There Are Cardinals Everywhere For Those With The Eyes To See

So sick and twisted of ARFID to hold me back from going fully vegan. I can forgive it for killing my social life but having so many of safe foods being egg-based is just unnecessary.

Nicotine addicts when you don't understand their niche nickname for their favourite product and when you are able to sell them "only" 4 packs of the smokes because that's all the store has: 😡😤🤬😠👹🤬😤😠🤬👹😡😤🤬😠👹🤬😤😠🤬👹😤🤬😠

There's a Marquis de Sade FRAGRANCE? Just. Why

Nothing on this world has done greater damage to me than hope.

still yapping about them

Vent

Haha I lowkey am only capable of feeling emotional empathy towards people in which I see a significant portion of myself in and it's profoundly impacting my ability to connect with people around me and I feel like a monster hahaha what is wrong with me (like I genuinely feel more empathy towards plushies than towards people).

Couple times when someone asked me why I don't eat meat I responded with "I have empathy" but I only recently realized that it's all just cognitive empathy. When I think about cows being raped to produce milk I don't feel anything, I just know it's wrong.

There's only a handful of people I ever genuinely cared about (two of which are not even irl but from here which feels pathetic) and it's blowing my mind that normal people just feel that all the time. Most of the time if I'm afraid of upsetting someone or accidentally hurting someone it's only because I am afraid of the consequences it would have for ME. Seriously what is wrong with me? This can't be just autism.

PDA already kicked in and it's making me have to hold back tears in some classes.

I want to join a monastery and live a life devout to religion so badly, I'm just unable to believe in god

Speedrunning german language because I have HAVE HAVE to read Die drei Kinder im Herrengarten by Marfa von Sacher-Masoch and all her hopelessly obscure work