Pushya Nakshatra can give people with these placements a stringent and intense personal nature, making them both compelling and difficult to relate to. Although they project an air of charm and magnetism, their inner nature remains firm and resolute, revealing a character that is hard to sway or soften. Outwardly, they display a strong, charismatic front, exuding an impenetrable presence. Beneath this cool, composed exterior lies a delicate, coy sheepishness that is often guarded and suppressed. This blend of jadedness and discomfort, coupled with their projected charisma, is a defining feature of those born under Pushya
In relationships, Pushya natives exhibit a frustratingly strained dynamic. Ruled by both Saturn and the Moon, they are known for their emotionally guarded nature, often requiring others to push past their tough boundaries to gain their care. This combination of Saturn's discipline and the Moon's emotional depth creates a strong sense of FOMO regarding human connection, contributing to their regrettable withholding of Cancerian lunar emotional expression. Their relationships can become one-sided, with emotions often delayed, suppressed, or carefully controlled.
Famous breakup songs by Pushya natives illustrate this dynamic. Selena Gomez, a Pushya Sun and Rising, captures the need to sever ties to connect with her emotional self in "Lose You to Love Me." Selena Gomez's turbulent, on-and-off relationship with Justin Bieber, often seen as detrimental to her emotional well-being, aligns with the Pushya tendency to engage with challenging dynamics rather than seeking warmer, more nurturing exchanges. Her regrettable actions toward a friend who donated a kidney to her, coupled with her continued use of the "Jelena" narrative for relevance despite both parties moving on, further illustrate the paradoxical and often detached nature of her emotional interactions. Similarly, Nico, with her Moon in Pushya, was frequently described as "unable to love anyone." Her deliberate attempt to obscure her beauty and be perceived as "ugly," despite her model appearance and surprising maternal connection to Alain Delon, reflects the emotional detachment characteristic of Pushya. Nico’s music, particularly in songs like “All Tomorrow's Parties” and “The Marble Index,” exudes a chilling, distant aura that aligns with the Nakshatra's influence of suppressed emotions and interpersonal discomfort. In “All Tomorrow's Parties,” her haunting and detached vocal delivery underscores a sense of emotional distance and isolation. “The Marble Index,” with its bleak and eerie atmosphere, further exemplifies the Pushya influence through its stark, emotionally repressed sound and lyrical themes. Cher Lloyd, another Pushya Sun, reflects strong attachment and desire only after separation in "Want U Back." Tommy Genesis, a Pushya Moon, exemplifies this influence in her song “Hair Like Water Wavy Like the Sea,” which is coldly tantric and dissonant, reflecting the Pushya Nakshatra's tendency toward emotional detachment and a unique, almost alienated allure. This sentiment aligns with the frequently expressed notion in Pushya natives' works of not finding another person like them. Alanis Morissette, a Pushya Rising, expresses attachment emerging post-heartbreak in "You Oughta Know," with songs like "Hands Clean" and "You Owe Me Nothing in Return" showcasing a transactional view of relationships, influenced by Saturn. Kate Bush, a Pushya Moon, explores this offbeat emotional landscape in "Wuthering Heights" and "Love and Anger," revealing the struggle between emotional expression and sheepishness. Celine Dion, the “My Heart Will Go On” singer and a Pushya Rising, reveals this nature in “Water from the Moon,” where her emotional investment in relationships appears to emerge only when there's something to strive for, contrasting with her otherwise robotic coldness. Additionally, despite rumors and public speculation, Celine has never come out as a lesbian or claimed that label, even though she’s rumored to have had a longtime girlfriend. Since the death of her husband and manager, she has become anorexic and has not publicly dated anyone, fueling rumors about her offbeat true personality or social awkwardness, humorously attributed to her being French-Canadian. Her literal approach to communication, devoid of sarcasm, is highlighted in her sharp comment about her slimness: “If I like it, I don’t want to talk about it. Don’t bother. Don’t take a picture,” she said. “If you like it, I’ll be there. If you don’t, leave me alone.” Lisa 'Left Eye' Lopes, a Pushya Rising, embodies similar traits. After leaving TLC to pursue a solo career and album, which resulted in a flop, and accidentally committing arson at her fiancé's home, rumors of mental illness contributed to her dissonant public image. Additionally, this detached delayed emotional nature is expressed by Iggy Pop, a Pushya Rising, evident in his song “Candy,” where emotional attachment is presented with a blend of nonchalance and sincerity, reflecting Pushya's paradoxical lunar-Saturnian nature.
