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REBLOG TO LOSE 2KG WHEN YOU WAKE UP TOMORROW 🍃

cred (ig) : @ vict0ar

Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were 16💔

Body check: Wrists ✨ Before: 79kg (174lbs) Now: 57kg (125lbs) 5”10/178cm tall

i need to make this clear:

i don’t care who you are or what you’re going through, you fucking matter to me. i don’t care if you’re in recovery, relapsing, deep in a disorder, or even just want a friend, i am always right here. if you need me i am here for you. my ask box and messages are ALWAYS open. i’m always here to chat. no matter what. please never ever ever hesitate to message me or ask me something. i want to be here for you. i love you and you matter to me.

You lost 40 in 3 months!? You are a soldier omg. I only lost about 14 overall plus the pounds I had to lose when I accidentally gained (which happened a lot). You go! And stay safe!

it still doesn’t feel like enough though.

“She came back from summer looking gaunt and sick, clearly not well, but oh god her body dropped jaws”.

Why I need to be skinny:

- In the past, my friends used to video chat with me, and I would ALWAYS be eating something, and they kept laughing and joking about how much I ate. It made me feel like complete, utter shit. And I don’t ever want to feel like that again. 

- No one ever looks at me like you look at attractive people. Everyone always looks at my friends, my skinny, beautiful, worthy friends. I’m clearly the fat ‘duff’ in the group. 

- No one ever invites me to things because I’m the ‘ugly’ last choice.

- I don’t want to feel so fat anymore. I want to feel weightless

- I want people to see that I can be skinny, pretty and better than them all. 

- I will prove everyone wrong. 

- People will get crushes on me

- I will finally be worth something. 

- I will finally be happy with myself

- I will finally love myself

- others will adore me.

- I will make my family proud