Fuccinjas - JAaS!

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you'll succeed. even if it takes time. you'll make it.

Things my addiction took from me

• The ability to say “no”

• Willingness to let another person help me

• Basic every day things; eating, bathing, brushing my teeth, sleeping

• Countless positive opportunities

• People- only the good ones though

• Self awareness

• Self control

• Self respect

• Financial stability

• My positivity

• Willingness to live and to try

• Any sense of safety or security

• Trust- I lost people’s trust and I stopped trusting people

• Healthy relationships

• The ability to express my emotions

• Daily routine

• Quality of life

• Other people’s respect for me

• A clear mind

• A healthy body

• My sanity

• My willingness to do anything unless I am under the influence

• The ability to recognize myself

• The ability to recognize who’s healthy for me and who isn’t.

Ok so serious question I see some addicts on here who just smoke crystal never slammed before (shot up) and they have been doing it for years so it seems manageable and I’m wondering do you think it’s gotten bad like an addiction and if so do you think you’re loosing control of your life and it’s getting bad bc I used to smoke ice and then I started slamming and that’s when I lost control but if I smoke it it’s easier for me to manage if that makes sense so what’s your views on it??

2grams

Of pure #3

be loyal to those who had your back when you had nothing

Older pic but better pic lol

"how have u been”

bro i want to disappear forever without a single explanation

Tumblr is the place where I get to cry and be a bitch so with that being said I am in SO MUCH fucking pain I hate my hep c I’m crying everyday it’s killing me and I’m throwing up everyday it’s torture and I’m only 20 years old. I can barely do my shifts at work. I’m so weak I can’t barely eat I can’t keep anything down. I have been throwing up everyday for over a year now and man it’s wearing on me now. I can’t take this I feel another relapse I don’t want to I know it will make it worse but I’m doing all of the right things but still sick everyday. I am skin and bones and it’s effevtnmy me mentally so bad as well. I just feel so empty literally... I know drugs put me here but I still want them. I want to inform people on harm reduction and safe use so someone else won’t go through the pain I’m going through. Maybe if this doesn’t kill me I’ll start a blog about that... any ways bye now. No one is going to read this lol