~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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After finishing my shower I then proceeded to scroll through Tumblr for a half hour instead of doing my homework that's due at midnight. Aren't I just great at time management?
I'm gonna do the adult thing and have shower cry real quick, then see how much of that analysis I can complete before the deadline in an hour and a half
I grow ever tired as my body fills with dread
I have that sinking feeling that I'd be better off dead
I see the world crash around me, and hate that I complain
Because avoiding homework is pathetic and lame
I worry about everyone, but there's nothing I can do
So I let myself indulge in the thoughts that just aren't true
That I'm pathetic and useless, that there's no one I can trust
And to do anything less than everything is morally unjust
I tried to focus for a few minutes, but then my cat started ripping up the fabric bins I use as a chest of drawers and took a massive shit. I guess she doesn't want me to do that analysis either
I want to curl up in a ball and cease existing because I have a stupid play analysis due at 11:59PM and I haven't started. Why am I being forced to do homework on a SUNDAY?!