Stop Fighting With The 3d

The solution to all my problems was realizing that I am the solution. It was also accepting that problems, circumstances and everything that stands between me and my desires are nonexistent. Was it easy to accept such a relief?No, at least not for me. In all these years, struggle was my comfort. So no, feeling relief wasn't easy. Struggling kept me alive, it gave me purpose. The problems in my life, they were like missions I have to complete. It took me years to let go of struggle. It took me years to stop myself from creating problems. Not because it was difficult, but because I didn't want to let go of it. Because what would happen if I've let my self feel relieved for once? What would I entertain in my mind then?What could I fix then, if nothing ever needed to be fixed? What would I simply do in this life? The answer is, I would simply be. I forgot so quick that I am pure consciousness having a human experience and love is my nature. How beautiful is that?

The law opened my eyes. It showed me that my inner world can be shaped by me only. And I can shape it with love. It showed me how sacred my imagination is. I can have everything here. I want a new nose? I have it. I want to be confident? I am it. I want to go to Italy? I am in Italy.

You know, there was a time where I didn't even want to imagine the things I wanted. I was getting mad when I read posts where bloggers would say things like "you just have to imagine. You want something, go within and imagine your end." It would stress me so much I can't tell you how mad I would get. But why? Why did I feel this way? Why was I so hopeless and desperate? Let me tell you why, my love: I did not see imagination as reality. But not only that. I imagined to get. I did not see whatever I did or claimed in imagination as the end. I saw it as the start. I saw it as something I have to activate in my mind, and then it would show up in my 3d. Of course I would get mad to imagine what I want! There are two things you have to accept: Consciousness is the only reality and creation is finished. So when you imagine, you are experiencing/having/being it and you are done, that was the end, you have it/ are it now. How does that make you feel? Can you accept that or are you still not okay with that? If not, is it maybe because you are still expecting something when you imagine? Do you still hope to get something? But what? I've said it before and I say it again: If you want something in the outer world, achieve it with your outer self. Imagination has nothing to with the outer world. You are not imagining to trigger or activate something to finally experience it in the 3d. Please understand that. You are also not creating, because creation is finished. When you imagine and you have thoughts like "is this possible? I think this is so much. How would that even happen it seems a little unrealistic." then I want to ask you something: What are you doing, my love? Why would it be impossible? Why would it be unrealistic? And why are you thinking about the "how"? "How" what? It's about experiencing!!! It's about feeling what you want to feel and being who you want to be IN IMAGINATION! Put the 3d out of equation, please. You will only suffer. Imagine purely for enjoyment. Nothing else.

This is how you become your own solution. You see something in the 3d you don't like? Do not accept it. You don't have to. Go inwardly and experience your happy end. Just experience it in your imagination. You are not doing, hoping or getting, you just want to feel what you want and that's it. And when it shows up in the 3d (which it will wether you care or not) it will be quite ordinary. Because in imagination, your desire became a fact. You no longer desire. You no longer crave the materialization of that feeling.

Let's say you want to manifest a penthouse. Before you read this post, you probably had doubts manifesting one. You probably worried about the how and when. Maybe you wanted to use imagination as a way to manifest that penthouse into your 3d. But after reading my post, you know that misusing imagination to get the penthouse in the 3d is pointless and focusing on the how and when would only contradict your state. Now, the penthouse on its own has no meaning. If the penthouse had no worth or meaning why would we want one? We want the feelings that come with owning a penthouse. The feeling could be freedom, it could also be wealth or privacy. Or happiness or even responsibility. If you want to use visualization as a method, you could look up for cute pictures of penthouses. It's not really necessary because you imagine for fun not to attract anything so you don't have to visualize every little corner of that penthouse (unless you want it. It's literally your choice. You do what you want to do in your inner world). In the world of imagination, you don't need anything. It's not about making the scenes perfect. It's about fulfilling yourself. Do that by giving yourself all these feelings that you WANT to feel. I want you to take all the meaning and feeling out of that penthouse and fulfill it within. Give it to yourself in imagination. Don't forget who you are, you are god of your inner world. There is nothing you can't have in your inner reality. Every thing in your reality is so small compared to you. So everything that you do in your imagination feels good and when you imagine your penthouse, it would be weird not to feel good. I mean why would you feel bad? You simply enjoy imagining what you want which would be a penthouse in this case. Okay, let's say you imagined what you want then looked around and asked "well, where is it then? I can't see it! It's not working.". First of all, you are misusing your imaginative power and why would you say that you can't see it? It's not about seeing, my love. It's about feeling and being what you want. And if you are feeling and being who you want to be, then it has worked, because the whole purpose of imagination is to feel fulfilled. Do you see, my love? The 3d has no place in this process, it has no role. By the time your desire has materialized, you have moved on because the penthouse came totally alone, you already took its worth and meaning and fulfilled it within.

