faelovesthings
he/him/ze/zir
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Sometimes you gotta indoctrinate your bestie into loving Kevin smith and that is just a sacrifice I have to make
@grey-loves-vikings
Guess who did ask the hard things today?!?!
Brushed my teeth ✅
Took my meds ✅
Washed my sheets ✅
Cleaned my room ✅
Made my bed ✅
Cleaned my babies home ✅✅✅
This but instead of hands it’s hand and instead of my body it’s my board and instead of tweaking it’s crying because he used a negate on my 10 CMC card and now I’m tapped out
sometimes i’ll be relaxing and then i’ll remember what his hands felt like on my body and start tweaking again
Realizing that any person on this app could be someone I know in person when I originally came here to be able to post without people I know seeing it was not what I wanted tonight
MY FRAMA TEACHER HAS MET JAYSON MEWES AND KEVIN SMITH!!!!!
I DIDNT THINK I COULD LOVE THAT MAN ANYMORE BUT NOW I DO!!!!
Why are homophobes, transphobia and people who are ableist on the gay, trans, neurodivergent website 🙄
Y’all ever just need to put on deodorant before sleeping because you can smell yourself… or is it just testosterone?
It takes everything in me to not write “cringy” fan fiction about me and my QPP because I want to read fan fiction, I am a fan of them and, my only fandom is big mouth (all sex stuff) or the burreau of magical things (Australian kids tv with a very small fan base)
Is this normal? Should I do it?
I actually hate how my aunts talk about autism not because I think they are wrong in any way but just because it makes me feel useless.
My aunt always talks about the “quirky” part of autism (I know that isn’t the right word but I can’t think of anything else)
Like once my aunt was saying her wanting her wedding day on one of a couple days she had in mind was because of autism but in reality she just likes numbers that sound good
Or they are talking about crochet and knitting and how executive dysfunction makes it hard but executive dysfunction means I can’t get out of bed in the morning and can’t eat food at all some days.
It’s so hard knowing that my mom doesn’t believe me and she sees me everyday and I actively don’t mask but she believes that my aunt has autism and only sees her at most once a week and my aunt shows a lot less “signs” then I do at home
I don’t know if this is a shitty thing to post so if it is please tell me
My family is talking about puking like it’s a joke and I feel like I’m going to cry
There is no reason to joke about “spewing pasta salad.”
I think my mom doesn’t think i still have “that random fear”
I actually hate it. I am constantly plagued by my fucking anxiety and adding a fear of puking when I work in a public space and go to school
I miss bestie. They are the only person that would make my shit week any better :)
I get to see them tomorrow :)
@grey-loves-vikings
Our love can not be defined
The pull and push of labels used to explain
The feelings we have inside
The touch of our bodies
The spark created, ignited in our minds
The label of obscurities
Identities of loving
Loving you in ways that cannot be explained
With simple words of their life
We’re something else, but not new
We are not just friends, not dating, not lovers
We’re creating something true
I’m questioning their motives
Why do they hate me loving platonically?
Do they hate the way I live?
Do they hate the love we feel?
Joy we share? Trust we feel? That we can care
Do they think our love is not real?
@grey-loves-vikings DO NOT READ THIS (joking please do) it’s so cringe (cringe is dead) (also, lmk when you read because sending it to you was TOO MUCH)

I hate:
How often I need to go to therapy
How my mom treats my mental health
How my mom reacts to my choice to set boundaries
How my mom reacts to my plan in the future
The fact that my mom doesn’t like me having in person friends because she needs to drive me
The fact that even my best friends mom sees my moms flaws
The fact that I can’t do what I’m supposed to for my age but my mom refuses to get me diagnosed with ASD so I don’t have any conformation
The fact that the only person who treats me like I’m enough is my best friend
My English teacher
That one bitch in all my classes
All the stupid things my mom yells at me for
The fact that my mom said “I worry about you but I worry about how much you’re missing school for this” in response to me explain that my therapist wants me to go back next week
In conclusion: I am burnt out and can’t distinguish emotions except being angry and missing my best friend. Everything else feels muted and hopeless
How do you cope with not being able to do your sport anymore?
Im back (I’m actually might do posts) bitches (one person who sees my posts and actually is my irl bestie)
”haha yeah im a femboy”
but im just unable to be masculine because nobody ever sees me as a boy anyway so it’s just easier this way but i’d give anything in order to be masculine and pass. it’s just easier to assume i like feminine things when in reality it makes me gag and choke on my own misery
guys i worked so hard today and nobody read my mind and congratulated me and it’s so sad
is anybody gonna match my freak (valuing platonic relationships)
FIVE HARGREEVES in The Umbrella Academy season 3
happy Thursday the 20th
I fucking HATE jr.high boys
The kids on the bus are talking about the fake baby activity in school AND ONE OF THEM SAID
“I’ll just get my girlfriend to take care of it”
I hope that his “girlfriend” breaks up with him after he agrees to the assignment and before he gets the baby
There’s a girl in my class who said “I’ve been trying to force myself to like matcha”
WHAT TYPE OF NEUROTYPICAL BS IS THIS!!! IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DONT DRINK IT!!!
My favourite colour is green…
Besties favourite colour is purple…
We were meant to be in a qpr
@grey-loves-vikings
Whenever people complain about relationships all I can think of is
“Can I recommend AROMANTICISM. Only 00.00$ for your life time! Asexuality sold separately.
Pomegranate is fucked up.
That does not say pomegranate, that says Pom-é-gra-nah-té
I think it should be spelt pomagranat
Do I like EDH?
Yes.
Is it almost strictly because of bonding with my dad and getting to do so much planning?
Yes.