Latest Posts by jinxxedmisery - Page 2

I just wanted to come here and say, I'm sorry I haven't been active lately.

I haven't gotten around to requests in like months.. thankfully only one is in my inbox right now.

I also haven't been doing a lot of art.. things have happened which I will vent about... because my therapy appointment is over a month away and where else can I vent if not tumblr..

Tw mental health stuff, general health stuff, transphobia, relationship drama.

So happy Pride Month... it's nearly over, I know.. but oh well. Like a lot of people are saying, this pride month feels different.. less safe.. I came out as nonbinary to my family last year and started socially transitioning and I have known I was pansexual since 14.... so this stuff kinda hits hard.,

Even being in Canada it's scary seeing all this hate.. it's not as bad here.. but haha.. I happen to live in Alberta.. half the population here is homophobic, godfearing, truckers, cowboys, and farmers.... so I feel a sense of danger every time I'm open about it..

I went to a parade in my town.. we have a yearly event in June.. it's not pride.. but I kinda treat it as a form of pride.. I wore my pronoun pin badge I bought shortly after I came out. One of the town four churches has a Vacation Bible School program and a woman who is a pastor's wife always every year comes up to me and tells me she wants me to volunteer to help them out and kinda forces me to take an info packet....

Yeah.. this year she looked directly at my pin badge and talked to my parents instead basically pretending I didn't exist which was kinda funny and a huge relief.. hope this stops her from bothering me In the future... I did notice a few people look at it as well and like body block their child... which was so stupid.. istg conservatives think we're the boogeyman or some shit. Also kept getting misgendered... some lady who knew me from my childhood says "oh you've grown into such a beautiful young lady" and I straight up felt ill..

Anyway.. during that event my mother had a medical emergency.. she had a mini stroke.. my mom was very confused wasn't aware of her surroundings.. she's normally super resistant to going to the hospital and will fight you.. but she was so confused she got up, got her shoes on and got into the car and walked into the hospital without a fight...later she nearly punched me in the face while we were trying to hold her down so the nurses could get an IV in.. (they don't have daytime security at the local hospital and they don't have restraints) she said she doesn't remember any of it..,

As for my relationship.. I still have a boyfriend.. he's been pretty busy with work though.. his boss moved him to a super inconvenient schedule 3pm to 9pm.. every single day, no days off..

He's also had so much trouble with his car that it's not even funny. It's all been the coolant.. he thinks he's fixed it though so.. I'm hoping that won't be an issue as much.

So it's been hard for us (especially me.., because.. like my last relationship ended shortly after my ex couldn't make it out to see me.., he did finally admit it was excuses so.. I'd be lying if I didn't say I was afraid of that happening again) but we're enduring it.. he's a sweetheart and has been making time to talk to me after work almost every night until he gets too tired to continue..

It helps a lot.. he makes me feel wanted and he is trying his best to make it work so we can see eachother in person 😊he'll be coming out tomorrow morning and staying until 1pm.. we only get 2 hrs together but it's fine.. any amount of time with him that I get is worth it.

I promised him one day if he's able to visit for longer we'll watch Heathers: The Musical and get slushies... mountain dew, cherry or lime flavored ofc (iykyk) he's into that idea thankfully lol..

it's a requirement that everyone in my life watches Heathers at least once... I've seen it so many times I could almost recite the entire thing... 🤭

But that's all for now, when I get the motivation I will write requests!

I don’t want Disney to win. I just need Ron DeSantis to lose.

I haven't drawn Mello in a while... never posted on here... I'm proud of it (though it's directly copied off of a Manga panel) this was roughly 7hrs of work totally worth it, he's going on my wall for sure! ❤❤❤

Little known fact about me... I'm a Lokean, I have been for over a year.. I never mentioned that here, I know.. 🤭

Long ass spiritual ramble under the cut

I've been occupied with other things recently (namely getting a job for the first time) and I haven't had much mental energy to interact with him... so as reconciliation (ofc he demands that I don't need to apologize or anything but I did anyway) I made a new picture to go on his altar...

