LOA IS SO FUN.

what the fuck

girl BREAK FREE FROM YOUR HUSBAND ENTIRELY

DIVORCE

How Leo placements and 1st house stelliums be at somebody else birthday party:

Libra and Gemini placements telling you some shit they know will upset you so that they can watch the drama from afar while everyone else looks crazy:

People with Mercury Square Mars or Moon trying to share their feelings but it comes out sounding horrible:

When you upset the Mercury/Pluto, Scorpio Mercury or Mercury 8th house person:

When yall have no hard aspects in synastry:

Peoples reaction to anything you wear when you have Lilith aspecting Ascendant:

People with Venus aspecting Neptune when the honeymoon phase is over and they find out you have flaws:

Click method (100% method to change mindset for anything)

I need to get something off.

Guys, do one thing, please, oh my god If you're reading this? Do this NOW.

Sit somewhere, like sit, just sit, and simply let your mind wander PLEASE TRUST ME AND DO IT, don't push it aside saying it's just a silly little other shit hell no I'm serious.

Let your thoughts take over, look at your past, reflect it, and let that one small realization snap in your mind hardcore.

You.

Literally.

Know.

The.

Secret.

To.

Your.

Life.

Oh my god isn't this what people think of? CAN'T YOU SEE? you got it, it's in Your hands so much, you're one minute away from it, one second, REALIZE you're actually getting whatever you want.

Just. Be. Goddamn. Persistent.

I swear this random ass method came up to me back in March where everything changed me for the best, I wanna call it the Click method, I don't know if there's anything similar, but god knows how it can help you.

Summary:

Sit somewhere

Let your mind wander

Look at yourself, your life, reflect your past your present, your future, every small detail on yourself, just everything

Now just sit there and wait for that realization to click and sit in being FULLY emerged deep and engraved in your mind, that after everything, "you are chosen."

Feel that? That bliss, that shock? That feeling that "what the fuck have I been doing so far? What the hell did I waste so much time for?"

This guys? This helped me snap my mindset, you don't need days to change the mindset, it's just the click of the realization, try it, seriously try it, and to actually trick your mind you've done it, I suggest tricking yourself (not necessary, but some people like to be logical and back it up with actions), simply tap a part of your body when you realize it, when that thought flows in your mind just as moments ago the thought of "I like the color xyz" had gone by.

It clicks.

Use it as any method, void, manifesting, revising, whatever the fuck you want, this just conjured up in my dream and I already feel how it can help people.

At it’s most primal level, Uttara Phalguni is the food chain/circle of life. In its civilized state, it is the process of social climbing and obtaining material success and prosperity (basically, rising to the top of the food chain. A common expression said amongst sun nakshatra natives in general is having a lot of “food on [their] plate,” meaning they have risen beyond the lower classes. Uttara Phalguni specifically deals with manners and nobility because it has the desire to be Lord of Animals, which means it desires to rise beyond animalistic tendencies such as poor behavior, poor etiquette and ignorance. They strive to prosper upwards in every sense. Its color is bright blue, like the midday sky. Its sight is facing upward. It is associated with Kundalini awakenings or spiritual awakenings as well. We wake up in our beds when the sun illuminates our consciousness and brings us back to this life. For this reason this nakshatra is loosely connected to astral experiences and dreams, as well).

They use everything they have learned from their ancestor’s mistakes in order to rise and prosper. This is part of why they are generational curse breakers. These people have a natural affinity for history and searching for the ultimate truth in all of creation, especially through the past or their ancestry, all in order to experience spiritual liberation. They are truly the wish-fulfillers of their ancestor’s dreams. They are accustomed to the primal behaviors of people and how we have evolved as creatures. They use this to their advantage to gain material abundance (like how UPH women use their seductive power to tempt men through p-rnography) which closely connects to their power to gain wealth through marriage or unions.

