One Day, You’ll Celebrate Your Birthdays Over There, And Your Wishes May Turn Softer, More Resigned—no

one day, you’ll celebrate your birthdays over there, and your wishes may turn softer, more resigned—no longer the desperate wishes you make now. these weeks of struggle will be no more than a fleeting thought, something you’ll brush off with a small giggle, then bury back in the deepest, dustiest shelves of your mind. you’ll look back at the nights you spent wondering if this was it, and you’ll laugh, and laugh, and laugh—a hollow but somehow full sound, at how little you knew then.

SHIFTING EXPLAINED

I wrote this when I was high last night

Choose a color. Pink or black? Say it out loud.

You just shifted realities. You became aware of the reality where you chose (p/b), and that's what you projected.

Now, as humans, we think we have to work in order to get something. Like, you might think you shifted realities because you said (p/b). However, you thought it first. You shifted when you decided to change your projection and set your intention to experience the reality where you said (p/b). In this way, we shift subconsciously 24/7.

Hope this helps somebody!

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fruitswrl

3 months ago

ways to spice up your shifting journey and romanticise your drs ♱

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• make playlists for important / specific eras in your dr (for example i have one for autumn 2023 in my actress dr and winter 1989 in my twin peaks dr)

• watch youtube walking tours of the city or town that you live at in your dr

• make moodboards for your favourite people in your dr, develop their vibe and aesthetic

• make shifting bingo cards for things you need to do in your dr (eg. visit a specific place, talk to a specific person) and tick them off once you shift back

• use pinterest as a script, make detailed sections within your dr boards and organise them to make it all look cute

• make moodboards for your childhood in all of your drs and see how they differ

• start a shifting journal, you don’t need to make it aesthetic. write about your drs, how your journey is going, etc

• answer questions about your drs (some posts with questions: 1 2 3)

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fruitswrl

4 months ago

omg thank you :D !!! this definitely resonates and is lowkey motivating me…

hello !!! i hope you are doing well !

i wanted to participate in your vday readings, i thought it would be really fun. and gosh it was so hard to choose what to ask but i’ve narrowed it down to these two for my vampire diaries DR and my (planned) s/o is damon ~

✉︎ 𝐧𝐨. 𝟐 ✉︎

⟡ what romance trope does your relationship mirror ?

✉︎ 𝐧𝐨. 𝟏𝟎 ✉︎

⟡ what's the first thing they noticed about you ?

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . hai haiii user fruitswrl ໒꒰ྀི˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶ ꒱ྀི১ !! i'm doing well ,, having fun doing these bahasjdhajsf ,, but i hope YOU are doing well too <33

i do hope you like your reading ,, it's been like five billion years since i've thought of tvd so this was interesting to do LMAOASOFJASJF

under the cut because i apparently have a yapping problem oh my god .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.

⟡ what romance trope does your relationship mirror ? ⟡

𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 , 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝘩𝑖𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑝𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑡

first of all woaaaaaaaaah an entire major arcana spread ૮꒰´°`⑅꒱ა ,,, that's letting me know immediately that your relationship is a very very passionate , fiery relationship

i made a little list with tropes and the cards i paired with them and shuffled & the world card came up first which was the “opposites attract” trope and it worked as confirmation , because even before i started your reading i was getting the vibe that you’re human in your dr and , well , he’s a vampire ANBABAHSDFBAJSF

not only that but the cutesy pfp you have made me think of my fave ever ever trope dynamic where like one partner looks all sweet and like a living , breathing angel and the other is like . . . here's one of my favourite artworks to demonstrate the point i'm trying to make T T like person a is very angel-esque and person b looks like they crawled out from the underworld pairing LOLLLLASDFIAKDJF

i'm ngl when i saw the tower card i jumped ໒꒰ྀི ╥﹏╥ ꒱ྀིა momentarily considered putting it back and reshuffling , but decided against it bc it’s the card that popped up when i asked for clarity so i was like fuck it man we ball T T i don't get the feeling that it’s in its negative connotation here because it’s clarifying the jedgement card , i mostly feel that it's telling the story that your friends warned against being with him because of his general . . . disposition ꒰ like we both know how he comes off like first impression wise ໒꒰ྀི × ˕ ×。꒱ྀི১ ꒱

and i feel like the aforementioned difference between you is why the people around you were wary when you expressed your affections for him bc they were like huh ??? you’re a sweetheart and he’s so . . . damon 💀💀💀 but dw user fruitswrl . . . i get the appeal ,, i see you and you see me LAMAJNDIFJIKJF

꒰ off topic ,, but i love it when this happens !!!! i feel like I’m being validated with my train of thought bc as i'm going on abt the stark difference between the two of you " the cowgirl and the dandy " by miss dolly parton starts playing 🤭🤭🤭🤭 ꒱

with the hierophant placed beside the tower card , i get the feeling that he changes a lot on how you look at life in general . he changes a few misconceptions you have about the vampiric lifestyle , changes how you view him from the first impression you had of him , etc . etc .