I also bought a statue (it was almost $150... RIP to my wallet 😭😭😭😭) it looks absolutely beautiful from the product pictures and it's handmade, reviews are good too, so I'm not too mad at the price.. it was the only one I could find that looked similar to how he usually appears to me... funny enough as I was browsing etsy looking for statues while I was taking a break from sketching, I said to him out loud... "damn.. it's all viking dudes with beards... none of these look enough like a twink"... and what do you know, the very next page, I found one that looks a hell of a lot more twink-like.. he even holds a rose which has special meaning to my spiritual journey with him. (First sign I asked him to show me and is my go to for signs now, I laid a bunch of fake roses on his altar too) I genuinely believe he put that one in front of me 😅

I... I painted him again 🥺👉👈

I'm sorry he's just too pretty not to..

Second guy didn't work out, he fucked his ex girlfriend 🙃🖕

Met a new guy, I've been we're seeing eachother Saturday, we're getting dinner together!

He's sweet, loves animals, skiing too, very cute looking, goes to university.. really loves cheesy romantic bs like I do. (Wants to cuddle and watch a movie together sometime)

It seems like he's genuine when he says he wants to be with me so... I'm happy..

Oh and my bitchass ex boyfriend stopped by to drop my stuff off finally.. I FEEL SO FREE NOW lmao.. I no longer have to chase his elusive ass down and beg him to give my shit back..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

Simping has extended to Elven kings, apologies lmao

Still simping for this boy... literally can't stop drawing him... help 🙃

Here's The reference btw...

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Haha I'm a simp I'm sorry 🤣

Also Def should have used brown to outline all the skin.. hands kinda blend into eachother... like one big amorphous blob oops.. 😅

I returned to Tumblr after a hiatus and there's hoards of them.. holy fuck...

I just spent like 2 hrs clearing my followers of that filth... please stop I beg you.. 😭😭😭

(Please god I had to block like 15 of them today)

Did a little doodle a couple days ago 🥺👉👈

Back from the dead once again with yet another update to this relationship situation..

First of all, I'm pretty much completely over him.. though he will be bringing my stuff back eventually I have no idea when... gotta give it to the fucker, he does seem like he wasn't lying about being a massive pussy about winter 🤣... a single snowflake could fall and he'd refuse to get in his car and go anywhere.. I feel sorry for whatever poor bitch he meets next if he continues to act like a baby. And btw... the Christmas gift I bought him before we broke up shall not be going to waste, it's going to my bestie who has been there for me through it all.. she's not reading this.. at least I don't think she is.. but LOVE YOU SAM!!!

Aaanyway I just met someone new.. we first started talking 2 weeks ago.. he had stuff going on so I left him alone for a week genuinely thought it was over with him before it even began bc he hadn't said a damn thing the entire week... but I reached out over the weekend and we talked until like 3am lol

He seems like a good guy, seems to be more dedicated than the last (that remains to be seen ofc.. not comparing him to my ex, but still trying to guard my emotions and keep from getting too attached too early on)

He has severe body image issues it seems.. I'm trying my best to help him a little by challenging his self critical beliefs and giving him compliments often. Not only about how he looks ofc...(this guy is seriously a beautiful human being, beautiful smile, jawline so sharp it could cut a bitch, beautiful eyes, beautiful lips, seriously... I'm surprised he hadn't gotten asked out more often.. not only that but he's genuine, sensitive, kinda funny too, respectful, Hella romantic lol)

This one is the type that wants to treat me like royalty.. he made me promise to one day go stargazing with him on a clear and warm night and kiss him under the moonlight.. (I ifc added slow dancing to that bc.. well that has ALWAYS been my dream date) but I'm thinking for a first date, I might go up and meet him for lunch or something on a day he has off of school (university) and work... he is an hour away and I don't drive so I'll probably be relying on my dad to take me there.. unless I can get my friend and her boyfriend to go on a double date with us and hitch a ride with them lol.

Though he has said he wants to come here... but idk.. that may not be possible for a while and I'm thinking we need a meeting face to face sooner rather than later.. I find it solidifies the connection better.

I really hope this goes somewhere.. I quite like him and can totally see this working 😊

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

And that went..... terribly

He broke up with me on boxing day because he "realized he wasn't ready for commitment"..