Despite their lack of direct or warmer emotional expression, Pushya natives tend to attract significant attention due to their magnetic presence. This allure is often coupled with a delicate, robotic quality-an emotional detachment that can make them seem inaccessible or unfeeling. Their approach to romance is passive, relying on attraction rather than pursuit. This passive allure, combined with their tendency to "beat around the bush," gives them an air of casual detachment that can be both intriguing and frustrating to those seeking deeper connections. Men with this placement may seem smooth and confident but often reveal a more sheepish and coy side when confronted seriously, recoiling from direct emotional engagement. This can make them appear brusque or dull, with an icicle-like coolness contributing to their reputation for being undateable despite their occasional appeal. Milo Yiannopoulos, with a Moon in Pushya, expressed in a Vice video a preference for the 1950s lifestyle of having a wife and kids while secretly seeking out men for excitement, despite being gay. This sentiment reflects Pushya's sociopathic and often paradoxical relationship dynamics. Similarly, Iggy Pop, another Pushya native, has demonstrated this paradoxical nature. In a 2003 interview, when asked about his gay experiences, he said, “I'm to the left of tolerant, but l've never had a gay experience. Two or three times, excited gay friends wanted to, like, nibble my nuts - generally when I was passed out or distracted. And then l'd go, 'Hey! Bruce! Cut it out!' And that would be the end of that. The gayest it got is some guy approaching my scrotum with oral intent." His performances, including appearing naked, further illustrate his provocative and daft demeanor. This reflects the Pushya tendency toward surface-level relationships, where genuine emotional intimacy is often sidelined for more controlled, socially acceptable facades. Yet, even when not conventionally attractive or warm, they possess a unique charm that makes them compelling, offering a blend of jaded wisdom and captivating charisma. In social settings, they command a significant presence, often becoming the center of attention. Their strong, magnetic aura can overshadow others, but their delicate, antisocial quality can make them seem wooden or unfeeling. They can be fair and disciplined, but when slighted, they may exhibit a nasty streak, especially if their reputation is at stake. Their tendency to maintain social status can lead to a tendency to escape controversy, complicating their relationships. Pushya natives are seen as sexy yet asexual, possessing a magnetic allure that is both enticing and disconnected, making them difficult yet intriguing to interact with. Loretta Lynn, a Pushya Moon, subtly captures the possessive yet heavily understated nature of Pushya natives in her repressed sentimental songwriting, particularly in tracks like 'One's on the Way,' which, beneath its light objectivity, reflects a profoundly understated perspective on women's desperation, and 'You Ain’t Woman Enough,' where emotional care is expressed in a reserved, only manifesting in possessive “don’t even try” manner. After her husband passed, Loretta Lynn's long-time companion was her gay dressmaker, who lived platonically with her at the ranch as her full-time caregiver, reflecting preference for controlled, uncomplicated interactions similar to what is observed in Celine Dion and Milo Yiannopoulos, where deep emotional engagement is often avoided in favor of easier, more manageable relationships suiting their inhibited emotional nature.
In terms of their acting, Pushya natives often bring a distinctive and unsettling presence to the screen. This presence is marked by a restrained intensity that can lead to performances both acclaimed and criticized. Geraldine Chaplin's Sun in Pushya is evident in her eerie performance in “Remember My Name.” Her portrayal of a cold, antisocial character driven by repressed emotions captures the essence of Pushya's guarded and uncompromising nature. Selena Gomez, with her monotonous, dry voice, infuses her roles with a certain inaccessibility, resulting in performances that are notably lackluster yet compelling. Jack Nicholson and Peter O'Toole, both with Rising in Pushya, deliver masterful yet occasionally “hammy” dramatic performances. The clash between their natural reserve and the demand for emotional depth creates roles that are larger-than-life but somewhat disconnected. Kevin Spacey and Clint Eastwood, both with Moon in Pushya, are known for their portrayals of cold, stoic characters. Their performances are characterized by a lack of warmth and a focus on a smooth, robotic demeanor. Tom Cruise, another Moon in Pushya native, is more famous for his daring stunts than his emotional depth, reflecting the cold detachment often seen in Pushya actors. Willem Dafoe and Chace Crawford, with their icicle flair and sometimes wooden performances, further illustrate the Pushya influence. Lauren Bacall, a Pushya Rising from Old Hollywood, was known for her cool, composed roles, with her husky voice and limited emotional range reinforcing the characteristic detachment. Shia LaBeouf, also a Moon in Pushya, resorts to extreme method acting, such as sending a sex tape of himself for his audition for “Nymphomaniac,” which underscores his often vacant, disconnected demeanor. Pushya natives, influenced by Saturn and the Moon, often manifest a repressed, cold intensity that can be downright terrifying. James Woods, a Pushya Rising, exemplifies this with his chilling performance in “Videodrome” and his disturbing off-screen behavior. James Woods’ high IQ, CIA and 9/11 connections add to his detached, unsettling persona. His spot in Hollywood arguably being taken by Kevin Spacey, another Moon in Pushya, highlights the needed eerie role with unsettling energy in the industry. Wesley Snipes, a Pushya Moon, also embodies this intense nature. Known for his role in “Blade,” Snipes’ cold behavior is evident in a troubling incident where he reportedly punched Halle Berry, causing her permanent hearing loss. Similarly, Clint Eastwood, a Pushya Moon, is often associated with Hollywood conservatism and exhibits a surly, detached demeanor in his roles, reflecting the aggressive nature linked with Pushya placements. Angelina Jolie, a Pushya Rising, channels an icy intensity. A video of her in an acting class, where she chillingly says, “I’m going to hurt you,” demonstrates her ability to tap into darker aspects of her personality. Pushya Moon Monica Bellucci's role in “Irreversible” resonates deeply with the themes of Pushya Nakshatra, particularly through its portrayal of intense emotional detachment, the cold, relentless passage of time, and the dark, unsettling atmosphere that pervades the narrative. The film's reverse chronology mirrors Pushya's struggle with processing emotions, often delaying emotional responses in a way that gains clarity only through the need for closure. “Irreversible”’s brutal and unflinching depiction of violence and vengeance reflects Pushya's tendency towards emotional repression, capable of erupting into intense, sometimes destructive outbursts when provoked. The inherent detachment of the movie, coupled with a haunting sense of inevitability, highlights the Nakshatra's darker traits.
