Latest Posts by faelovesthings - Page 5

I forgot my headphones at house 1 and I’m at house 2 with no headphones!!!!!!

How shall I be mysterious without them (I don’t want to be perceived at all)?!?!?! How shall I make all the library goers fall in love with me and without them (I’m aro ace)?!?!?!? How shall I block out noise (I am currently sensory seeking and want loud noises)?!?!?! How shall I listen to the front bottoms (this one applies)?!?!?!?

(My parents aren’t divorced I just live with my aunt right now)

Someone better appreciate the way my curls look or I will fucking loose it!!!

I hate when I realize I don’t know how to do something but I’m too old to ask. Like, I didn’t know I had to wash my sheets till a couple months ago

I don’t know how to make an outfit

I don’t know how to do laundry (I kinda just guess)

On that point I also don’t know how to fold laundry ( I just kinda guess on that one as well)

I don’t even know what else I don’t know because I don’t know it!?!?!?!?

Wiki how to human?

I was talking to my therapist today and she kept saying for like a minute that my QPP is my girlfriend and I told her that it’s different and she says it’s basically the same…

Then she said the way I talk about aer is the way people talk about their girlfriends and that a QPR is like I romantic relationship without any romance…

( @grey-loves-dragons I swear to god 🙄)

Qpp who is sensory seeking most of the time x Qpp who like calm spaces but put up with the other

(Totally not me and my Qpp)

<3

Gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss?

No!

Feeing anxious, fetal position, fuckkkkkk

I’m re-watching Brooklyn Nine-Nine.

Me and my QPR are just Jake and Amy in season three episode one when they are making their rules minus the romance and sex

@grey-loves-dragons

I told my Christian friends about me and my qpr and it didn’t go horribly. They didn’t even say it was just besties!!!!

Étude social makes me want to étude my social

But you were young

You thought you didn't have to care about anyone

But you're older now and wish that you could

I cleaned my room yesterday :)

I love that feeling where you yawn and it extends your ears or something and everything sounds crisp

I love this song an unhealthy amount OMG

It is so good

I asked my therapist and she didn’t have an answer so I turn to tumblr

I get this feeling sometimes and it’s usually when I’m overwhelmed either REALLY happy or any amount of upset and it’s like I go from feeling like I usually do (mid teens, a bit younger then I actually am) to feeling like I’m back to grub a child.

I have no idea what this is so and idea of what it is would be great.

School sucks

It’s Tuesday and so far this week:

Someone had to leave class to puke in my block one class yesterday so of course I had a panic attack (#emetophobia)

I worked myself to death so I could finish mh project for social studies just for him to extende the due date because of 1 group

Math is killing me. I just do not understand one concept and I haven’t had a chance to ask my teacher yet but of course my brain is telling me I’m stupid and should be in the lowest level of math

Physics kind of makes sense but I can’t stand it because that’s different then it should be because I’m bad at physics so I don’t like that it’s different

My plan changed yesterday because I thought I had therapy yesterday but it’s today so I had to change my whole plan for the week

I was late to math yesterday and I didn’t mean to

The hallways are loud and I can’t stand it but I keep forgetting my headphones in my locker

The cafeteria smells like food. It is bad

My mom keeps yelling at me for taking a nap after school. I try not to but if I don’t I can’t do homework

I feel like I’m in a constant state of almost shutting down

⬆️Same thing with not being able to talk

There’s only a week left till a HUGE change which is causing me to only think about that change and not my schoolwork

I have a change in my schedule today as well which I dreading

My mom hasn’t bought the snacks I like so I’m grasping for straws for my lunch

I still don’t know how to regulate myself at school or in general and it’s causing me to freak out

My bus driver plays really loud music

I want to read but I must shower

Me and bestie did so many new things over the weekend. We even HUGGED

@grey-loves-dragons

Ok people of tumblr,

@grey-loves-dragons

To be or not to be…

That is not the question

The question is, am I aro ace or am I just faking it?

(I’m not and I just have imposters syndrome)

Sometimes you need to spice life up with a little external monologue

I found out my therapist has tumblr and I want to delete the whole app.

#Work song by hozier but platonically

I am (platonically) down bad for bestie.

I have done some thing. I have never done before.

Stopped watching YouTube, which I can’t watch in picture in picture to play a game with them and I’m not disappointed 

@grey-loves-dragons (love you bestie)

Is there anyone on this god forsaken app that is good at reading writing. I wrote myself a memo on my arm and I can’t read it…

I miss bestie and I saw the 3 hours ago :(

Wiki-how to know if someone is serious when they say you can come to them when you are suicidal

My grandma fixed my bag and added a pocket :)

I have stopped at a restaurant and got bubble tea and two donut things. Very good food

Any other trans people feel really good about their body at one moment then want to rip their skin of the next