Latest Posts by jaysee049 - Page 2

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

your unreliable narrator fucking bit me

the skill of going "jesus i just dont fucking care" and scrolling on

ashes to ashes, dust to dust, reeses to pieces

Matteo, peeling a banana: May I take your jacket, sir? Hahahaha. 

Dave: Do you think other people can’t hear you?

I love you, George Takei.

Get High And Notice Basslines

big fan of the words fucking and idiot together. fucking idiot. so beautiful its like they belong together

found some old notes from unus annus era and one of them just says "UA is cursed phineas and ferb" and yeah. still sounds about right

Matching your freak is beautiful and all but what you really need is a boy who's infatuated with your freak. Down bad for your freak. Deeply intrigued by your freak. Eager to see more of your freak. Supportive of your freak. Gets bricked up witnessing your freak, even.

they call me the problem ignorer for reasons that i know but dont feel like addressing right now

being in college is either "wow this is great this is so much better than high school I love it here" or "I need to jump off of the roof of bleepus hall right fucking now"

I fucking love repetitive lines that change meaning over a piece of writing yes slay

mens thighs.

Anyone else having a terrible fucking time

An angel appeared to me and gave me a baseball bat with nails in it

i hope im not just a mutual to you but also a really annoying stranger who is somehow always going through something

i love taking things too far. best distance to take anything to be honest

I’ve been engaging in behaviours not beneficial to my wellbeing

what the fuck was that about

When you hear a new song on the radio and you’re desperately trying to pick a notable phrase so you can google it later

the urge to fuck him when he starts rambling about nerdy shit i don't understand

I was trying to be nice, you stupid fucking idiot.

I love it when an artist puts out a concept album and the concept is that they had a mental breakdown

i was meant to be someones spoiled and mischievous house cat

polycule where one guy has an “i can fix him” mindset and another guy has an “i can make him worse” mindset about the same third guy. net zero moral change

my heart goes out to you if you're a disabled person who has a complicated or negative relationship with sleep. if you need to sleep a lot but can't due to life circumstances, or sleeping extra causing other symptoms to flare up. if you can't sleep enough due to pain, or nightmares, or psychosis, or bipolar, or depression. if you sleep way too much and find it hard to stay awake. if you can't fall or stay asleep. if you need medication in order to be able to sleep. if you don't feel rested from sleep. if you wake up a lot in the night. if you have bladder or bowel accidents while asleep. if you twitch or convulse or move too or get injured in your sleep. if you can't control your sleep schedule no matter what. if you can't sleep during "normal" sleeping hours. if you can't sleep for 8+ hours straight but can sleep for shorter amounts of time. if sleep is what you need but for one reason or another you just can't or refuse to do it.

i care about you. your disabilities deserve to be seen and acknowledged