⟡ what’s the first thing they noticed about you ? ⟡

𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑟 , 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠

the first thing he noticed about you is how generally unafraid you are of him 😭😭 like i’m sure he’s used to people cowering before him when being introduced to him , but with you , you were almost nonchalant about it , like you did nawwwwwt gaf LMAIAISIFJAI

idk why i’m getting this idea that like he tried to intimidate you / make you shiver your timbers , but you just blinked at him like . . . okay ??? . . . anyway . . . 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that’s a very rare thing for him to experience so it like stuck out to him pffftttt

with the very authoritative energy of both the emperor and king of swords , it’s something that genuinely he still thinks back to long long after you two get together , like he’s so stumped like how were you so chill ?? is he not as intimidating as he thinks ?? LMAIOOOOAJSDAJSDH

꒰ another off topic comment , but before i even shuffled the playlist i have for these reading , i was thinking of smooth operator by sade and i was like " huh weird okay . . . " AND LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF ME READING YOUR CARDS IT PLAYS JSJAAJAJAJ mind you this playlist has like 90 different songs so i think that was v silly asdsjhfjkadf ꒱

on the topic of smooth operator , i get the feel like you weren’t fazed by his charms , like it ties in to the whole unaffected and not scared of him thing i mentioned ,,, like maybe he tried to rizz you up and you were like ummm . . alrighty . . o_o ꒰ even though you were or weren't internally screaming shahahaahdfja you just didn’t let it show outwardly at first ꒱

songs that may resonate w/ your dr relationship ⏦ﾟ♡︎ ࿐all mine by brent faiyaz ࿐smooth operator by sade ࿐cowgirl & the dandy by dolly parton ꒰ peak song btw . . . love this song with my heart LOLLL ꒱

✰ TO SHIFT CONSCIOUSNESS YOU MUST MASTER THE ACT OF LETTING GO ✰

and not in the way you think i’m talking about…

You need to realise your desires are not far fetched, they aren’t even desires and were not desires the second you thought about them. They were yours the second you expressed a want for these things because for the millionth time, you’re the god of your reality and what you say goes.

Now when i say “let go”, im not referring to the fact that “you need to let go of the physical world” or “let go of your body” and bla bla bla, I mean you need to let go of the mentality that has been holding you hostage for quite a while

Having the perfect routine isn’t going to make a change unless you have mentally let go of this reality. Having affirmations that you repeat all the time won’t do shit if you don’t let go

Let go of the person who has tried everything and just can’t manage to tap in to the void/induce pure consciousness

Let go of the person who needs to check success stories just to feel something in order to motivate themselves

Let go of the person who likes doomscrolling for motivation when they would already be in their new reality if they tried

Let go of the person who is a failure

Let go of the person who has been trying for months/years to no avail

Let go of the person who needs to go to bloggers, coaches and outside sources and ask questions they damn well know the answer to

Let go of the person who just can’t

It can feel so validating to have these problems because so many people do, and you feel like you can relate to others with these issues and it makes you feel good, it makes you feel validated to reaffirm these problems and have others comfort and coddle you. I know you want advice, you’re frustrated and want to vent. I know you want people to talk to and cry with, because, again, it makes you feel seen and validated. But where is that feeling of validation gonna lead you? to 2026, 2027 even 2028, still saying the same things? still affirming that you’ve been in the community for years and nothing works for you?

You need to let go of that miserable person, you are “I AM” you need to take your consciousness and take your awareness away from that miserable person and shift them to the person who can tap into the “i am” state with ease

shift your awareness to someone who can induce pure consciousness within seconds

to someone who gets whatever they want

to someone who can do all

to someone who doesn’t know the meaning of failure even if it hit them in the face

if you don’t let go you’re never gonna leave, you need to sit with yourself and be honest, have you let go of the person with unfavourable circumstances? have you shifted awareness to the person who is all you want to be, better yet all that you are? You are “I AM”, just decide that you aren’t that person anymore and immediately your consciousness and awareness will shift to who you now are. You can BE anything because you ARE everything.

And as “I AM”, as a god, you can choose where to place your consciousness and where to place your awareness, that’s all shifting is, placing your awareness and consciousness in the reality that is desired, not some huge extravaganza. Shift your awareness to someone who can do all things, and that is who you will be, this law cannot fail.

misery loves company, don’t stay in the club simply because it validates and comforts you, remove yourself and place yourself in that of who you want to be.

DETACH FROM WHAT YOU KNOW, TO BE WHAT YOU WANT 🍨💋

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fruitswrl

3 months ago

emma ⭑.ᐟ

i. about ꩜

𖥔 20 𖥔 she/her 𖥔 artist 𖥔 writer 𖥔 shifter 𖥔

it's about time i made something like this, ( but i've been putting it off... ).

this is my shifting blog, but really i'll talk about anything spiritual, or just my life. i've been in the shifting community since mayybbbee 2021 ? i gen have no idea when i found out, i just remember freaking out immediately

ii. realities ꩜

i'll prob make a more in depth master list for my dr's when i make more posts about them, but i basically insert myself into everything i even slightly consume, so i don't even think this is a definite list...

𖥔 main realities:

୨୧ waiting room, the vampire diaries

𖥔 back-burner realities:

୨୧ hxh, stardew valley, college dr, jujutsu kaisen, apocalypse, small town/gilmore girls, haikyuu !, genshin, study dr, txt, mha, le sserafim, kamisama kiss, aot, doctor dr, gravity falls, monster high, inheritance games, multiple fame drs, ever after high, royalty dr, drs for stories i've written / story ideas, obx, baldurs gate, streamer dr, marine biologist dr, kpop survival show, the cruel prince . . .

iii. tags ꩜

𖥔 emma’s shifting diary

𖥔 emma’s vampire diaries dr

𖥔 emma's stardew valley dr

𖥔 emma’s pick a card

𖥔 emma’s card of the day