How It Feels Making Pinterest Boards For Unscripted Drs

Saw this on Reddit, if this helps anyone (credit to OP)

how many times you shift a day

remembering a memory different from others.

sleeping and dreaming

waking up

every decision you made and acts you made on them

remembering someone or somewhere different from you memory. missing people but only certain version of them, in certain time in past. or when you see a place from your childhood it looks completely different (smaller or less vibrant)

when you are about to find out the outcome/result

illusions. smelling/hearing/seeing something only you notice but other's can't. glitches in reality

everytime you pass through a liminal space (your room's or house's door, crossroads, stairs, elevator, waiting rooms etc.)

déjà vu moments

things you know you threw out or lost appears again

feeling more beautiful or different when you look at mirror. even if it's your hair or something else in your body. noticing small changes. also differences in your home, clothes even cell phone. food tasting different, music sounds different.

that's not even all. add yours.

you shift multiple times daily and you still think you can't control it? let me start a competition to notice and count your shifts in a day

choose a song that corresponds with a dr for each letter of your username

this is so fun, i always think of new songs to fit into my drs ! all the songs are just going to be for my vampire diaries reality because even though i technically have a billion drs i haven't really paid any attention to them...

fade into you - mazzy star

You live your life, you go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go blind Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there... Fade into you Strange you never knew...

realms - sarah kinsely

Somewhere deep in the universe All the good things have aligned... Making my way Through the night And through the day Right to the edge At the end of time What if this realm is all where you're mine ? What if this is it for you and I ? What if this world is the only world where we collide ?...

understand - keshi

Maybe we can try it if you let me Take you by the hand You're the only one who understands... I'll admit that I'm scared 'Cause I've never really cared as much as this It's worth the risk...

in the woods somewhere - hozier

When I awoke The moon still hung The night so black that the darkness hummed... I raised myself My legs were weak I prayed my mind be good to me... I clutched my life And wished it kept My dearest love, I'm not done yet... How many years I know I'll bear I found something in the woods somewhere...

tactics ( recorded at electric lady studios ) - japanese breakfast

Tried, tried to recall Memories of peaches, the sun on my neck... A love that has to Move a great distance from you Cross a sea, keep you from me...

spring into summer - lizzy mcalpine

Somebody finds me in the state I am Love you like I mean it when I know I can't... Somebody finds me in the shallow end Love you like I mean it just because I can... Taking a picture of all the people close to us Head below the surface, almost never certain of the truth... You're always gonna be someone that I want We have too many years between us If I could jump into the past, I'd only change one thing I'd never hurt you first, I'd never let you leave And now I'm here forever, runnin' back to you...

waiting room - phoebe bridgers

And when broken bodies are washed ashore Who am I to ask for more, more, more ?... She'll be the best you ever had if you let her... I know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better Know it's for the better...

requiem - keshi

The sun and the moon they just won't stop for you Dancing around like nothing changed... Oh, it's not the same, I miss you everyday Still some things I wish I told you Could you stay ? Why'd you go away ? Hope that we can do it over...

landslide - fleetwood mac

Climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills 'Til the landslide brought me down... Can the child within my heart rise above ? Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides ? Can I handle the seasons of my life ?...

tags - @vshiftsss @benniefranky @camilla-mikaelson @chloesreality @avendjarin @lovelylambb @ni4lovesu @yemiyuui @luxsdelirium

username song title game!

Choose a song title for each letter of your username and tag the same number of people!

i got tagged by @junoshifts on this post, and i decided to do this a little differently because i have a massive username. every song corresponds to a dr of mine, with a lyric that stuck out to me!

d - dirt - léon

avengers / pjo dr -> somebody once told me, “you can’t stay in the past. why are you going backwards?”

a - arsonists lullaby by hozier

crescent city / acotar drs -> all you have is your fire, and the place you need to reach. don’t you ever tame your demon, but always keep them on a leash.

w - whats wrong by half alive

acotar / lotr / vox drs -> looking through a haze, i’m basing everything around me on traces. the criminal i’ve been chasing is wearing my shoes.

n - new person, same old mistakes - tame impala

acotar / lotr / vox drs -> maybe your story aint so different from the rest, and i know it seems wrong to accept but you’ve got your demons and she’s got her regrets.