I was asking him for comfort because my mom was hospitalized and I was terrified, I wanted someone to be with me... and he did this instead... he told me it would be best for me if he broke it off because he "couldn't keep pretending everything was fine" (he hadn't been able to get out and see me... because he's like the biggest coward on earth about snow and ice and his parents arr equally as bad and he would not even try to fight his parents on any of it)

Literally this boy's mom told him to break up with me, that it wasn't worth coming out to help me through that night.....

Like seriously? Did he even stop to consider how this might affect me? Clearly not, or maybe he didn't give a shit.

Really pisses me off, I was nearly hospitalized myself that night because I took two massive, traumatic emotional blows and I was nearly going to end my life. Had it not been for my father talking to him (he agreed to remain friends.... we'll see how long that lasts 🙄) and talking me down, I don't think I'd be here

yea.. after this I'm fucking done with men and their stupid commitment issues and their mama's boy mentality.. hope I meet a woman... or a man who is motherless and more dedicated to the relationship.

And I was so dumb for letting myself plan a future with him... he didn't deserve me, he never did, I should have seen the signs so much earlier...

Anyway, I lost all sense of self and purpose... so Idk what to really do...

I'm trying to do art and the things I love but like everything I do reminds me of him... no matter what it is and it reduces me to a crying heap..

So.... um in honor of this truly nightmarish situation, I'm taking requests... for art, not fanfiction..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

Oh oops forgot to post this here lol

She'll be up as an example on my commission page soon

Make sure to go over to my ko-fi

Hey,

As a lot of you probably know... Twitter is a disaster 🙃

I was posting art there for a while then took a break and I was just thinking I'd get back to it when... bam... It got taken over and now we're here...

So... Like many other artists, I'm using Tumblr again, this time, not for fanfiction, but art.

So I will describe my art journey and where I want to end up for those unfamiliar.

I have been creating art since I was little, I never stopped drawing since I could pick up a pen... but I only got serious about art after I watched the anime series, Black Butler at 12 years old. I started out with colored pencils and pens... sharpies and Crayola pencils plus a ton of cheaper branded colored pencils

Nowadays, I mainly work in watercolours. I find Painting very relaxing, though I'm sort of on and off working on digital art... which I will post periodically.

In the future, I really would love to be a concept artist for a game company... or work commissions! Either would be very fun, I think! I want to go to university for art to really hone my skills and look more legit on a resume ofc.

Here is my most recent piece which will be my profile picture on all art related social media from now on

I try to create a finished piece once every 2 weeks, but I want to try increasing that to once every week!

Oh, yes andI should probably mention, I do have a Ko-Fi set up in case anyone likes what I'm doing.. I will be open to commissions there in the coming weeks, I will update here when they are ready and open!

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

Ok, I know no one asked but....

Here's a preview of an OC I'm currently working on!

I worked too hard on him to let him just fade into my sketchbook... so I'm gonna push him on Tumblr.

His name is Everett Bathory and he's a vampire guitarist for a band of ghouls lol. I'm not at home for another week so I can't finish them entirely yet, but I'll probably post sketches and backstories while I wait to get back to my art supplies at home!

Idk if anyone knows that I'm Obey Me trash, but.. I am happy to announce that Lucifer will now indefinitely be wearing this on my home screen. And no, I do not regret my decision to waste grim and other materials on getting this outfit because words cannot describe how much I am LIVING for Lucifer in a unicorn onesie.

Now.. the question is... should it be my new profile picture here?

I did it!

Ok... So I know probably like no one cares... but I just got one of my two vaccines today (Specifically the Pfizer vaccine) and...

I somehow didn't have a panic attack!

Like usually I'm a crying mess no matter what size of needle as long as they're the hypodermic kind. The mere thought of them freaks me out.

But somehow... I just sat there, in a kinda flimsy white chair between a nurse and my dad, distraction in hand (that distraction was an episode of JJBA) I had only just pressed play and dropped my arm, felt a her wipe my arm with an alcohol pad and then a tiny pinch... and... bam.. done.. didn't even get 5 seconds into it. No tears were shed, no public embarrassment!

I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF, I FEEL LIKE A GOD OR SOMETHING!!