Pushya natives' musicality also reflects their characteristic qualities. Kate Bush’s “Experiment IV” showcases a blend of eccentricity and emotional distance, aligning with the Pushya Nakshatra’s influence. Similarly, Iggy Pop’s band The Stooges, particularly with their song “We Will Fall,” demonstrates the Pushya tendency toward offbeat and unsettling artistic expression. These musical examples underscore the Pushya natives' challenge of merging emotional depth with their often detached and robotic tendencies. Whether it’s Kevin Spacey’s smooth, emotionless portrayals, Jack Nicholson and Peter O'Toole’s dramatic yet disconnected performances, or Wesley Snipes’ and James Woods’ aggressive behaviors, these actors show a pattern. Their acting, marked by a chilling detachment and intense jadedness, makes their roles both memorable and unsettling. This aggressive, ice-cold presence is a defining characteristic of Pushya, giving their performances a haunting and impactful quality.
Similarly, Paris Hilton, with her Moon in Pushya, exhibits these traits through her frequent damage control efforts following allegations of bigotry, coupled with her self-description as asexual. This highlights the Pushya tendency to maintain emotional distance and control public image, engaging with controversies only when necessary and avoiding deeper emotional truths. Actors like Jack Nicholson and Kevin Spacey, both with Moon in Pushya, further illustrate these traits. Jack Nicholson, known for his detached and problematic sexual behavior, has avoided significant repercussions, reflecting the Pushya ability to manage public scrutiny while maintaining a distant, yet charming, demeanor. Similarly, Kevin Spacey has evaded full cancellation despite serious allegations, showcasing the Pushya trait of detachment and smooth nature, specifically toward his public image management amidst controversy. Jennifer Lopez, also with a Pushya Moon, exemplifies this dynamic in her off-and-on relationship with Ben Affleck, where the public narrative suggests a push-pull dynamic that aligns with the Pushya tendency to engage in emotionally challenging rather than straightforward, nurturing relationships. Halle Berry, with her Pushya Moon, has experienced a tumultuous abusive love life, an emotional disconnect influencing her choice in both partners and non-leading movie roles, further highlighting the influence of this Nakshatra's emotionally detached nature.
In more expressive situations, Pushya Nakshatra natives, typically nonchalant and dry, display a unique blend of charisma and detachment. This is evident in the performances and public personas of various celebrities. Kate Bush and Iggy Pop exemplify this with their offbeat randomness and quirky performances. Kate Bush’s theatrical and enigmatic style, as seen in her music videos and live shows, often carries a whimsical and cryptic quality that can be both alluring and unsettling. In contrast, Iggy Pop’s eccentricity is characterized by his punk-like energy and daft demeanor. His Countdown performance of “I’m Bored” vividly demonstrates this with its random and forced energy, while his pre-performance interview highlights his brash and unapologetically unconventional personality. Celine Dion’s public persona also reflects Pushya traits, notably in her “Carpool Karaoke” appearance. Despite her immense talent, Celine Dion has received feedback about appearing socially unaware or brash in casual settings, and her deeply sincere demeanor can sometimes come across as disingenuous. Jennifer Lopez, another Pushya native, has faced public mockery for being daft, such as with the “Jenny from the Block” persona, illustrating how Pushya’s blend of charm and detachment can lead to both allure and scrutiny. Additionally, Alanis Morissette’s haunting and overly somber parody of “My Humps” adds a layer of offputting and robotic non-dancing quality, further reflecting the Pushya Nakshatra’s influence. Together, these examples underscore how Pushya Nakshatra natives channel their magnetic presence and emotional depth into their public personas and performances, blending charm with a profound sense of daftness and outlandish forced quality.
In summary, the personalities and artistic expressions of those born under Pushya Nakshatra embody a detached post-ironic blend of charm and emotional reserve. Their magnetic yet distant nature makes them both captivating and elusive, often leaving others grappling with the tension between their charismatic allure and the cold, restrained undercurrents that define them. Pushya natives consistently reveal a guarded, sheepish sensitivity that is rarely overtly expressed. This unyielding reserve, coupled with their impenetrable public facades, reinforces their enigmatic presence—simultaneously drawing people in and leaving them exasperated with a sense of Saturnian delay of lunar expression.
