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Wait what was your starting weight and how tall are you?

I’m so happy I’m under 500 cals again… back on track 🖤

seriously

put down the goddamn fork for once. have you no self control? gees, just looking at you makes me want to gag. how can you stand to eat anything at all? are you that big of a fucking pig? you know better. YOU DAMN WELL KNOW BETTER! have you learned nothing? you clearly want to stay the fat ugly bitch you are. disgusting.

oh no? you want to be thin? THEN QUIT FUCKING STUFFING YOUR FACE!

I starve myself on a regular basis, 👏🏻 so 👏🏻 do 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 really 👏🏻 think 👏🏻 I 👏🏻 give 👏🏻 two 👏🏻 motherfucking 👏🏻 fucks 👏🏻 about 👏🏻 being 👏🏻 healthy 👏🏻 because 👏🏻 bitch I don't

To everyone who feels the need to tell me that “fasting is bad for you”, “ you can’t just eat 200 calories a day it’s unhealthy”, “ working out to much is bad”, “weight yourself more then 1 a week is unhealthy”

👏🏻 bitch 👏🏻 bye 👏🏻

I am scary about reaching my UGW

Okay, now we are doing everything to reach our ultimate weight goal🔐. We are dreaming about that wonderful day when the scale starts to show those numbers ⏱, we count every single calorie in food, we count our steps 👣, we exercise daily till we pass out 💪, we do 12, 24, 36, 72 hours of fasting regularity. We starving ourselves and working so freaking hard just for reaching our UGW😷. And when we will do that, we know, we will be fully happy. But what’s next? Are we going to start eating normally? I think not. We will be really scary to get back where we started. But also we won’t be able to continue our starving, because none of us want to be in hospital’s bed 🏥. So, that’s why I am little bit nervous about reaching my UGW. I want it so bad but also I am frightened. Endless diets, numbers, calories is my life, everything I have, all my dreams and nightmares. I just forgot how normal people live. How the hell I will live without trying to get skinnier and skinnier? Does my life would still have the meaning when I stop starving myself? So, do you ever try to imagine your future life and feel a bit scary about it, or it’s just me? 😣

25 pound difference, took this off my snapchat memories

Body check: Wrists ✨ Before: 79kg (174lbs) Now: 57kg (125lbs) 5”10/178cm tall

I used to be size 13/14/16 in different brands of pants and now I'm a size 5 in pants and I've been maintaining that for months and months so I get your struggle but hard work pays off don't worry

real talk

so, my week has been shit, i’ve been under stress and stress ate/starved all week with the outcome of me pretty much maintaining my current weight. again. another week at my cw. i was devastated and i am, BUT today I was shopping for my job interview at thursday (which is the reason why i’m nervous af) and I needed to buy clothes in size 8 (36 EU). Just to make it clear, i was a size 16 to 18 (44-46 EU) before i lost the weight. so despite being upset with myself this week and maybe the last few weeks, i’m pretty damn proud of myself for being at least at an acceptable size right now.

I really do hope that i can continue to lose weight in a at the very least semi-healthy manner after this job interview is done. please wish me luck, you guys. ✨🍀