All 3 sun nakshatras deal with evolution (with venus nakshatras as well)

Krittika is the birth of mankind; the first fire discovered by cavemen. The birth of the first man himself.

Uttara Phalguni is the civilized man in a newly found society. This is mankind when it begins to spiritually evolve beyond its own primal instincts in order to create civilizations. This is also the AWAKENING of the first woman, as she must awaken to the civilization being created around her so she does not become oppressed (and also so she can take her rightful position as the one who churns all of creation at her hips and rise to the top of all hierarchies through this truth).

Uttara Ashadha is the idea of survival of the fittest and getting rid of any weaker species for the benefit of a stronger society (these ideas get even trickier to explain for a lot of reasons, but mostly because it’s just way too much detail. Just consider the fact that Charles Darwin had Uttara Ashadha moon)

Everyone is You Pushed Out (EIYPO) - Part 3

I'm still so fascinated by Everyone is You Pushed Out. So, I want to talk about it more. It deserves another post.

What do you keep expecting from others?

I keep noticing that this is something I trip up on. When you've had certain expectations of people or of a certain person for a long period of time, it can feel difficult to think that they can change. For example, my boyfriend is known for being really shy. So, every time I see him, I don't expect him to talk my ear off or open up much about things going on in his personal life. I've only ever seen the version of him in my 3D that's more reserved, so that's what I expect every time.

Additionally, with people you don't know, it can either feel really easy or really challenging to change your expectations of them. Let's say you always expect bad things from the US president (not trying to get political, this is just a good example). Then, you'll keep hearing the bad things he's doing every time you turn on the news or talk to friends who feel worried, too. But, of course, this seems like a very big expectation to change, especially since he is someone who's well-known and highly valued by a lot of people, so please don't put yourself down for having negative expectations.

But, considering everyone reflects us in some way, it is very much possible to change our expectations of someone else, which will then change how they are. Having negative expectations or ones that won't benefit our circumstances/situation can make manifesting someone feel more challenging. With that being said, we have to figure out how we can change those expectations when we want to turn a situation around.

How good self concept can help change others

What things do you value in yourself or in others? Do you know? It's really good to have an idea of what qualities you value in yourself and what ones you'd like to see in others. Understanding that and affirming what you want to see is what will help change your own mindset as well as how others act.

This is why one of the methods that's encouraged for romantic SPs is coming up with a list of qualities and traits you want to see in them. Having a well-drawn up, organized list of qualities is what gives us a clear idea of what we're looking for and can make it super easy to manifest someone. This can also be done for anyone in your life. Like, what qualities make someone a good boss? What qualities make someone a good friend?

When you better your self concept, you'll change who you interact with, too. Speaking from my own experience, when I realized I don't need to complain and seek validation from others, I didn't want that quality in my best friend. My (now ex) best friend was that exact type of person because they reflected me. But now they're out of my life because I realized I don't like that quality about myself and stopped giving that person the validation they were expecting from me.

Yes, I know I said in my first post that you don't need good self concept to change others. I still stand by that. It is not needed. But, it can help when you do. Having a clearer idea of what you value and what you love about yourself can create better expectations of and experiences with others.

Focus on having good expectations, not negative ones

Going back to what I said in my last section, keep the good qualities in mind, not the bad ones. I'll give an example. After dealing with some bad past relationships with men, you might expect that "all (or most) men are bad." You'll hear a lot of people say it, too. Then, whenever a new crush comes into your life, there will be at least one bad quality in him that creates a poor relationship or makes you lose romantic feelings for him.

This is when you should view your life as if it's an algorithm (because it pretty much is). If you perceive yourself as someone who's single and thinks badly of men, then you will keep having undesirable men flirt with you and keep hearing other single women talk about how bad men are. It's like when you're scrolling through TikTok and "like" the videos of women ranting about their bad dates with men. TikTok processes that this is the type of content you enjoy watching and will keep showing you more videos of women talking about their horrible dates. Life itself works the very same way.