In English we say "I can't make eye contact". But in Urdu, we say:
"Unki nazron ka rukh aaj meri taraf hai,
Aaj meri palkon ne uthne se inkaar kar diya hai".
there is a small russian channel that fully mirrors misogynistic memes made by men just by changing one or two words and holy fuck the men are so angry about that.
all of these memes were first created to hate on women, but the owner of this channel called "РНМЭ" just reverses them. this channel had been banned multiple times on the same platforms where the originals were posted without any repercussions from the moderators, but the admins are still going strong more than five years after the original channel was first created.
when the main admin gets a death threat from a male, or even finds a misogynistic comment of his, she sends the screenshots to all of his family members she can find online. sometimes she finds their schools, universities, workplaces. she's cleaning up the internet from this hateful trash all by herself. she doesn't make up anything, she just shows everyone how hateful these men are because people deserve to know the truth about them.
and i love her for this
IT JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE!! 😵💫🤯⚡️💫👀URANUS THROUGH THE HOUSES (PT 2)
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tw: mentions of death.
- Hey yall!!
- I hope everyone has had a great holiday weekend! I am gonna finish up how the planet Uranus manifests in 7H-12H. Thank you to all with the love on the first part of this series! I am going to link it at the bottom of this post if you are looking for it. Without further ado, let's get into it!!
Uranus in the 7H:
This is a frustrating placement to have if you love being in relationships as Uranus represents splits. 💀😒 And then don't get me started on Uranus' unpredictable energy. 💀🥴
This native also may like to date individuals who may come off as "weird" or "eccentric." ❓They may also like to date individuals that share the same goals as them and that they can achieve these goals with. [Uranus rules Aquarius which rules the 11th house--wishes and goals]. This can be a friends to lovers kind of trope with this placement. 😁➡️💘 This can also apply to the Uranus in the 5th [the house of romance]. 💘
This placement may like alot of freedom and independence in their relationships [whether romantic or platonic].
They may have some unexpected enemies [7H--open enemies]. 😵💫🤦🏾♀️
This native may rather be detached from some friendships and partnerships because they don't like it when others try to change them. So if you are friends with someone with this placement, you either like them or leave them. 🙅🏾♀️ Of course this is modified by other aspects in the chart.
This native may not like the concept of marriage. 💍 This goes back to the 3rd bullet point. It's not the fact that they are incapable of commitment, but they understand [as we all] that marriage is binding and feelings and things in life change, especially Uranus. ⚡️ Sometimes with this placement it may just be the fear of knowing that something out the blue is gonna change the direction of the relationship. 😬
Uranus in the 8H:
This native may be very interested in the occult or any spiritual topics that society may see as taboo. 🧙🏾♀️
Very possible that this placement may not care about death. ☠️⚰️ Death is a scary concept due to how permanent it is, but this native may not share that same sentiment. They understand that this is a thing that will happen eventually, so what is the use of being afraid of it? 😴 Just live your life in the fullest way possible.
May get some unexpected money from others or places. 💰 Also may unexpectedly owe money to others or places. Just make sure you have your ducks in a row with this placement. 🦆🦆🦆🦆
Very possible that this placement may go through something unexpected that will cause a massive emotional transformation for them. 🌪
May not care for sex. It's probably just not that serious to them. 🤷🏾♀️
This native may like progressive, humanitarian movements that are going to spark a deep change within our society. And sometimes that is in the form of doing things the hard way. Think of the scene from Bird Box in which people were trying to force people's eyes open. It's just that with this placement progression has to come from admitting and confronting all the wrongs and darkness's that goes on behind the scenes so we can start anew on an honest front. This is possibly why Uranus is exalted in the sign of Scorpio. 🦂♏️
Uranus in the 9H:
May like to study independently, therefore they may not enjoy the thought of going to college. 🏫 Also possible that this native may have dropped out due to unexpected circumstances.
^Yet, if they do decide to go to college, this native may like to major in STEM [just an example]. 💻 They may also go into college to major in law or political science. 👩🏾⚖️ My personal opinion on this is that this native may go into these majors with a goal of changing the notion of politics or tech, and actually wanting to make change happen instead of doing it for glory. 9H does represent morality and righteousness after all.
This native may have a philosophy or morality that society may question due to the unfamiliarity of it. Yet, again Uranus is the planet of progressivism and advancement, so don't worry if alot of people don't get you and your beliefs, Uranus in the 9th. ☺️
This native may be irreligious. 🛐 🚫
They may also like to rebel against the laws that are crafted in their society.
If your Uranus in the 9th is harshly aspected [squares, oppositions, even conjunctions] please take more diligence when you travel aboard. ✈️ Also be mindful of what you are doing while aboard. It is also possible that this native may have to unexpectedly take flights aboard for whatever reason. Also may abruptly move overseas as well. 🌊
Uranus in the 10H:
This native may have a "peculiar" reputation. Very Aquarian in nature. May have a reputation of always wanting to help the people, yet a very detached individual themselves. They can have this "lone wolf" aura about their reputation. 🐺
This native may have a career in tech, astrology, or any career that will give them great independence and freedom. 👩🏾💻♒️
This native may see alot of unexpected changes with their career path. This native may also have either an unpredictable or detached relationships with their elders or bosses. Or may rebel heavily against bosses, which is probably why 9-5s may not work well for them LMAO! 🤣🤣🤣
May achieve fame [remember that Uranus is ruled by Aqua. The Leo-Aquarius axis involves fame], unexpectedly. 🤩🥳
^May also be famous for the people that they associate with.
