eclecticzinehoagiepalace
They/them
23 posts
Latest Posts by eclecticzinehoagiepalace
Some more things that frustrate me
My father basically tells me all the time that I have no rights that my generation didn’t go through the hardships of their generation, full of violence and abuse and fear of that abuse meaning that we don’t go to school eat, broccoli, or do anything correctly and go on murderous rampage to stab pizza delivery guy
Right, believe everything you hear in the news and second of the news tells you things that sounds like they’re happening every day but they’re not they’re just bad things that seem to happening every day because it’s the news it’s meant to make you feel terrible
Bad things happen all the time and isn’t because of parents, taking a lax way of taking care of their children
Hurting your children abusing them in anyway, mess them up, and then you expect them to know things or do things a certain way that you never taught them
Say that you want them to be better than you? Oh wow and how are they meant to be better than you when you don’t better yourself at all you don’t even try you just want the next generation to be better for no reason except your stupid pride, because in the end we never will be to you you just like, saying that you’re better than us and use anything to just bully us
It’s honestly stupid
I feel like we have grown up this society and become better
But at the same time I feel like we keep getting worse in some areas
Maybe it’s just me and my family dynamic
I’m just tired of hearing my father say that I have no right that everything that belongs to me isn’t mine and everything I am my existence. My body isn’t mine
That all my issues and troubles are my own fault and people who are rude to me, bully me or harass me it’s because of my fault
I never asked for any of that. I usually just accept it and try to move on.
But that’s not how things work they’ll pile a lot then pin you down and make you feel like you should just give up on everything or just have a breakdown
In the end, I think my father’s wrong
People aren’t going on ramp, murder spree, because you don’t beat them or hurt them enough to think otherwise, and the same goes for eating or for school
I just don’t understand what he thinks when he says that children are stupid and they should know better. That’s the whole point of children they’re idiots. They don’t know better because they’re still learning and if you don’t teach them how the world works or how to take care of themselves, they won’t .
Sometimes I think I’m losing hope for humanity, but I have to remember he’s just one of Many and there are many good people out there
Anyway, I feel better. Writing my issues on the Internet about a arguments I have with my father now I didn’t know that could make me feel better
Just to write about my issues 
Hello, I just wanted to talk about something that really frustrates me
My family likes to say I use my mental health as an excuse
Or they ignore very obvious signs of mental health issues to just call me lazy or just an excuse to not do anything at all
I had depression at the time and it was really bad for my mental health for people to just say I was lazy and didn’t want to do anything. It’s true that I didn’t want to do anything but it wasn’t because I was lazy or I didn’t want to. I just didn’t see the purpose and doing anything at all or existing that’s not lazy.
I also have ADHD And they tell me I can’t use that for an excuse for why I can’t do stuff, but I never said I was using it as his excuse or say I can’t do things at a normal person we can do because I have it I can I’m a functioning being
I’m just really distracted with everything else in existence
I also have extreme anxiety which doesn’t help. When the slide is noise can set me off on a random rant about I’m gonna set the house on fire if something comes near me And I even sent myself up an anxiety attack
Yes I have difficulties doing a lot of things but I’ve never used it as an excuse for why these things are happening. It just makes it harder. But I never said I couldn’t do it, but they still say I’m using it as an excuse.
And then when they actually talked about mental health, it’s things that I don’t have and they use it to belittle me I don’t like eating in front of people, very picky about what I eat and being forced to try to eat certain things that I’m not comfortable eating at the time makes my anxiety gets set off which makes me feel sick and sometimes even vomit when I’m eating
Then they said I have anorexia and basically make fun of me for it and they shouldn’t make fun of me for this saying I have this or use it against me in any way
I do enjoy eating. It just happens that I have an anxiety that makes it difficult to eat sometimes or it could be the ADHD forget that’s against that I have necessities as a human being and I should definitely eat sometimes
Straight out ignoring mental health issues or accusing someone as using it as an excuse or saying people have mental health issues that they don’t have is extremely frustrating
Especially when you’re young, and people who are meant to support you, making you more confused in the end just make it worse
But in the end, this is just a rant about my life and my frustrations in it but this was a good ranting about it made me feel better
