i’ll wait like a dog for you
crawling at your feet
begging for scraps from the dinner table
but i’m happier here
because you told me i should be
looking up at you from my shallow grave
my body grows cold as i wait for the next time you’ll want me
you’re the one who haunts me at night
watching as i call your name when i cum
— nipuna (via @nipsyyy)
Warning ⚠️ 🖤❤️🐾
I need you like Earth need the Sun. Without you, there would be no life. You warm me like no other. For me, you are my star, the one who keeps me alive and going. Thank you for existing.
MEN ARE LETTING DOWN WOMEN
Men are easily disposable,
Women are indisposable,
During a crisis, a war, or a violent uprisal, the tyrannical opponent targets the man because men are easily disposable.
That is why it is easier for a despot to shoot and kill a man in cold blood and behave ignorant and unremorseful.
But women are indisposable, and for this reason, they easily become the engine of any uprisal.
It is difficult to contain a protest where women are at the forefront providing a buffer for men to escalate the combat.
Women are the most vocal and the most animated.
They stoke the fire, escalate the push , and accelerate the combat.
Why is this so?
Because women want men to step up and fight for them.
Because women want a life where their offspring can easily access food and other essential resources.
Because women have the daunting role of nurturing offspring into the next generation.
Therefore , they are the first to raise the alarm, and thereby, men have to come out of their armoury and attack the villain.
Women feed the warriors. They nurse the injured. They covertly collect intelligence information from the opponent.
They even choose to sleep with the enemy.
This is to ensure their men rise up and advance with the combat.
History has all this written in our Afrikan books of literature.
From The Abushiri revolt to the Chimurenga war to the Maji Maji rebellion to the Mau Mau revolt to the Dahomey revolution.
This is how nature made it.
When thieves raid a village, it is women who have been gifted with the role of alerting the men using their high-pitched screams.
However, in a society where men are effeminate, and women are becoming masculine, such combat will suffer fatigue in the early phase of escalation.
Women will get tired because men will have lost the drive to push forward.
— and effeminate men will betray the combat, they will be traitors and betrayers of the combat, this is why in ancient times, when a warrior was captured by the opponent, he was deported, excommunicated or terminated.
Because once captured, he will throw the combat under the bus, and the entire dream will fizzle. To be rekindled again by another generation of agitated women.
Therefore, men must rise up, and we must continue fixing our frames and mindsets. We must resist any attempts by the enemy to enrol us in the Roman circus to numb the fire in our bellies.
Resist any attempts to corrupt your character for thirty pieces of silver.
This corruption will leave an ugly indelible mark in your soul that will devour you forever.
Therefore, men, before you lose hope, remember why your woman raised the alarm.
Don't bury her voice in your digestive organs.
They will never know—
the weight you carry
in a body that feels like a fragile house
with storms at every window.
Yet here you are,
standing in the ruin,
patching what you can,
finding beauty in cracks
only you can see.
Your pain does not speak for you,
though it roars in silence.
It does not define you,
though it shadows your steps.
What defines you is this:
The way you rise when no one is watching.
The way you find a smile
in the rubble of the hardest days.
The way your heart holds love
when your body holds ache.
Some days, survival is a whisper.
Some days, it’s a battle cry.
And both are triumphs.
You are not weak because you rest.
You are not broken because you hurt.
You are a masterpiece in progress,
proof that the soul
is stronger than any pain.
So when the world feels too heavy,
when the night stretches endless,
remember this:
You are not alone in this fight.
And even now,
you are winning.
- DK
My Own Shadow Has Started to Deceive Me In Broad Daylight.
Here’s a list of 20 signs of anger that writers can use to show, rather than tell, a character’s emotions through physical, verbal, and internal reactions:
Clenched jaw or grinding teeth
Narrowed or glaring eyes
Lips pressed into a thin line or curled into a sneer
Fists clenched tightly at their sides
Tense shoulders that rise or square up
Puffing out the chest or stepping closer to confront
Voice lowered to a dangerous, icy tone
Shouting or raising their voice suddenly
Speaking in short, clipped sentences
Heavy, rapid breathing (nostrils flaring)
Sharp inhales and audible exhales
Holding their breath as if trying to stay in control
Slamming fists onto tables or walls
Pacing back and forth restlessly
Pointing a finger or jabbing the air during speech
Shoving objects off a desk or knocking over a glass
Finger tapping or knuckle cracking
Wrapping arms tightly around themselves
Red face, neck, or ears
Visible veins on the neck or forehead
Breaking into a sweat despite the situation
Eyes darting or rolling sharply
Avoiding direct eye contact out of fury
Staring someone down with unblinking intensity
Cursing, insults, or verbal jabs
Sarcasm sharpened to hurt others
Accusations thrown in frustration
Leaning in closer, looming over someone
Pointed steps toward another person to intimidate
Physically turning away to dismiss or avoid conflict
Throwing objects or breaking things in rage
Punching walls, doors, or inanimate objects
Shaking hands or trembling with pent-up anger
Back stiffening and chin lifting defiantly
Shoulders jerking or twitching
Rigid stance as though ready for confrontation
“I could feel the blood boiling in my veins.”
“The room seemed to close in on me.”
“My pulse thundered in my ears.”
Kicking objects on the ground (chairs, trash bins)
Storming off abruptly or slamming doors
Snapping at someone unrelated to the cause of anger
Heat rushing to their face or spreading through their chest
A cold sensation washing over them, signaling restrained anger
Feeling fire “lick” at their insides or their temper “ignite”
A growl or grunt escaping their lips
Baring their teeth as if instinctively defensive
Ripping or tearing something in their grip
Pausing dramatically before responding
Refusing to speak or meet someone’s eyes
The ominous quiet just before they explode
Muscles twitching or vibrating under the skin
Heart pounding visibly at their throat or chest
A bitter taste in their mouth or nausea from anger
Interrupting others to correct or attack
Dismissing concerns with a quick wave of the hand
Throwing out ultimatums like “Don’t push me!”
Hands trembling after the initial outburst
A headache, buzzing ears, or lingering tension
Regret or shame slowly replacing the heat of the anger
These signs can be layered together to create realistic and powerful depictions of anger, whether it’s smoldering beneath the surface or erupting violently.