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I need to chill the fuck out wtf

Not doing particularly good right now damn

I think I need a tag for this, it's becoming a habit

Animal crossing good

Brain bad

Damn my fucking hip hurts and damn I was up before the sun because I RECEIVED NO SLEEP

Update: I have retreated to the living room to play animal crossing and distract myself

I am doing capital a not good

The birds are out. I have not slept. Again. I am so fucking sore, my nose is acting up, I've started a fast cause I've spent most the night thinking about what a fat fuck I am, my stomach is fucky, my neck is crinking, I have three new Spotify playlists with absurdly long names, I've got major anxiety cause now both vapes are running low and my beloved says they will last and I trust them but I overthink everything even though logically I know it'll be okay and it's not the end of the world

There are 7 of us in here

It's fucking crowded, of course it's in my head

6 AM. No sleep

Wat tha fuck

Lemme sleep

My jaw hurts. My face hurts. My brain hurts.

I am sorry. I am tired and complaining.

fuuuuuuuuuccccccccck

ANDDJDNDNJDNDND I AM SO FUCKING TIRED AND IN PAIN AND I WANT TO HOLD MY PARTNER BUT THEY ARE ASLEEP AND I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE THEIR BONES HURT ANSNDBNDNDBDBDDBDBBDNDDNDNFFNDNDNFNFNDNDNDNDNDND

fcuk

Went to silently scream into a pillow and managed to make my nose and jaw simultaneously hurt more

Fuck you this off me all of it ajahdbdbbdbdbdbdbbdnddndnnendndn

I'd be fine IF MY JAW DIDNT HAVE A PAINFUL SWOLLEN LUMP WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

EHY THE FUCK AM I STILL AWAKE LEMME SLEEP

One thing to no sleep but why I gotta feel like shit too??

I shall sleep in the grave, like a pickle in its own blood

I have given up on sleep

Bad enough I am still awake, but I HAVE TO HAVE AN UPSET STOMACH TOO??????????

Let. Me. Sleep. What. The. Fuck

It's 4 am. And I CANT FUCKING SLEEP ARGHSHBDBDBBD

It gets very... intricate seeing as there are 6 of myself. Well, 7, but she's a kid and not really present anymore

Leave it to the stupid ass soup to make me nearly throw up, how fun

And I'm having a fucking great time

I'm becoming the adult my parents always warned me not to be

They've created Dominic Toretto

Okay but why did this make me laugh

Imagining it 😂

Answer the question. What would you do with the elephant??

Put it the hottest it goes and then make it hotter

For the restraint I have shown thus far

I should be allowed to murder someone, as a treat

emotions suck cause realistically I know they are not mad at me but I feel like they are