Imagine your subconscious as TikTok or YouTube. What you like and what you feed it (what you keep watching and favoriting/liking) is what it'll keep producing into your reality. You see where I'm coming from?

Dead bodies that walk in the night, living bodies suddenly possessed by new owners and deadly aspirations, bodies without sensible form, and a body of unnatural laws in accordance with which tortures and executions are meted out — some examples of the logic of supernatural horror. It is a logic founded on fear, a logic whose sole principle states: "Existence equals nightmare." Unless life is a dream, nothing makes sense. For as a reality, it is a rank failure.

Thomas Ligotti, Songs of a Dead Dreamer

best advice you’d give a girl?

Fight tooth and nail for your boundaries

punarvasu । पुनर्वासु

𑁍 meaning — “return to the light”

𑁍 shakti [divine power] — "vasutva prapana shakti" the ability to gain wealth or substance

𑁍 presiding deity — ADITI

the sanskrit word aditi (अदिति) means "boundless," "limitless," "freedom," or "innocence"

𑁍 punarvasu is of the deva (godly) clan and belongs to the the merchant caste; its primary motivation is artha — the pursuit of wealth, material well-being and prosperity; artha (अर्थ) in sanskrit means meaning or purpose

𑁍 the vimshottari lord is jupiter, brihaspati - guru of the gods; the realm of ether - beyond space

Jacob's Dream, William Blake, Punarvasu moon

For further insights into the cosmic function of punarvasu and Aditi

I will be quoting an excerpt from 'DIVINE HORSEMEN: THE LIVING GODS OF HAITI' — MAYA DEREN

Here, I liken the haitian goddess Erzulie to the vedic Aditi as they represent the same archetype and symbolism

"Myth is the facts of the mind made manifest in a fiction of matter." — maya deren, punarvasu ketu (below)

Erzulie: Goddess — The Tragic Mistress

Voudoun has given woman, in the figure of Erzulie, exclusive title to that which distinguishes humans from all other forms: their capacity to conceive beyond reality, to desire beyond adequacy, to create beyond need. In Erzulie, Voudoun salutes woman as Divinity of the dream, the Goddess of Love, the muse of beauty.

It has denied her emphasis as mother of life and of men in order to regard her (like Mary, with whom Erzulie is identified) as mother of man's myth of life — its meaning. In a sense, she is that very principle by which man conceives and creates divinity.

Thus, to man himself, she is as mistress.

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Erzulie moves in an atmosphere of infinite luxury, a perfume of refinement, which, from the first moment of her arrival, pervades the very air of the peristyle, and becomes a general expansiveness in which all anxieties, all urgencies vanish.

The tempo of movements becomes more leisurely, tensions dissolve and the voices soften, losing whatever aggressive or strident tones they may have had. One has the impression that a fresh, cooling breeze has sprung up somewhere and that the heat has become less intense, less oppressive.

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She is provided with a fresh white or rose silk handkerchief which she arranges carefully around her hair.

Perfume is imperative, and there may be powder as well. A white or rose dress of delicate cloth, with lace or embroidery, has been keps in readiness for her. And, finally, she is brought not one necklace, but several, of gold and pearls, along with earrings and bracelets and her three wedding bands.

The careful, unhurried accumulation of costume is an act which, step by step, rejects the primitive, the "natural condition", and, step by careful step, instructs the fortunate attendants in the idea of beauty, the sense of form, and, above all, the cumulative painstaking process by which a work of man — be it art or myth — is created.

The Goddess examines each article minutely; where alternative choice exists, her considered selection, her indecision are very pointed; each effect is critically scrutinized, often rejected and rearranged. The very process of this creative transformation becomes so significant that whether it is a large audience or a small family who await her, or how long they may have to wait, ceases to be of any consequence.

What is of consequence is the act itself, and the demonstration of the fact that such an act can transfigure the female into the feminine.