This is what we mean when we say to only change self. It's all about you. Remember, nothing in imagination is impossible. It's your safe space, your creative power. If you feel desperate imagining than a) you don't imagine what you want e.g. you imagine negative things that make you feel bad or b) you imagine to get sth in the 3d meaning you're postponing the feeling.

I hope that you slowly get why in imagination, circumstances and problems are nonexistent. I mean, you can still make imagination your own personal hell if you want to but now you know that you don't have to. Looking back, I find it so surreal that as GOD, I chose to make my inner world suffer so much. But if I can decide hell, I can also decide heaven. I can decide love.

And so can you, my love.

The manifestation of Rahu (the North Node) and Saturn

VEDIC ASTROLOGY EDITION

What I’ve observed based on my experience with how these two lords play out around me is that Rahu in a combination with Saturn ruled nakshatras on the luminaries (Sun & Moon) could create an overall self-restricting personality and potentially cause a person to never come out of their comfort zone and even want to experience something new. Saturn is about contraction, restrction, testing limits, routines, climbing the ladder. Saturnians, however are okay with how society operates and they would be prone to find flaws in themselves rather than blame the system. Rahu on the other hand is the opposite so you see where the internal conflict arises. Rahu makes what we see in the world manifesting as dark feminine energy: opaque, receptive, destructive, rebellious, manipulating, leeching for personal gains, illusion, analyzing the subconscious mind. The illusion that Rahu carries in itself comes from its inability to measure their own potential but since it’s seeded in greediness we see it manifest in people that have lack of knowledge on certain topics try to profit off of it, even deluding themselves so much that they believe this false greatness they ascribe to themselves. Another example is someone that can imitate accents from different languages because they obsess over the aesthetics rather than having actual understanding of the language itself. Rahu and Saturn both work in the physical realm so they cooperate in a way where Rahu prompts the desire for routines not so much in a restrictive saturnian way though. It manifests in a more so like an obsession..anything Rahu touches can be dangerously addicting. It is also about imposing control over oneself since it makes a person so hyperaware of their addictive tendencies and the darker parts of themselves which can benefit them at times. If this darkness is channeled negatively it goes to the point of one having frantic thoughts in regards to their surroundings, causing them to be suspicious of others' motives. We tend to see rahu individuals impose such restrictions on themselves because they need to feel in control of their body to the point of self-destruction, especially in shatabhisha the real manifestation of such neuroticism in a person is highly influenced by rahu and the fear of trying new things is a result of the combination of both lords: Saturn and the north node (Rahu) are our past karmas, the NN is our unfinished work and unfulfilled desires that we bring with us in this current reincarnation and the insatiable hunger of Rahu is so evident because of it. Saturn is called Shanaishcharaya in sanskrit which translates to “slow mover”, this inherent energy and nature of Saturn is deeply rooted in its karmic expression. Saturn’s karma rather than granting a person with uncontrollable desires in material matters gives them challenges, obstacles, delays. It teaches humility and that good valuable things take time. It gives one things when they are ready for them, not when they want them so they can appreciate what they receive fully with a clear vision. Wanting something is ego driven and this is exactly the thing Saturn (and Ketu) teaches us: to evolve on a deeper level and we can’t do that if we’re in a cycle of filling an empty black hole with permanent pleasures which is literally what Rahu manifests as in our lives. Rahu gives us things super fast where it seems too good to be true (and it is) and immediately takes it away - in big way the north node teaches a valuable and really an essential lesson about loss of any kind - whatever it is that you have now will eventually be taken away from you. Rahu, when channeled positively with the help of Ketu since the nodes operate in an inextricable way, pushes one to embrace uncertainty, to let go.

this is my very first actual astrology essay/report and i’d be grateful if you boosted it so i can keep doing these :) i don’t even feel like i need to say it but this is mine so don’t plagiarse.

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A lot of people talking about mars nakshatra but one thing about them is they care too much. LIKE TOO MUCH about everything and anything they human or humanly possible, which gets made fun of or dogged at but it’s truly a wonderful and good thing. Shows we are alive. They will literally cry with, for you and because of you. They are not as conniving naturally but are smart thru self preservation. Underneath all the battle warrior is a very soft sensitive being. They don't know how to but would benefit from emotional contention, from others. They really look for connection but don’t really know how, its kind of rowdy messy or all over. They are more (probably) emotional than moon nakshtaras

swear to God that i get accused and harassed just for caring and being passionate about people places and things. Like if you are about the truth your enemy #1.

They deal with alot mental health issues, well i notice alot of other nakshtaras do. But they want to be loved and notice/taken into account because they really do feel and experience life lowly until they rise. They get very immersed in Maya and their senses. They can’t be detached like Saturn, Sun or Ketu or attached for benefit like Venus, Moon, Mercury or Rahu. They kind of just attached because they can or feel the need to. They may not be as ”giving” but thats why they benefit from relationships with Jupiter or Venus (if Venus wants to) where they kind of learn from, Sun too maybe.