Anyway so apparently my arm is supposed to ache or something soon so it's gonna be less awesome when that happens..

I'll be posting more headcanons and stuff soon I just dipped back into mysme, so I'll probably briefly go back to my roots and write a couple Vanderwood and minor trio headcanons for old time's sake!

Alucard x Fem Reader

I just watched Castlevania and... Alucard seriously makes me want to cry sometimes holy shit..

So to express my newfound love for this series... And its sparkly blonde vampire man, here's a full ass fic about comforting Alucard after that horrifying s3 betrayal..

Hope you enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing this!

Warnings: Vampire bby crying, Spoilers for season 3

Alucard laid in bed staring at the ceiling. The events of the night before were still fresh in his mind. Two humans he had trusted enough to let into his bed, had entirely betrayed him. And now, Alucard was entirely alone again.

As the poor vampire was sulking in his big ass castle, a woman Alucard knew very well approached. Dressed in a cloak covering a long black dress adorned with pearls and red jewels. She looked like a vampire in her own rite, however, she was in fact entirely human. As she heaved the castle door open, she called out to him.

"Alucard? Are you here, Love?" Her voice seemed to resonate through the large, open corridors. She paused before entering fully. Her eyes darted around the room hoping to catch him approaching. But as she waited, it became clear Alucard had no intention of greeting her.

How utterly rude! She thought, preparing herself to search for the vampire occupying the castle. Her annoyance grew with every empty room she visited. A thought crossed her mind that maybe he'd been killed. However, she knew that to be untrue. Her years with him had made her somewhat sensitive to his presence. Though she couldn't pick out his location, she knew he was somewhere in the dreary castle.

Alucard had heard her enter the castle, her calling out to him and her every step. He didn't make any effort to greet her. He was sure he'd get an earful later though. He did want her to find him. To realize he was hurting and hopefully help him make it through the night without losing it entirely. And soon enough she indeed found him.

"Alucard, what the fuck? Did you not hear me earlier? And why are you lazing around in your nightclothes?" Her barrage of angry questions somewhat comforted him. Alucard sat up, meeting her gaze, before looking down.

"I heard you...But I didn't feel like getting up. As for my nightclothes, similar reason." She tilted her head sending him a sympathetic look. As soon as she heard his voice which seemed to be somewhat strained and a lot quieter than usual, she grasped that someone or something must have hurt him. She unbuttoned her cloak, tossing it onto a chair nearby before sitting on the bed beside Alucard.

"Tell me, darling. What happened?" She asked placing a hand comfortingly on his forearm. His eyes widened and he flinched away from her touch. He knew she'd never harm him, however, now he couldn't be entirely sure of even that. Taking the hint, she retracted her hand.

"I was... betrayed, by two humans. I thought I could trust them. I considered them my friends" She gasped. Her mind immediately flicked to a certain Belmont hobo and his speaker companion.

"Sypha and Belmont? God... Alucard I'm so sorry." Alucard shook his head.

"Not them. It was two travelers from Japan. They were seeking help to kill a vampire that had captured them" Alucard looked down at his hands before continuing. "I trusted them enough to get intimate with them. But during the act, they attempted to capture me. I tried to reason with them... But they were convinced I wasn't telling them the truth of what they wanted to know"

The woman's eyes widened at the words intimate. Though she'd figured he may find that type of company while she was away. She didn't bring it up knowing it would cause a fight, instead she elected to stay silent until he'd finished his depressed rant.

"They bound me with some sort of capture weapon, though I was able to cut through it with my sword. I slit their throats and impaled their bodies on stakes outside the castle" She grimaced at the memory of the grisly sight. It reminded her of the tales of Dracula and his... Morbid lawn decor.

Alucard looked out the bedroom window obviously trying to hide his face from the girl in front of him. Tears flowed down his pale cheeks, dropping from his chin. She took notice immediately and moved just a bit closer. She asked for permission to touch him earning a slight nod. She then enveloped Alucard in a hug.

"Please... Don't leave me, Y/N" Alucard whispered burying his face into her chest.

"I've got no plans to do so, love. I promise you I'll be here as long as you need" She replied, idly stroking his hair.