Her voice is a delicate soprano; her every gesture, movement of eyes, and smile, is a masterpiece of beguiling coquetry; with her, human relationship becomes itself significant rather than merely a means to an end.

She may visit her altar chamber and be pleased that the flowers are fresh, for flowers are her passion.

kalu uchis, punarvasu ☉

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She may ask for a favorite song, for she loves to dance and is the most graceful of all loa; or she may simply give audience to her admirers, and by her postures and attitudes transform the crude chair in which she sits into a throne.

Above all, she favors desserts, decorated cakes and confections of all kinds. Or, if she has arrived on an impromptu visit, she may be content with a sip of the crême de menthe or the champagne which, theoretically, should always be ready for her appearance.

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As Lady of Luxury, she gives gifts constantly;

her own perfume, the handkerchief she wears, the food and money which she distributes generously.

She particularly rewards those who are handsome, or who dance well, or whose personality pleases her. She never neglects one who is devoted to her.

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an altar to maîtresse erzulie, mistress erzulie, metres elizi freda

As Lady of Luxury she is, above all, Goddess of Love, that human luxury of the heart which is not essential to the purely physical generation of the body. She is as lavish with that love as she is generous with her gifts. She treats men with such demonstrative affection that it might seem, at times, embarrassing. She will embrace them, and kiss them, caress them, sit with an arm around those to both sides of her.

Nothing is meted out or budgeted, there is more than enough; this is her way of loving, this is the divine fecundity of the heart. A heart is, indeed, her symbol, most often the pierced heart identified with Mary.

She, who is the wealthiest of the loa, the most frequently gifted with luxurious accoutrement, suffers for not being "served" enough.

She, who is the most complimented, most beloved, most often wedded in the sacred marriage of devotee and divinity — she who is Goddess of Love — protests that she is not loved enough."

Inevitably then – she begins to weep. Tenderly they would comfort her, bringing forward still another cake, another jewel, pledging still another promise. But it would seem that nothing in this world would ever, could ever, answer those tears. It is because of these tears that the women, who might otherwise resent her, are so gentle. In their real, reasonable world there is no grief like this.

this weeping is so inaccessible to reason that one thinks, inevitably, of a child's innocence of reason. It is this sense of innocence which emanates from her that makes her identification with the Virgin Mary somehow seem truer than her promiscuity, than even the fact that the devotion of prostitutes makes of her almost their patron saint.

lana del rey, punarvasu mercury

She is the divinity of the dream, and it is in the very nature of dream to begin where reality ends and to spin it and to send it forward in space, as the spider spins and sends forward its own thread.

The labor of Erzulie is as endless as the capacity of man to dream and, in the very act of accomplishing that dream, to have already dreamed again. It is upon this diminutive feminine figure that man has placed the burden of the most divine paradox — He has conceived her without satisfactions, without balance, to insure an overwhelming balance against his own satisfactions. This is the meaning of the merciless muse, the most unhappy Medusa.

Erzulie is the loa of the impossible perfection which must remain unattainable. Man demands that she demand of him beyond his capacity. The condition of her divinity is his failure; he crowns her with his own betrayals. Hence she must weep; it could not be otherwise.

The wound of Erzulie is perpetual: she is the dream impaled eternally upon the cosmic cross/roads where the world of men and the world of divinity meet, and it is through her pierced heart that "man ascends and the gods descend".

Rose & dahlia by Salvador Daví, Punarvasu Rising

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Joy and woe are woven fine,

A clothing for the soul divine;

Under every grief and pine

Runs a joy with silken twine.

It is right it should be so;

Man was made for joy and woe;

And when this we rightly know,

Safely through the world we go.

— William Blake, punarvasu moon, "Auguries of Innocence" (1863)

"If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite."

— William Blake, "The Marriage of Heaven and Hell" (1790)

Lana del rey has mercury in punarvasu, and her music had a very fantastic, ethereal feel that almost lulls you into a dream-like state.

