okay so guys ive been posting about sad stuff lately or like whenever i come to tumblr its mostly because i wanna talk about my feelings and again im here to talk about my feelings but its not sadness today.
i feel actually thankful (wont use the word grateful cause its a concept now because everyone's like be thankful this or that blah blah) because i have this good moment and its sunday and the same sunday when i was feeling very very off in the morning but exactly opp in the evening (rn) and mom's happy, im happy, friends are happy, i have a new set of friends and they are sweet. that particular girl in my new set of friends is so sweet and i love it when she talks about something that she feels deeply. she is simple and so nice. thank you so much god and the universe for all the positivity and love for today. ill forever be thankful to you for everything and this day!
i love you so much and thank you so so much. truly <3
2023-06-11
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Devils Horns sunrise during a partial eclipse (2019) located: Al Wakrah, Qatar
why do we even need brain to write and tell stuff when we are sad. why cant we just copy paste our emotions right in the chat or blog whatever.
Things that you need to remember to understand the vast majority of European history:
Britain and France’s foreign policies towards one another was essentially a mutual fuck you
Russia is big and cold
(On a related point: invading Russia doesn’t work because Winter™️)
The Pope loves a good crusade
There were a lot of treaties of ‘Perpetual Peace’ that totally worked (lol)
Trying to maintain the ✨balance of power ✨ pretty much always led to war
German wasn’t Germany until quite recently but when Germany became Germany it made everyone a bit nervous
Italy also wasn’t Italy until pretty recently
The French love a revolution
They also love a republic but aren’t great at keeping one around
Napoleon (the first one) was a Bitch and messed everything up
Standard British answer to any reasonable request: ✨no ✨
War is the answer to everything cause who doesn’t love a good war?
The Holy Roman Empire wasn’t the Roman Empire but they liked to tell themselves that it was
The Habsburgs liked to be in charge
😍 m o n e y 😍
Britain liked ships
Spain also liked ships
So did the Portuguese
The Spanish were very Catholic (but the Spanish Inquisition were actually expected)
Basically all the royals were related (*haemophilia has entered the chat*)
England and Scotland were Not Friends but France and Scotland were (which equaled Major Problems)
The Dutch were 💰rich 💰and everyone wanted a bit of it
Religion was a *bit* of an issue
✨ feudalism ✨
Everyone want to be the Romans 2.0
You could making a drinking game out of all the French Wars of Religion
Everyone found the Ottomons a little bit scary (cause they were *gasps and screams of horror* not Christian)
There has been more than one defenestrations in Prague
Poland Lithuania was not very Lithuanian
British policy to land/important cultural item/anything that they come across: ✨finders keepers ✨
*turns off the light*
my cat, who can still see perfectly, watching as I bump into a table: Ah, she has toggled the switch that controls whether she is stupid.
ik i shouldnt say that im "just" living but this is all i have to say rn. byeee
im more than living - im happy yes
and just like that one more chapter is over from the book of my life. he came, we grew together, i am transformed into someone else and i feel better and actually positive about it. i do miss him but it must have happened for the good.
he always said "we have met for a reason" and i always said "you should stay for a long time (atleast until i achieve something)"
read this quote on pinterest and it blew my mind - your thoughts are listening to you, what are you?
sooooooo a new chapter starts today and we work and work hard and harder because "we can be anyone" and "we can achieve if we want to" and because "everyday can be a new beginning" and because "either you are sad and do nothing or you are sad and keep working" and also because "no body in this world cares if you are sad or happy" and because "a pen and paper can fix things" and because "if your position is lower in your eyes then how do you imagine to achieve higher position?" and because "solve everything learn everything" and because "comes from here" and because he was done with me and my mood swings and not working hard to call him my mentor and because "its over" and maybe because he never really wanted to be with me and i was just forcing him and maybe because "dont forget me avs because i came back to physics after i met you" and because "my smol avs" and because "pat"
it aint turtles all the way down anymore. its bitches all the way down.
fucking crap, everyday, new shit. welcome to the shit show. where u learn to judge shit.
im gonna move out for college. no matter what.
in pfp - hozier; in banner - picture from pinterest (credits to the owner.) also hi, im avika. nice to meet you.
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