"So you'll stay the night at least?" He asked. She nodded in response, motioning for him to lay with her. And as promised. She stayed in bed with him well into morning and she had no intentions of leaving him alone again.

Ayo! How have you been? I was wondering if i could request a headcanons of the wammy boys with misa included. What i want t to about is their S/O asks the boys and misa to do their makeup. Would they say yes? Would you have to bribe them with their favorite stuff to make them look even more pretty? And you cold do gender neutral if you want. Anywho, it was just a suggestion! Toodleloo✌😀

I'm doing well! Thanks for the request!! I did say I was moving wammy boys stuff to my side blog only... but I'll make an exception just this once... (btw, my side blog is @jinxxedwammys ) I hope this is what you meant lol... I realized a bit too late that you may have been asking for headcanons about wammy boys & Misa applying makeup on their S/O and not the other way around.. so if that's the case, send me another ask and I'll gladly write one like that!

L

L doesn't wear makeup...

I mean... he doesn't make any efforts to cover his eye bags..

But he has no aversion to makeup.

So when you asked to do his makeup, he just shrugged and let you do your thing.

He actually found it somewhat relaxing.

When you finally gave him a mirror to take a look at himself he stared in wonder for a bit.

You had managed to make him look at least 5 years younger.

And the neutral colors you picked for his eyes...

The lipgloss with a slight pink tint.

He hadn't felt this good about himself in years!

Mello

Mello wears makeup quite a bit actually

Though, he doesn't do a full face, only eyeliner

I mean... do you not see that cat eye? It's immaculate!

He is very particular about it though.

If his eyeliner has even the slightest mistake, he will start over entirely.

When you asked to do his makeup, he initially flat out refused.

But of course, he's a big softie easily manipulated into doing things for your sake.

So all you had to do was offer him chocolate in exchange for his compliance, and convince him that this would be a nice bonding experience.

With reluctance he allowed you to do what you wanted.

Though he kept nitpicking at everything you did slightly wrong.

But at the end, when you dragged him over to the bathroom mirror, he found that he quite liked what you had done.

It was quite a bit more dramatic than he'd ever done. You gave him a nice smokey eye and a coral lip tint.

Mello gave a slight nod of approval, before immediately washing it all off.

Near

Near is similar to L in that he doesn't wear makeup

He also doesn't have an aversion to it...

However his skin is quite sensitive, so he can't use anything too intense or he'll get a rash.

So when you ask him, he'll just make sure know to you use gentle products.

While you do his makeup he absent-minded fiddles with a finger puppet. (Which one? maybe one that looks like himself... or even one that looks like you?)

He doesn't protest or flinch away at any point.

When you show him what he looks like, he smiles, appreciating your work.

You had given him a very subtle look.

Had you not applied a soft powder blue and a shimmer to his eyelids you would hardly be able to tell he was wearing any makeup.

"It looks very nice, Y/N" he said before going back to playing with his toys.

Matt

He doesn't wear makeup

And he does not like it at all!

He finds the process of application as well as the makeup itself extremely uncomfortable.

Plus he already has oily skin, so any amount of makeup will make him break out.

When you asked to do his makeup he refused.

There was absolutely no convincing him.

Beyond Birthday

You assume he would allow you to do his makeup?

Really?

He would probably kill you before he let you do that.

BB is EXTREMELY fussy when it comes to makeup.

If it's not perfect and doesn't almost entirely transform his appearance he won't allow it to be on his face.

Not even an offering of strawberry jam would convince him to let you even touch his face with a makeup brush!

Misa

Misa is very into makeup!

She at least wears lipgloss every time she leaves the house.

When you offer to do her makeup for her, she squeals with delight.

She thinks of it as a super fun sleepover-like activity.

Misa is used to getting her makeup done by other people so it doesn't bother her at all.

When you finish and she gets to look at it, she tackles you with a hug singing all sorts of praises about your makeup skills!

It's almost like how she'd normally do it, though you added little cross details to her eyeliner and used a dark red eyeshadow that seemlessly blended into black.

She'd make it a point to ask you to do her makeup more often!

Never done this before... Send a character (or multiple), a number, and a section (fluff, angst or general) This is also on my side blog for Wammy boys. Have fun requesting ❤❤❤❤

Prompt List #1

A/N: phew finally finished my first prompt list. a vast majority of these are my own but there are a few that I found online/was inspired by.