Her lyrics often reflect punarvasu themes of dreams, fantasy, sorrow, heart-ache, luxury, excess, affection

lyrics to lana's 'video games'

I say, "You the bestest" / Lean in for a big kiss / Put his favourite perfume on

It's you, it's you, it's all for you / Everything I do / I tell you all the time / Heaven is a place on earth with you

They say that the world was built for two / Only worth living if somebody is loving you

lyrics to 'honeymoon'

There are violets in your eyes / There are guns that blaze around you / There are roses in between my thighs / And fire that surrounds you

It's no wonder every man in town / Had neither fought nor found you / Everything you do is elusive / To even your honey dew

our honeymoon / Dreaming away your life

u survive literally every single event in your life & still every time a new event happens you feel like this is the event that will kill you and that you will never move on from but actually you will continue to survive like you always have bc u have a 100% win rate of surviving events. btw

Vedic Observations #3

✶⋆.˚ Rohini, Mrigashira, Ashlesha, and Uttara Bhadrapada are very prominent in dancers. They tend to be flexible, fluidity, and hypnotizing type of dancers and I've also noticed that a lot of them can do flips and tricks. It all makes sense since they're all connected to snakes. 🐍

✶⋆.˚ I absolutely love and adore Bharani women so damn much, they're so motherly and protective! My mother is a Bharani Sun and she's highly respected by those close to her and people, even men tried to get with her including past partners. Tifa Lockhart from Final Fantasy VII a Bharani Sun, is a prime example of what I'm talking about. (She's my favorite character and to my mom too!)

✶⋆.˚ The nakshatras that's the most sexualized in society and in the world are Rohini, Bharani, Ashlesha, Purva Phalguni, and Purva Ashadha. The opposite sex tends be obsessed or lust over their looks, body, and appeal. For example Lugi Mangione whose a Bharani Sun and Purva Phalguni moon is accused of shooting the CEO of UnitedHealthcare has been going viral since 2024 because of his attractiveness and several of Luigi's fans are even going as far to leak his nudes.

✶⋆.˚ When it comes to Martial Arts, you'll mostly see a lot of Martial Artists have Krittika, Rohini, Ardra, Pushya, Ashlesha, Vishakha, Anuradha, Jyestha, Mula, Shatabhisha, and Purva Bhadrapada in their big three.

✶⋆.˚ I calculated the birth charts of 24 popular fashion designers and the four nakshatras that tied 1st for Sun, Moon, and Ascendant was Shatabhisha, Rohini, Ashlesha, and Bharani.

✶⋆.˚ Chitras are candidly one of the most fashionable nakshatras out of the bunch. They're very good at detail and knows what goes together or not. It's not surprising that a ton of fashion designers have Chitra in the three, big six, along with Rahu and Ketu. These are the kings and queens of designing.

✶⋆.˚ Dhanistha natives are not only famous but also trendsetters too! Even after their death they still remain memorable and talked about all around the world, *ahem* Marilyn Monroe a Dhanistha moon. They really are iconic stars and beauties, Dhanistha men and women are the definition of walking celebrities even if they're regular people others will see them as someone to be admired.

✶⋆.˚ Rohini is the epitome of beauty and magnetism. This is truly one captivating star, these natives are so beautiful and effortlessly seductive. They naturally attract attention from everyone and have people simping over them all the time. Rohinis are always chosen for things and tend to be exceptionally popular among masses for their sex appeal, charm, and enchanting looks. (Also Spellbinding Eyes! 👀✨️)

✶⋆.˚ Moon ruled nakshatras (Rohini, Hasta, and Shravana) posses a natural talent in gathering everyone together just like the Moon itself, it's mesmerizing glow attracts billions with ease. Millions of individuals easily looks up and admires them to a large amount that it can cause cult like followings, they have a massive influence over the masses and this can lead to big time fame.