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and i know people mean well when they give employment advice but god damn some of them its like "did you try submitting your resume to a place that is hiring" fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck no kidding. shit. ive just been printing them out and eating them. yeah thanks i'll try that

It's only murder if they find the body, otherwise it's just a missing person

Just saying

Fuckology

I need to chill the fuck out wtf

Not doing particularly good right now damn

I think I need a tag for this, it's becoming a habit

Animal crossing good

Brain bad

Damn my fucking hip hurts and damn I was up before the sun because I RECEIVED NO SLEEP

Update: I have retreated to the living room to play animal crossing and distract myself

I am doing capital a not good

The birds are out. I have not slept. Again. I am so fucking sore, my nose is acting up, I've started a fast cause I've spent most the night thinking about what a fat fuck I am, my stomach is fucky, my neck is crinking, I have three new Spotify playlists with absurdly long names, I've got major anxiety cause now both vapes are running low and my beloved says they will last and I trust them but I overthink everything even though logically I know it'll be okay and it's not the end of the world

There are 7 of us in here

It's fucking crowded, of course it's in my head

”Stop romanticizing your trauma/mental illness”

Shut the fuck up. They’re MY issues and I get to cope how ever I want.

6 AM. No sleep

Wat tha fuck

Lemme sleep

Im not starving myself, I’m customizing my character. Get it right.

Am now. When wkeni skei kns

Nothing like going and eating cereal at FUCKING MIDNIGHT IN HOPES I CAN SLEEP BUT NOOOOO

And my jaw still hurts

My jaw hurts. My face hurts. My brain hurts.

I am sorry. I am tired and complaining.

fuuuuuuuuuccccccccck

ANDDJDNDNJDNDND I AM SO FUCKING TIRED AND IN PAIN AND I WANT TO HOLD MY PARTNER BUT THEY ARE ASLEEP AND I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE THEIR BONES HURT ANSNDBNDNDBDBDDBDBBDNDDNDNFFNDNDNFNFNDNDNDNDNDND

fcuk

Went to silently scream into a pillow and managed to make my nose and jaw simultaneously hurt more

Fuck you this off me all of it ajahdbdbbdbdbdbdbbdnddndnnendndn

I'd be fine IF MY JAW DIDNT HAVE A PAINFUL SWOLLEN LUMP WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

EHY THE FUCK AM I STILL AWAKE LEMME SLEEP

One thing to no sleep but why I gotta feel like shit too??

I shall sleep in the grave, like a pickle in its own blood

I have given up on sleep

Bad enough I am still awake, but I HAVE TO HAVE AN UPSET STOMACH TOO??????????

Let. Me. Sleep. What. The. Fuck

It's 4 am. And I CANT FUCKING SLEEP ARGHSHBDBDBBD

Alas, I am sorry my beloved 😭

I love you 🖤 💜

i just wanna SLEEP in my LOVER'S ARMS but my stupid bones keep HURTING this is SO UNFAIR!!!

I want to cut off the parts of my body I hate but then there would be nothing left