Uranus in the 11H:
Uranus is comfortable in this house. The native may enjoy being a social individual, yet may also face some unexpected changes in their friend group.
Could have a friend group of like-minded individuals. These friends are also willing to give this native the space and freedom they need. 👯♀️👯👯♂️
This native may have goals and wishes that will benefit the greater good rather than themselves. They may feel like it's no point in always trying to achieve something for their own sake when they can do it for society's sake.
^To add onto this point, they may even want to achieve these goals with others and it may be best if they do this. The 11H represents gains & groups. Since Uranus is the planet of progression, if this native ever wants to spark a social movement, it is highly possible [depending on the aspects] for them to do so & gain alot of support with it. May even get sponsored or endorsed alot while doing so. Getting paid to make a change? Sounds about right. Or if they don't want to make this happen with others, definitely can make this change online too. This is a social media influencer kind of placement. 🤳
This native doesn't mind stepping on the toes of traditional values and ideas held in society. This placement understands that society changes, so why can't ideas? Uranus is a quick planet so yall need to be quicker. 🤣🧐🤨
Uranus in the 12H:
Ah yes, this native will possibly face some unexpected, hidden enemies. As if the 12H isn't already enough to deal with. 🙄🤣
This is definitely a psychic placement. 👁 The 12H rules the subconscious, and Uranus is about being futuristic. So, if you have this placement you definitely may have a strong intuition/psychic abilities.
^ Yall may also be more prone to having premonitions. For anyone who doesn't know, premonitions are dreams but dreams that predict future events. Think of That's So Raven, but while sleeping. 💤🛌💭
This native may like to devote their ideas to their spirituality or serving the collective in very altruistic ways. They may want to make change in how people see the "fringes" of society. For example, a native with this placement may want to spark change in how we deal with prisoners [12th house] or advocate for prison reform. It also possible that they may want to make this change privately before being public about it.
^The native may even use spiritual ideas to push for some progression and change in society.
May like to be alone based on the ostracization they may have felt. 😔🥲
With this placement the native may want to join spiritual groups, but just be weary of the spiritual groups as the 12H is a hidden house [12th house--ruled by Neptune--illusions]. Don't want to mess around and join a cult. Also goes for the Uranus in the 8th house as well.
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-Claude
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read this if you're confused about persistence, if you've been affirming for months and nothing's shown up, if you're wondering whether you're doing something wrong but can't figure out what. not a method post. not a technique post. just what’s actually going on when it's not working yet.
ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.
context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.
and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.
you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.
and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.
and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.
so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.
you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.
and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.
and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.
and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.
but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????
and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???
and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.
so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):
maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.
no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.
you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.
i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.
if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.
and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):
you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.
i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.
when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.
it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.
the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.
so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.
so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.
it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.
shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.
so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.
and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.
and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."
they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.
you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?
and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.
reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.
if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.
and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.
stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.
because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.
not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."
done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.
and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.
you don't have to overanalyse it.
but you're allowed to want to understand it.
that doesn't undo the truth.
it just lets you live inside it better.
I really love your insights on Jyeshtha nakshatra & I was wondering what your thoughts were on Jyestha ascendant, because I don't find myself relating to the 'amassing wealth, fame and power' aspect of this nakshatra (at least not materially, spiritually is a different story) that frequently gets discussed
I recall you once spoke about the hyper-independence of Jyestha and how these natives essentially need to figure out how to do things from scratch. I would love if you could elaborate on that or share any other observations/insights you might have regarding this nakshatra and an ascendant placement here
HI!!! Omg I appreciate that, I love your insights too!!! So intuitive and always push me to research and expand my understanding on naks. I love following you!
This is really long so please bear with me but when I studied this nak it made me grow such great empathy and respect for them.
For me, the ascendant represents the life path. In the case of Jyestha rising, it’s not so much a material path as it is a deeply spiritual one. Their journey involves confronting and ultimately releasing the mindset they grew up with—almost like holding a funeral for the old self—so they can fully step into the higher calling symbolized by the Leo Midheaven.
The life of a Jyestha ascendant is one of liberation. The first half of their life is often spent trying to break free from the environment they were born into—especially if that environment was stifling or neglectful. The second half is about liberating themselves from the inner compulsion to constantly prove their worth. That’s why Jyestha can sometimes reflect Leo-like qualities: they develop this powerful public persona, one that radiates resilience, presence, and inner strength. The world sees them as indestructible. But if they haven’t done the inner healing work, the pain rooted in their 4th house—often associated with Saturn’s influence—can still haunt them.
This Saturnian 4th house can manifest as internalized beliefs shaped by caregivers who told them, directly or indirectly, that they weren’t strong enough, creative enough, or capable enough to rise above their circumstances. Even if they reach massive success, those narratives can linger. For Jyestha, the real battle isn’t “rags to riches”—they often accomplish that with shocking ease. The deeper struggle is the need to keep proving themselves over and over. There’s always another mountain, another enemy, another challenge, because the real fight is within: the fear of not being enough.