Literally me:

"I feel like a clown while persisting"

You ever be affirming like "I'm so loved. I’m chosen. I’m rich. I have it all." but deep down you’re like…lol ok clown.

Same. been there but guess what? that clown feeling? that’s literally part of the process, your brain’s just confused, babe. like utterly glitching.

It’s used to the old version of you, the one who didn’t have the money. Didn’t have the SP. Didn’t feel enough. So when you suddenly start walking around like you’re That Girl your brain’s like uhh babe be fr rn.

and that right there? That’s where 99% of people give up.

Because it feels fake, it feels like lying. And we hate feeling fake, don’t we? but listen that’s literally the magic.

manifesting is choosing to live in the "lie" (what your brain calls it not me) long enough for it to become your truth.

Like yeah maybe i don’t have it YET. but i’m still walking like i do, i’m still talking like i do i’m still expecting it because what’s the alternative? crying over the 3D? feeding the version of me that’s already suffering? Nah, been there, done that. I chose the version of me who always wins even if I felt stupid sometimes.

You just need to keep choosing it, keep showing up like her, keep moving like her, keep speaking like her, even if your brain’s laughing in the background.

Because every time you affirm, every time you ignore the doubt, every time you say "i got it' when the 3D says you don’t you’re rewiring your whole damn reality.

keep going no matter what cause....

THE CLOWN ALWAYS WINS IF SHE DOESN'T QUIT IT.

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Magha represents leaving the Mother / home in order to grow into an individual adult and establish one’s own life & legacy.

Dhanishta is dancing to the victory & wisdom gained through defeating the illusions of the material world; the same illusions which our Mother tried to keep us “safe” from to the point of restricting us from the outside world.

No wonder Magha & Dhanishta is such a powerful combo. The beginning of Leo & end of Aquarius.

My favorite subs + results from them Part I

Change past grades by Zoe's elixir cafe (reupload) = the results were the one I mentioned on my other post, literally changed my whole answers and paper, I got perfect scores and answers on it.

Smell like a whole ass bakery by cupid's radio = literally everyone I know loves my smell nowadays, I smell sweet af without even using perfumes, and I rarely smell bad.

Im Nayeon's bunny smile by Mastani = YALLLLL the amount of people now saying I remind them of nayeon is insane, I love her bunny smile sm and i have em now, still got it after years.

Blurred skin by Chel = oh my god it's one my FUCKING FAVESSSSSS UGH, the way it clears my face up in a couple of hours is insane, I adore it sm oml.

Red under eyes by NuoNuo = do I even have to explain ✋🏻, I love having tired beauty, so this is my go to, adore it sm.

R.A.S reprogramming by Carlyshifts111 = recent but I adore it sm, it's so calming and sometimes it's not even for shifting but I find myself always being patient with my results when I listen to it, so good.

Everyone's obsession by Mii (reupload) = holy fuck guys I'm not joking, be aware of this one bc it's FUCKING powerful oml, listened to it twice before going to a restaurant for fun shits and I already had two guys around my age literally staring and one of them even pulled his chair up closer next to our table to talk with me 💀 the whole day I was getting attention from males and females.

But please remember, at the end of the day subs are just a tool to make manifesting fun, but either way easy for me to lay back and assume I have everything by one listen yk? GOOD LUCK

hi, a lot of you need a perspective reset

the average human lifespan globally is 70+ years

taking the threshold of adulthood as 18, you are likely to spend at least 52 years as a fully grown adult

at the age of 30 you have lived less than one quarter of your adult life (12/52 years)

'middle age' is typically considered to be between 45-65

it is extremely common to switch careers, start new relationships, emigrate, go to college for the first or second time, or make other life-changing decisions in middle age

it's wild that I even have to spell it out, but older adults (60+) still have social lives and hobbies and interests.

you can still date when you get old. you can still fuck. you can still learn new skills, be fashionable, be competitive. you can still gossip, you can still travel, you can still read. you can still transition. you can still come out.

young doesn't mean peaked. you're inexperienced in your 20s! you're still learning and practicing! you're developing social skills and muscle memory that will last decades!

there are a million things to do in the world, and they don't vanish overnight because an imaginary number gets too big

NASA released the clearest pictures yet of our neighbours in the solar system

Oh and of course us

Honourable mention

Just a speculation: if, one of the things that sun represents is energy and vitality in astrology, can that mean that what ever house the sun is placed in, the themes related to that house energises you or brings you vitality? For example: Sun in the 2nd house might feel energised when they have a stable and secure flow of money, quality time with family, trying out new food and being clear on your values or priorities.