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Anorexic

So here’s to us.

Here’s to ordering a salad when YOU really want a burger. To making an ass out of ourselves in cardio hip-hop class. To drinking more water than seems humanly possible. To going five more minutes on the elliptical. To working out twice as much as your skinny roommate.

To say “Screw you” to the old YOU. To falling in love with the YOU who YOU want to become. To looking in the mirror and not seeing any change, throwing on your running shoes and working out anyways. To looking in the mirror and seeing major change.

Here’s to carrots, and sweaty t-shirts, and perseverance, and all things fat-free, and sore muscles, and stinky socks, and 7am, and spin classes, and falling down, and getting back up, and bottled water.

Here’s to getting up every day and doing it all over again.

Here’s to us.

Devon Aoki in 2 Fast 2 Furious

Boyfriend just called me beautiful for the first time in probably 4 months (well technically, he stuttered and then said “sorry, your beauty fucked me up”). I hit 100 lbs today. Coincidence? I think not. It’s all worth it. I knew it would be.

parents will break your heart before anybody else can

Doctors tomorrow. I hope they don’t weigh me. I know I’ve gained and I don’t want to see that number.

I've got a plateau lately, what would be the best way to get over it?

When I hit a plateau, I have a binge day (eat ~1500 calories) to boost my metabolism. It always works for me :)