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Why do I want to be a pathologist? Because I'm not interested in the day to day management of diabetes and hypertension. I dont want to spend the next 20 years of my life tending to sore throats, itchy rashes, and chronic disease. I am interested in diagnostics, not management.

Sometimes I still think your alive. Like Ive been punked. Like Im part of an elaborate rouse.

Part of me is so done. The rejection is too much and i dont want to subject myself to it. My walls rarely get broken down and once a piece of that soft gushy underside is bruised, I have no problem with immediately cutting that person off.

The other side of me is so entrenched. So in love. So hopeful.

I know my reality. And my reality is that ill only be allowed glimpsed and pieces. Ill never be alloted the full blown love and happiness others find so easily. I'll be alone forever and I just have to accept that.

I've lost everyone I care about and I'm not good at acquiring new friends. I guess I'll leave it in Gods hands. Now that I've gotten closure, I pray that He opens new doors for me into new, life long, fulfilling relationships

Hello. Imagine a meadow.

Now, look closer. There. Enjoy @mushiniwa​’s aesthetic insects traversing leaves, petals, and fingertips: nature in its tiny places.

@lindagoesmushrooming and takes excellent photos of the ones she encounters. Step into Linda’s office.

@happy-geology takes pictures of empty places, whether it’s the moon, the earth’s crust, or a calm forest, there simply are no humans. Bliss.

@nature-hiking also enjoys the vast and empty spaces, which, when you think about it, aren’t really that empty at all, are they?

Pathetic. Listening to sad love songs.

"your credit card statement is now available" make it unavailable brother