s - starwalking by lil nas x

xmen / fantastic four dr -> don’t ever say its over if i’m breathing, racing to the moonlight and i’m speeding. i’m heading to the stars, ready to go far.

d - daydreamer by young the giant

lotr dr -> you wake up someday and you realize that you were dreaming of the life you forget.

r - rhiannon by fleetwood mac

acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> dreams unwind, love’s a state of mind.

e - ends of the earth by lord huron

crescent city / acotar drs -> out theres a world that calls for me, heading out into the unknown.

a - ancient dreams in a modern land - marina

avengers / pjo dr -> we could bear witness to the rise and the fall. ancient dreams in a modern land, i’m trying to get back as fast as i can.

m - magnified - island police

lotr dr -> i feel so far from home, the only thing i know is that i got lost and i got questions why.

w - when the night is over - lord huron

acotar / cc / quicksilver dr -> theres an emerald in the sky. i hear the rivers say your name, by the stars above i know we were in love.

o - open season by high highs

balders gate / critical role dr -> get on your knees in the fire, you can leave it all in your mind.

r - remain nameless by fotm

quicksilver dr -> i wish to remain nameless, and live without shame, because whats in a name. i still remain the same, you can call me anything you want.

l - love will get you there by inhaler

pjoverse dr -> i couldn’t reach it, too busy waiting on a moment. i tried so hard to forget you could only be a silhouette.

d - die hard by kendrick lamar

moc! cody dr -> we all got enough to lie about, my truth too complicated to hide now. can i open up? is it safe or not?

if you can imagine it, you can have it. if you can desire it, it is already yours

february 10, shifting entry #11

it’s been a bit since i’ve made a shifting diary post on here. truthfully speaking, it’s been a while since i’ve even journaled privately about my journey (or anything). i feel a bit lost, my heart aches so much sometimes it feels as though im actually physically hurting. i’m just not sure what to do any more, and im tired.

this isn’t the first time i’ve made a post talking about what im about to. my shifting journey has been heavily tied with my dreams. constant dreams of shifting, my dr, my s/os etc… and still i can’t make sense of it.

last night i dreamt of trying to shift and it didn’t work. i don’t think i was even lucid. (this has happened before too).

just as say in basically every shifting entry, i’ve tried shifting through lucid dreams countless times and i just don’t understand why it’s never worked. yea, maybe it’s not the way for me and that’s cool, but i’ve genuinely believed (especially in the beginning part of my journey) that lucid dreaming was the way for me. i’ve done it many different ways, i’ve done it with many different mindsets, i mean i’ve tried without even being aware i was dreaming.

i know my journey is mine and mine alone, but i really am frustrated and hurting and honestly just confused. and i just don’t know what to do anymore.

as much as other people say things like “what’s a couple of years for many lifetimes of your dream” and i get that, it doesn’t change the feeling of it sometimes just not working. and hey, i’ve made peace in certain lights of waking up here, but that doesn’t change that i long to be elsewhere and belong in different places. i’ve always known i was bigger than just this. so why am i still here?

Please, give us a list of affirmations for your anti method! I’m in love with it but I’m also having a hard time repeating the same 3 or 4 affirmations.

Thank you a million times over for all you do!

what if i’ve already shifted… and this is just the memory settling in?

what if i’m in my dr right now, and i just haven’t noticed the signs yet?

what if i never needed to shift because i was always here?

what if this is the bridge between realities, and i’m just waiting for the realisation to hit?

what if the only thing keeping me from knowing is the belief that i haven’t shifted?

what if i already have everything i want, and my brain is just catching up?

what if my dr is bleeding into this reality right now?

what if my past self is looking at me in awe, realising i’ve made it

what if i never had to do anything at all....just notice?

what if reality is more fluid than i thought, and i’ve been slipping between them all along?

Dreaming + Shifting

Shifting diary entry #8 !!! (and asking for help again…)

I’ve made posts before about what it means to dream and how that relates to your shifting journey, and here I am doing it again… (also I wish I’ve made more diary entries on here it’s kinda been a while, but I’ve doing A LOT of reflection in my personal shifting journal, maybe I’ll make some of them posts…?)

My whole life I’ve been a dreamer, before I even learned of shifting I lucid dreamt quite often. I would use dreaming as an escape from my life here. My dreams are often intense and vivid.