Prompt List #2

Fluff

“Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”

“It’s you, it always has been.”

“You’re everything I could’ve wanted and more.”

“Kiss me.”

“Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.” 

“You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”

“You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.”

“I’d do anything for you.” 

“You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.”

“Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”

“I’m so proud of you.” 

“Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”

“I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”

“You are my family.”

“I’m right here.”

“Can you just please hold me?” 

“I’m pretty sure (you’re/she’s/he’s/they’re) my soulmate”

“You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”

“You know, I think my (mother/father/parents) would be proud if I brought (you/her/him/them) home.” 

“I just want to see you happy.”

“I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile like that in ages.” 

“You made me a better person. Thank you.” 

“I’d rather live in the woods with you than in a mansion with some (girl/boy/person) I barely know.”

“This reminded me of you.” 

“Your hair is really soft.”

“You’re really warm.”

“Are you blushing?”

“Can I stay here tonight?”

“Because I love you.”

“I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”

“I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”

“Make a wish!”

“I love seeing you smile.”

“Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”

“I just want to be there for you.”

“I couldn’t get you out of my mind.”

“You’re just a softie.”

“You owe me.” “Fine, whatever you like.”

“You’re safe now, I’m here.”

“Why are you scared of loving?”

“You are crushing me right now.”

“Darling I love you and all, but please step out of the kitchen.”

“I love you.”

“You’re an idiot.” “But I am your idiot.”

“Take my hand. Just trust me.”

“You’re hurt. Please just let heal it.”

“At least let me clean it.”

“I told you to take care of yourself.”

“You’re the only thing that matters.”

“Stay.”

Angst

“I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”

“You started drinking again, didn’t you?” 

“You promised you’d stop drinking.” “And you promised you wouldn’t hurt me!″

“But it’s my fault right?”

“I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.”

“You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” 

“I love you.” “No you don’t” 

“I can’t lose you.” “You already did.”

“Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?”

“How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?”  

“I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?”

“Maybe they were right, you never did change.” 

“This is all in my head. It’s all happening in my head.”

“Don’t you dare walk away from this!” 

“What gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused.”

“You’ve changed.”

“You win, happy?”

“Any other lies left to tell me?”

“Why did you wait until I moved on?”

“Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you still love me.”

“Its (her/him/them), isn’t it?”

“It’s always been (her/him/them).”

“When did you stop loving me?”

“Let me go.”

“You’re not you.”

“I miss the old you.”

“What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.” 

“Move out of my way before I make you.”

“You deserve better.”

“I risked my life for you.”

“I never would’ve thought (she/he/they)’d end up with someone else.”

“They were perfect for each other.”

“I was happier with you.”

“I would’ve done anything for you.”

“I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” 

“They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 

“Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” 

“You broke me.”

“You just threw four years of friendship out the window.”

“Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”

“Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”

“You promised.”

“I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.”

“What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.”

“Leave.”

“I can’t keep playing pretend.”

“You deserve so much better.”

“Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”

“I wish we never met.”

“I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.”

General

“I love you.” “Tell me that when you’re sober.” 

“It’s pouring rain why are you here?”

“I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”

“Where are you?”

“What happened?”

“Have you been taking care of yourself?”

“Is that blood?” “Yes but that doesn’t matter right now, what does matter is-” “You are literally bleeding.”

“Is that my book?”

“Are they dead?”

“You want to play pretend? Well two can play at that game.”

“Did you know that you talk in your sleep?”

“Come back to bed. Please.” 

“You’re who they warned me about.” 

“Come back.”

“You should’ve listened to me.”

“I haven’t seen you in days.” 

“Are you jealous?”

“Cheers, I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”

“Why is there a deer in the room?” 

“Is that vodka? At 7 in the morning?”

“It’s not my choice.”

“Can we take this home?”

“Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?” 

“I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile in months.”

“(She/he/they) don’t belong with (her/him/them)!” “Than who do(es) (she/he/they) belong with?” “…..with me.”

“Come home.”

“I hope you’re happy.”

“They don’t need to know.”

