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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

advice: add the receiver's email address only after writing the email (no accidental early "hit send"s)

~ 100 days of productivity challenge 2/100~

Skipped yesterday because I didn't feel like a human and didn't do much today because I had work and workout class afterwards.

Done

30 minutes of Network+ exam videos

Did the dishes

Went to taekwondo class

Workwise: three meetings and a metric ton of emails

To Do

Sweep the floors

Do the dishes again

Review study guide for Network+

despite at this point ritual-like patterns of upheaval, it is definitely nice to be back. I've picked some spring research that I really am proud of and may transform into a PhD, plus now happens to be winter pride, so I am immersed in writing and queers. library in the top right is the Black Diamond :)

A non exhaustive list of creators making "study with me" videos and that I like to watch while studying (as the YouTube algorithm just hide some creators from me after some time without watching them) :

tani study (english student, ??)

a vet student (veterinarian student, french)

yulma (?? student, korean)

love, Nika (stem student, english)

Mindful studying (code student, ??)

Maria Silva (med student, ??)

Celine (??, ??)

fayefilms (med student, malaysian)

Sean Study (IT student, english)

(I'll add more when I'll find other channels so feel free to tell me yours and i'll add them to the list 🩷)

16.02.25 🌨️ i've never been so tired 😴

05.04.2025—still slumping, but, in my defence, it’s the weekend 🤍📖📚⭐️🌸

*whispers* (I’m whispering because it’s very important that we keep this very low key)

hey, you know that ancient grimoire you’ve been searching for but can’t get shipped to your country, is probably on Anna’s Archives. Yeah… you could download it for free… pretty much any text you can think of regardless of how old it is, it’s probably on there… give it a little searchy search and you’ll probably find the entire book for free… just saying.

Having a hard copy is always nice. But when I’m trying to figure out if a grimoire is worth dumping money on… it’s always nice to have a little free trial,…

just saying ….

6/100 days of productivity!

Date: 4/12/25

Tough day today, reminding myself it's ok to be a person with feelings lol.

☀ Morning ▸ went to farmers' market ▸cleaned apartment

🌿 Afternoon ▸ got conference paper down to about 15 mins (still have to time it to make sure) ▸ made slides for conference paper ▸ unclogged bathtub drain without having to call maintenance!!

🌙 Evening ▸ felt sad, overthought and moped about for some time ▸wrote letter to pen pal ▸chat with J tonight