That’s why I sometimes I think Kanye West has a Jyestha placement because the energy is this intense narrative of “they still want me to fail. I’m not a kid!” But often, it’s not “they”—it’s the trauma itself. The intrusive thoughts of I’m not strong enough, I’m not good enough, the desperate need to be better, better, better—just to prove to the public and to themselves that nothing can break them.
While Jyestha can achieve tremendous success, they may just as easily lose it if they haven’t cultivated the inner peace to say: I am enough. I am more than my wealth. I am more than my trauma. I don’t need to keep fighting. Without this peace, they can begin to perceive threats everywhere—even where none exist—because they’re conditioned to stay on high alert, ready to defend what they’ve built. And what they’ve built isn’t just material wealth—it’s a throne, a legacy forged entirely by their own hands. Nothing was handed to them; they had to prove their worth from the ground up, echoing the energy of the Leo Midheaven opposed the Aquarius 4th house.
That’s the turning point—and it’s not an easy one. Getting Jyestha (and even Ashlesha) out of the “I must always struggle” mindset is difficult, because the fight has been their entire identity. But in truth, their most important battle is between their wounded self and their higher self.
That’s why it’s so powerful for Jyestha natives to build things from scratch. They need to see their progress and record that progress over time—especially when it comes to shadow work via scripting or rewriting their history LITERALLY. Watching themselves evolve, watching their efforts pay off—that’s what builds their confidence especially if they do it in secret away from the public eye. That’s what helps them transform. Their success may come easy and quickly through their vigorous work ethic, but it’s important for them to focus more on their old habits and mindsets finally falling away once they recognize their intrinsic value, not just the performance of strength.
Ultimately, the fight isn’t external. It’s a spiritual war within the psyche. Jyeshtha often carries a Saturn-influenced 4th house, and with Aquarius energy there, they may have experienced betrayals by father figures or close male relationships that continued to put them in a insubordinate or “little boy/girl” position,blocking them from opportunities. These betrayals, paired with the emotional neglect via words and beliefs, can leave deep wounds that influence how they view power, trust, and self-worth.
But when they stop needing to grind to feel valuable—when they allow rest, healing, and spiritual integration—that’s when Jyestha ascendants begin to embody the true essence of their path: not as warriors in constant battle, but as wise elders who have mastered themselves.
Honestly, I think this is the true mastery of Scorpio. Vishaka is the sudden storm—chaotic, violent, and shocking. It represents the moment the Scorpio is caught off guard, taking a devastating hit they never saw coming, the ultimate Tower moment. Then comes Anuradha, the witness. The one who says, Never again.This is the stage of learning boundaries, loyalty, and devotion—but also developing a quiet strength, shaped by pain and may even hold onto that pain so they can never forget, the reverse tower moment. By the time we reach Jyestha, there’s a transformation: instead of just reacting to chaos, they become the chaos. They create the storm on their own terms, using it as a defense mechanism to prevent another Vishaka moment. It’s a form of preemptive power—controlling what hurt them so it can never catch them off guard again.
But for Jyestha ascendants, there’s a crucial point of healing—and it lies in the 2nd house of Mula. Mula energy is about uprooting, cutting to the core, and destroying those false foundations of worth and value. In the 2nd house, it demands a deep excavation of self-worth and survival instincts. Jyeshtha ascendants must confront the painful roots of how they define value—especially their own.
Mula in the 2nd house reminds them: your worth is not just in what you build or your abundance of things. It is already embedded in you. Yes, you created your empire, but the abundance was already yours—it was owed to you, divinely planted there through the pain you endured, especially in childhood. You do not need to constantly prove you are worthy of having it. You do not need to tear yourself apart, creating more chaos to have the excuse to rebuild again and again just to feel deserving.
This placement challenges Jyestha to stop questioning their intrinsic value. It pushes them to understand that their voice, their talents, their legacy—they are not up for debate and never were. The healing comes not through domination or survival alone, wasting your energy but through a kind of surrender: accepting that worthiness is not something earned through pain, but something reclaimed after it.
Mars Nakshatra Women (in the West) as All American Girls 🌭🍺🇺🇸
The first two examples featuring Nicki Minaj & Megan thee Stallion are from a viral post about Megan becoming the new American flag icon instead of Nicki.
Doja Cat also went viral over photos of her posing in an American flag bikini while doing stereotypical American things like eating a hot dog and drinking a beer.
Then of course there’s Beyoncé with Cowboy Carter and a whole song titled “American Requiem.”
A sitcom titled “All American Girl” starring Mrigashira moon Margaret Cho as the main character.
The United States has Dhanishta moon & Mrigashira mars/AK.
According to some, the Earth’s muladhara chakra (associated with mars) resides in the West.
