decided im not going to be a people pleaser anymore if thats okay with you
"I don't wanna bother you"
Have you considered that this is how your presence feels?
before you make a major life decision you should ALWAYS make sure that you are going through something that could be described as an "episode"
sometimes you just need to say what the actual fuck and move on
Went to silently scream into a pillow and managed to make my nose and jaw simultaneously hurt more
Fuck you this off me all of it ajahdbdbbdbdbdbdbbdnddndnnendndn
u survive literally every single event in your life & still every time a new event happens you feel like this is the event that will kill you and that you will never move on from but actually you will continue to survive like you always have bc u have a 100% win rate of surviving events. btw
My jaw hurts. My face hurts. My brain hurts.
I am sorry. I am tired and complaining.
fuuuuuuuuuccccccccck
Damn wtf is wrong with me today?
I've been anxious, kinda on high alert, expectant? (For what I don't know, a fight maybe?) I ate way too much, I'm fidgety, I keep fucking smoking
What the utter fuck is going on?
someone: are you okay?
me: *pouring gasoline on myself* yeah why do you ask?
I hate when people use shyness as an insult :) they’re acting like the worst thing i can do to them is be a lil quiet and weird.