoulder at Asher as he watched them go before turning and walking away back towards the labyrinth.

Weeks and months passed since she joined the village. Her talent at fishing was worthless in a community surrounded by mountains, but her skills at weaving and as a seamstress helped her settle in quickly, many of the others coming to her for shawls or other pieces of clothing. She hadn’t seen Asher since that day, but she could see the labyrinth in the distance.

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