And Just Like That One More Chapter Is Over From The Book Of My Life. He Came, We Grew Together, I Am

why do we even need brain to write and tell stuff when we are sad. why cant we just copy paste our emotions right in the chat or blog whatever.

lol

runnning lowww on serotonin

girl in red aka marie ulven ringheim <3

been vibing to this song lately and i think im absolutely in love with her because of the way this music is produced and the lyrics (after referring to genius).

i dont like all the artists working or producing music for mental health/highlighting mental issue but i really love GIR because -

that is a GIRL

that is MARIE aka GIR (loml)

these two reasons are enough?

but jokes apart, i really love the way she works on her music and delivers the exact message and the feeling we are supposed to be feeling after listening to a song by her which is really tough in today's time. its said that music is a time capsule and besides this it has the power to make every individual feel something different and hence a bunch of feelings projecting out from a single song??? wohooo powerful, no? YES!

(bts - i relate/ used to relate to music which talks about mental health and feeling low and similar stuff. i have been there so maybe thats why? and ofc i still think about this question that "am i really supposed to be feeling this way? or am i just being too much?" so i try to suppress my feeling and in turn i gift myself a breakdown. we are dealing with something, isnt it? we got this! it gets better. trust me.)

<8

A Murakami protagonist day-

•Wake up at 4 am

•go for a run

•take a shower

•change your sheets

•do your laundry

•study for four hours straight

•follow a cat through the neighborhood

•get the groceries for one or two meals

•read a book in silence

•call an old friend

•take a train to the next town

•watch people from afar

•go to dinner alone

•sit on your couch and listen to a full album

•have a cup of coffee

•sit on your balcony at night

•draw/paint

#qotd - What is your go-to recommendation that you always recommend to people looking for a diverse voice read?

A comprehensive list of eye colors that you can use for your novel:

1. Blue eyes

2. Light blue eyes

3. Deep blue eyes

4. Sapphire blue eyes

5. Ice blue eyes

6. Steel blue eyes

7. Aqua blue eyes

8. Teal eyes

9. Turquoise eyes

10. Green eyes

11. Emerald green eyes

12. Moss green eyes

13. Olive green eyes

14. Hazel eyes

15. Light brown eyes

16. Dark brown eyes

17. Amber eyes

18. Golden brown eyes

19. Honey brown eyes

20. Chocolate brown eyes

21. Gray eyes

22. Stormy gray eyes

23. Silver gray eyes

24. Steel gray eyes

25. Smoky gray eyes

26. Violet eyes

27. Lavender eyes

28. Amethyst eyes

29. Lilac eyes

30. Black eyes

31. Jet black eyes

32. Onyx black eyes

33. Charcoal black eyes

34. Ruby red eyes

35. Wine red eyes

36. Mahogany eyes

37. Topaz eyes

38. Copper eyes

39. Caramel eyes

40. Walnut eyes

41. Pink eyes

42. Almond eyes

43. Sienna eyes

44. Maroon eyes

45. Peridot green eyes

46. Chartreuse eyes

47. Jade green eyes

48. Pine green eyes

49. Cornflower blue eyes

50. Indigo eyes

always trying to name my feelings

i hate people sometimes and not HATE HATE but love hate kinda hate. soft hate, not like i dont like u, but like im too tired to not like u so ill just let it be as it is. guess stuff happens and we keep moving in that cycle again and again and at this point i dont feel real me anymore, ive a lot of covers on now and i dont give a piece of me to people. been having a lot of events where my "heart beats fast as hell". "i cry", "feeling very very useless", "distant", "getting a closure". its okay now, i hope i turn into a decent adult, the kind of adult i want to be and i also feel like theres a time period of infinity between right now and what i want to become - the person, not about career.

p.s. my heart is beating fast as hell while im typing all this. more power to me!

dude. i want to cry T_T

I just realized that the word “seven” has ‘even’ in it.

That’s odd.

idk why im reblogging this lmao.

Romantic student things

1. Sharing shy smiles and blushes as they pass each other in the crowded hallways, their hearts fluttering with anticipation.

2. Writing secret love letters in the margins of textbooks, passing them discreetly in class.

3. Sneaking glances at each other during a captivating lecture, their eyes meeting briefly before looking away, a silent connection forged.

4. Meeting by chance in the library, discovering a shared love for a particular book or author, and engaging in deep conversations about literature.

5. Leaving small notes hidden in each other's lockers or textbooks, conveying sweet messages or inside jokes.

6. Studying together in a quiet corner of the library, their heads bent over books, occasionally stealing longing glances.

7. Sharing a secret rendezvous in an empty classroom after school, their whispers and stolen kisses echoing in the quiet space.

8. Passing each other handwritten notes during a boring lecture, filled with doodles, song lyrics, and love-struck confessions.

9. Working on a group project together, finding solace in late-night study sessions filled with laughter, teasing, and shared cups of coffee.

10. Taking turns leaving surprise gifts, like a single rose or a favorite snack, in each other's lockers to brighten their day.

11. Sharing a stolen moment under a blooming cherry blossom tree on campus, petals falling around them like confetti as they exchange a tender kiss.

12. Collaborating on a school event or performance, their talents and passions intertwining to create something beautiful together.

13. Passing notes during a particularly boring class, filled with doodles and funny anecdotes, their laughter hidden behind cupped hands.

14. Supporting each other during nerve-wracking presentations or exams, offering encouraging smiles and reassuring touches.

15. Graduating together, their hearts brimming with pride and excitement for the future, knowing they have someone special by their side.

Evergreen

Living.

ik i shouldnt say that im "just" living but this is all i have to say rn. byeee

im more than living - im happy yes