Never Forget

I’m going to cry, you guys. I’m finally a size 0. These aren’t even goal shorts or motivation to get thin; it’s just my actual size and I was so scared because I gained over the past two days but I’m really a 0 now. I never thought I would be this small and comparing this to the size 6 I used to be in the store made me realize how far I’ve come. As of today I weigh 108.5 lbs. I’ve put on 2.4 lbs from binging and bad self control but holy shit, if I can fuck up that bad and still be a 0 its fucking worth something. Your goals are so fucking achievable if even I can get to a 0. I really needed this after a bad two days of eating.

Note to self:

work fucking harder. suffer in silence and let your success do the talking

the only reason why I haven’t killed myself (yet) is because I gotta reach my goal weight first

you know you’re fucked when you count eating normally as binging

reblog if you feel like you NEED to lose 20 pounds in a month

In a week

Don’t stop until you’re proud.

Tonight I’m going out with my friend ! We’re probably gonna drink a beer, and then I’ll do some cardio