Side notes — This essence extends into the men of mars nakshatras. Additionally, I notice Jyeshta showing up frequently in men and women who portray a similar vibe, which makes sense because the U.S. is capitalism central and Jyeshta is the billionaire. This nakshatra is ruled by mars in terms of rashi and shares the same planetary lords as Chitra (Mars + Mercury). Jyeshta connects to the eagle as well 🦅
How I shift/manifest *ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
I would like to preface this by saying: This may not work for you, but if you want it to work for you then it can. Assume that it does and persist.
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I follow the Law Of Assumption, and although Neville Goddard is my favorite guide and teacher when it comes to it, I’ve added my own little twist to his teachings. And since everything I assume as fact is fact, my method perfectly works for me. It has no choice but to work.
My foundation for manifesting and shifting is the deeply rooted knowledge that I am limitless. That I am the endless awareness, projecting my desired state onto the 3D, and that everything physical is entirely flexible and conforms to my will. Once you understand that as fact, you have what you need to build your own desired method of manifesting/shifting.
Some examples: You can create spell jars/sigils to make your desired states physically manifest. You can make offerings to deities or pray to them. You can visualize, you can robotically affirm, you can do any of those fancy meditation methods.
What do I do? I choose what I want for my physical reality to show me, and when I want it, and then I intend for it to show up at that moment. Why does it work? Because I acknowledge that I have all the necessary information in the 4D already, and that the 3D is an instant, flexible reflection. Once again, it has no choice but to follow my instructions. And that’s it, it’s that simple.
Example: I would like to have 1000€. I can either intend to receive 1000€ in a week, or I can intend to awaken in a reality in which I’ve already received the money. Whatever works best.
The only thing you’d have to persist in is your foundation. There’s no need to spend any more time doing methods, affirming for something a dozen times, etc. you KNOW the physical reality is a reflection of yourself, you KNOW that time is a physical construct and therefore also entirely dependent on you, you KNOW that your physical reality aligns instantly, and you have the ability to choose a time buffer. You KNOW that you are truly infinite. So why make it more difficult? Just remember that, and choose which information you’d like to project!
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Her focus was on the men of this nakshatra which is exactly why I have focused on the women of this nakshatra consistently for over a year now. Everything I’ve been sharing is everything she’s saying, just from the male perspective (which I do touch on from time to time, especially in regards to the sevenfold path towards enlightenment and becoming a gentleman, which Aryaman is said to be godhead of and why he is known as a “noble man” or “gentle man”). For men, this nakshatra represents discipline over the lower centers and rising up to pay respect to the yoni as the ultimate source of all power and creation. For women, this nakshatra looks like releasing control over her lower centers and finding comfort in her sexuality and embodying herself as the creator of all life (and finding a man who is worthy enough to see her worth as well). This is why this nakshatra is the awakening of the female sexuality overall. It’s the spiritual awakening of both primordial masculine and feminine energy through paying respects to the yoni as the ultimate source of creation.
Instead of “Kundalini” awakening she interprets it as “Shakti awakening”. Both are the same.
The video was amazing and I can’t wait to see her pov on the women of this nakshatra :)
pure consciousness is the pure awareness that was here before you before you were given a name, an identity, a body, a story. everything around is all just consciousness every thought is just consciousness, every emotion is just a state of consciousness. anger, happiness, love, sadness, envy, greed etc every emotion and every thought is just a state of consciousness because being aware of your 4d reality and 3d reality is how you consciously manifest, often negative thoughts can arise which comes part of your ego.
fighting against it feeds your ego, because it thrives on resistance, the more you resist the stronger it becomes. now, negative thoughts don’t actually have a meaning unless you give it a meaning, the key is either to ignore the thought and let it pass like a cloud and don’t engage or you flip it, so whatever you are affirming, introducing a new belief like my SP is obsessed with me for example ahem, you may have a belief part of your self concept that completely contradicts that such as i am not good enough or men just prefer other women or whatever, when you introduce a new thought that you are trying to create as an assumption your ego comes in with the alarm bells ringing, now it’s up to you to either ignore your ego or flip the thought and say nope he is obsessed with me now this is basically telling your ego to shut the fuck up the more you keep affirming and ignoring the negative thoughts and flipping them to say NOPE and whatever you are affirming.
nope, i’m a master of the void. nope, i’m loved and adored by all. nope, i’m a money magnet. nope my sp loves me
these are just examples of affirmations of you flipping it against the negative thoughts because you don’t want to engage with them you want to keep persisting, persisting shuts the ego down and allows the new belief to form.
so with pure consciousness this just the state of pure, raw awareness where you are connected with your higher self, your god self, your subconscious. it’s your home and usually the keys to unlocking these doors are normally thru SATS, like where you go to sleep or waking up first thing but it can also be achieved by meditating because meditating is just allowing your body to relax and fall asleep while the mind itself stays awake and this is what SATS is state akin to sleep but also mind awake body asleep! so behind every thought, feeling, identity, and your story there is just silence. this is a space untouched by time and space and matter it’s just you, it’s a state that’s within you so it’s not hard to reach. there is no way of purchasing a void ticket to board the consciousness express to the void state it’s a state within you, like i said every thought and feeling and emotion is also just a state of consciousness but this state of consciousness within you is PURE state it’s the pure and raw state where you are disconnected from this world with no name or body or identity essentially you are like a bubble just floating in nothingness. this is exactly what you are when you sleep, when you sleep and dream you also enter pure consciousness only you are just now aware because the conscious brain is fully shut off so when you dream you can’t see, hear, feel, smell or taste anything. with pure consciousness it’s only having your logical brain turn off so the ego shuts down and you stop identifying with yourself and your thoughts which neville goddard referred to as being unconditional.
