April : your chance to rise even higher.
Meeting people again after your personality rebrand is so awks
hi, i’m binatoki. this is my online diary to document my self-rebrand journey. i am going to go on this journey for 159 days. why? because 7 years ago from that date will be the day that my glow-down started. so in 159 days, i want to be better than i was on that day 7 years ago.
daily non-negotiables:
my non-negotiables are daily habits that i am going to do each day. these habits will help me get better physically, emotionally, mentally, & spiritually. these include:
• movement/exercise— 45 minutes minimum, 10k steps
• clean eating (with minimal occasions)— no alcohol, minimal dairy, minimal refined carbs, minimal sugar. high protein, lots of veggies, herbal tea, water, and supplements
• hair, makeup, skincare, hygiene— styling my hair pretty, wearing makeup, smelling my best, and grooming my best daily. i am going to look the best i can each day
• listen to at least 1 video/podcast or read at least 10 pages of self-improvement material
• get closer to God— use the Bible app, pray, and listen to at least 1 service/Christian video
• must document on here daily
weekly “homework”:
each week, i will be giving myself “homework”. my homework is basically 1-3 tasks that will either get me out of my comfort zone (ie become friends with a stranger) or to boost my level-up (like getting my hair done). the start of the week is monday and the end of the week is sunday
monthly goals:
each month i will give myself 1-3 goals within each category: beauty, health/fitness, finances, career/school, and lifestyle/social.
so what are my goals for the next 159 days?
i can’t list every goal on here because i have so many, but here are the more “major” goals that i’ll be working on.
1. lose 50lbs (i need to lose about 85lbs)
2. move on to my third quarter in nursing school with straight A’s
3. have my dream hair (long, thick, blonde, healthy)
4. keeping my skin plump and youthful (face & body)
5. become debt-free (i’m approx $30k in debt)
6. move out and live on my own again
7. make at least $12k a month / quit my current job
again, i have so many other goals (that i will be writing about) but i’m not trying to make this post super long!
lastly, what parts of myself or my lifestyle will i be leaving behind?
i’m leaving behind the part of me that loves playing into the victim mentality. i’m leaving behind the part of me that let’s her insecurities ruin her day, her mood, and her social life. i’m leaving behind the part of me that is tired, “lazy”, comfortable in my discomfort, and who loves to procrastinate and put things off. for the next 159 days, i’m going to focus on me and the present. i’m not going to focus on who i was in the past anymore. i’m not going to dwell on things i can’t control or change.
so now what?
feel free to follow my journey. i will be posting daily and will keep it raw and authentic. i can’t wait to see how much i’ll grow at the end of the 159 days. i’ll talk to you soon.
— binatoki
Reminder of the day! ❤️✨
TIME IS NOT REFUNDABLE.
USE IT WITH INTENTION.
10 things to do when you’re having a hard day or when motivation is down </3
Take a long shower/bath to cleanse yourself of your negative thoughts/feelings
Make your bed to get your motivation started
Do a quick workout to get your body moving
Write in your journal about how you feel and why, it might release some emotions and make you feel better
Drink water and put intention in it - decide that the water is going to cleanse your energy and it will!
Talk to a friend or a family member and if that isn’t available to you right now talk to an online friend or even a pet
Read a book (if you like reading, otherwise it might not be as calming)
Put on dancy music and dance around your room! Gets your mood up and your body moving
Take a walk, let the fresh air heal you
Put on makeup and a cute outfit because look good = feel good
xoxo, Hannah
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