And they definitely were last night, I had so many dreams it was crazy. But to parts in particular stood out to me that made me want to make this post.

It was later in the night, I originally thought to lucid dream and shift that way instead of doing an awake method (because of something that happened earlier in the night that I’ll get to later)

I think I just forgot that I wanted to that and I didn’t end up saying affirmations as I went to sleep to help guide me into a lucid dream, instead I thought of my DR. And … I ended up having VERY vivid dream of my DR s/o. Like I don’t think I’ve had a more vivid dream related to my current DR.

(I don’t remember what was going on before this) I opened the door in the room I was in and there leaning on the wall was my s/o. Again so vivid so much more detail in this dream. I remember thinking that I felt my stomach drop when I saw him there 😭 I also thought “omg he’s so tall I need to script he’s not this tall” ??? Anyways I think we talked but I can’t remember, I just remember kissing him and us cuddling. I remember sitting in front of him with his arms around me. I think someone else from my DR interrupted us bc we had some place to go, and my sister from this reality did the same?

I remember feeling really sad when I woke up, but I just tried to feel better by reminding myself I can just be there for real 😭

Now for the part I REALLY wanted to talk about. The part that, if anyone reading can help me analyze, I would much appreciate it.

I was gonna do an awake method last night but decide I should sleep for a couple hours then do it. So I set the intention to wake up at like 4, I woke up at like 4 30 but I was waking up before this but just kept going back to sleep and anxiously waking up lol. Anyways I woke up and put on a guided meditation and went for it, but then a couple minutes in I just randomly remember this part of my dream that made me stop my meditation.

I can’t fully remember what was going on before this, but I was in some sort of library/book store and this lady asks me to tell her a cool fact. (?)I panicked and couldn’t think of anything. I can’t remember what happened between this moment and the next but it eventually led to us talking about shifting. She told me she’s an avid shifter, she’s been shifting since 2020. And she told me she’s 24 years old? I don’t know who this woman was, she’s certainly not anyone in my life and not like some shifting “influencer” I like or something? I remember her giving me shifting advice but I just can’t seem to remember what it was!?!? 😭 I remember her comforting me, and telling me stuff along the lines of “don’t worry it is inevitable that you will shift” though. Ugh, I wish I could remember. But this is why I decided to try and lucid dream instead.

But if anyone reading this wants to feel free to analyze this for me, idk what this means for me or my journey. If my subconscious mind keeps saying and doing stuff like this, why haven’t I shifted? What does this even mean for me?

I’ve had similar experiences in dreams, like this one time a couple weeks ago I was dreaming of Star Wars (odd bc I’ve never seen the movies) and I met two guys and I explained shifting to them and they were very curious about it. And I even remember thinking in that dream “should I tell them I shifted here?” (???)

Anyways I feel (slightly) sick to my stomach about the vivid dream I had of my s/o and idk what my other part means…

So I might delete this because it isn't well thought out but I might have a theory why some people aren't waking up in their intended reality despite their intention being strong enough.

I think the reason why is not inherently because the intention to wake up in X reality is not strong enough, but because you might associate going to sleep and sleep itself with waking up here, or to be more precise, waking up where you fell asleep.

So I think It would be useful if you started associating sleep itself with shifting. You do not wake up in your DR, you shift while sleeping because sleep ITSELF makes you shift. So from now on, everytime you fall asleep, you just shift, no matter if its at night, or a nap. Just sleeping is making you shift.

So its like... You shift as soon as you fall asleep. Its obvious you'll wake up there because you already shifted the second you fell asleep.

close your eyes and take a deep breath.

you are powerful. you have already shifted. you are a master shifter. shifting is easy for you. shifting is natural for you. you are where you want to be. you are your dr self. you are with your dr loved ones already. you have that life already.

believe in yourself and let go of the anxiety, the anger, the doubt that you are feeling. every time you get those thoughts, just remind yourself of how amazing you are. don’t mind the 3d because you know you are in your desired reality already.

happy shifting.

no such thing as being “too excited to shift” because you know how many people view shifting as a chore? how many people wish they were still excited and energized to go to their dr?

view your excitement as a gift. joy is a wonderful thing and a great propellor.