so when trying to access pure consciousness, the key is to let go of everything and stop trying to force it because it’s your true nature and the only reason everything manifests instantly is because there is no space or time, there is no ego to interfere and there is no 3d reality you are connected to, you are just nothing but you become everything at the same time. you have no identity, no ego, no body, no past you are just aware you are existing in your raw and truest form.
most of you also struggle entering because you can’t drop the desire of trying to force it, you aren’t allowing yourself to relax and just surrender to become your true self, you may also try to enter with the idea of manifesting but also drop it, drop the need to control the desired outcome. as neville goddard taught it - being unconditional so affirming without conditioning those words to return to your true self and this means letting go of everything around you, your identity, your ego, your past. only then can you fully achieve pure consciousness when you drop the desire to enter and just surrender and let go of everything will you transcend to this pure and raw state. in this state once it’s reached do you want to condition those affirmations which will then manifest instantly as it’s free from resistance and interference of the ego and because you have no 3d reality in this state but your subconscious mind knows of everything you have lived for, the logistics of manifesting doesn’t matter in this state. you will shift to a reality with your desire and everything will be exactly as how you want it because you know what you want and your subconscious is you and it knows what you want.
ACCESSING IT:
now to enter, i wouldn’t essentially call this a method but more just a relaxation technique? idk but anyway this will involve using your 5 senses and also letting go of everything.
first i want you to think of your emotion, what are you feeling? excitement? nervous? angry? sad? whatever it is i want you to take a moment to calm yourself down because you want to be able to relax for this.
are you calm enough? if not keep going, if you are then good.
let’s move on.
now i want you to scan your body mentally from head to toe, scan each and every part to release the tension and let your body relax, when you feel relaxed you may feel like your body is asleep. if it doesn’t, then keep scanning or if you feel relaxed enough then you could choose to daydream or what. if you need to itch just go for it, it’s okay, moving your body for a second is okay because at this stage your only relaxing your body you haven’t focused on the mind part yet.
at some point your body should be asleep and you won’t feel any itching or the need to move it. have you reached it? great.
next part
okay onto the breathwork, this is for calming the mind fully now, take deep breaths, try the 4x4x4 method but i recommend trying to hold it as long as possible because this really really helps with trying to shut your mind off, there is no time process you just need to do it until you feel there’s no thoughts in your head or just until your mind feels relaxed enough.
now here is where you want to start engaging with your senses, the 5 senses. the goal is to disconnect from each one as you allow yourself to tracnscend deeper into your meditation or relaxation whatever you wanna call it but it allows you move towards the void.
so you can choose whatever sense you wanna focus on first but save your sight for last.
taste - bring your awareness to your taste, imagine you have no taste, no flavour, there is no sensation and disconnect from it, feel the absence in your mind.
smell- move your awareness on to your sense of smell, imagine you cannot smell anything around you, the air is clear, there is nothing and disconnect from it, feel that absence in your mind.
touch - move your awareness to your touch, feel your bed but now you want to start disconnecting from it, imagine yourself just floating, there is nothing there there is no body, disconnect from it and feel that absence in your mind.
hearing - move your awareness to your hearing, anything you hear around you imagine it fading away, you cannot hear anything, keep your focus on the surrounding all fading away one by one.
now is sight - this is where you want to focus on the blackness behind your lids and imagine that as all you can see, this is just nothing, it’s just black, it’s all you can see.
next step is basically shutting the ego down some thoughts may arise but just observe them because you want to be unconditional, don’t engage let them pass the more you ignore and focus on your breathing for now the faster the ego will turn itself off or just shut up basically.
now you should have relaxed ur body and disconnected from your senses or they should all feel faint start imaging yourself as a bubble or ball of light or whatever you want and pretend you don’t have a name, you don’t have a body or past: you don’t have an identity start telling yourself you don’t, imagine it. your ego may try to fight you but keep ignoring it eventually all will shut down, your ego will finally let go and shut up, you’ll feel as though you don’t have any identity or you are confident you don’t have one as you are just awareness without identity now.
by this point you should 100% be in SATS, start affirming I Am/I am pure consciousness/I am the void and try to convince yourself you are already there. focus on the darkness and keep affirming don’t engage with senses or your body leave it to sleep leave the surroundings to keep fading, leave the ego it’s quiet, leave the identity you don’t have one. keep affirming and surrender to it, you may feel symptoms you may not, you may float or spin, don’t pay attention to them ignore it and focus on being nothing eventually you will enter and you will feel a peace you may have never felt before, this is your true self and you’ll feel like your everything but nothing at the same time.
now you are here to either affirm and have it manifest instantly or just enjoy the peace!