“I made this for you.”

“Why is arson always your first answer?”

“Is this really the time for jokes?” 

“You always do this.” 

“Wake me up when it’s over.” 

“You look happy.” 

“I’m sorry, do I know you?” 

“Why can’t I get you out of my head?”

“Do you want that?”

“Don’t let go.” 

“Just let me stay.”

“Can I at least tell my side of the story?” 

“Do you trust me?” 

“Are you flirting with me?”

“Is the weight of your sins too heavy?”

“Just let me see (her/him/them) one last time. Please.”

“Are you afraid to die?”

“Are they really ‘just a friend’?”

“I wasn’t lying when i told you that I loved you.”

“I won’t hurt you.”

“Have you been sleeping?”

“I didn’t know where else to go.”

Announcement!

Hello! Just wanted to let everyone know that I made another blog.

This new one is entirely dedicated to Wammy boys... so if you wanna request anything involving them from now on please do it there. Just so I'm clear, I'm not deleting this blog and I'll still be answering asks here as well. but I'm moving Wammy boys to my new blog. The reason for this is that I'm sure I'm gonna end up posting mainly Wammy Boys content for quite a while and this blog is becoming a total mess and I'm starting to struggle with controlling it. I may fragment my tumblr further for other fandoms if this goes well.

https://jinxxedwammys.tumblr.com/

Thanks for taking the time to read this!

Hey! So, i saw you took my request for Misa but i was wondering if you could take another request?😊Just a headcanon about the Wammy boys and if their S/O name gets written in the Death Note. How would they react? What would happen if their S/O just had a heart attack in front of them. Would they try to save them or spend their last moments together?🤔 It can be female or gender neutral, your choice! Also, i want to say thank you for writing the Misa headcanon i requested!!😁❤😊 Have a good day

Aw you’re very welcome, anon! It was quite interesting to write, especially since I’d never written anything for Misa before that. And this one seems just as interesting to write... Idk how my angst writing skills are... but enough of my rambling... let’s go!! 

Oh and btw, I excluded BB this time cuz I don’t know much about him tbh.. Just that he’s a serial killer born with Shinigami eyes or sth like that (I’m gonna fix that over the next few days so I might edit this and add him later so if he’s your fav I’m sorry 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️)

Trigger warning: Angst, death and swearing!

L

It always seemed as though L was one step ahead of Kira

Reasonably... L assumed you wouldn’t be caught up in this, seeing as you were a normal person, almost completely uninvolved with the case.

However, what L didn’t realize is that Kira would do ANYTHING to get to L.

And now there he was... 

Witnessing your death.

The utter agony in your eyes made him sick. He had seen many people die... However now that it was you... 

He almost walked away to save himself from the sight of your cold, dead eyes.. 

But he remained there by your side until you drew your very last breath. 

He kissed your forehead, bidding you farewell.

He hoped to see you in another life

And he swore that he’d bring Kira to justice... For you.

Mello

After the gang had gotten the Death Note, they needed to confirm it worked. 

Rod had suggested they use it on some of the lower ranking people in the room... 

Little did Mello know, you happened to be one of them.. 

So, the guy they chose to use the Death Note, Kal Snyder wrote your name down along with a couple other guys.

Mello’s eye’s widened as he saw you collapse along with the others. 

“What the actual fuck Snyder? You do realize I was in a relationship with them right?” Mello barked.

“S... Sorry.. I thought-”

“No, no excuses, Fuck you” Mello pointed his gun at Snyder’s head, clicking the safety off.

No one... and I mean NO ONE killed Mello’s S/O and lived to tell the tale.

He then shot Snyder in the forehead, killing the bastard. 

Then his attention turned to you. 

You were already dead, but still, he softly kissed your lips one last time before standing up. 

His rage boiled and soon overflowed as he snapped and shot the rest of his gang.

The only thing that could calm him down now was some chocolate of the very darkest, most bitter variety.

Matt

Matt thought he’d done everything he could to protect you... 

But turns out.. Kira had gotten to you regardless.

It happened in the car while he was driving.

Cigarette hanging out of his mouth, one hand on the steering wheel the other resting atop your hand. 

When suddenly you spasmed in pain.

“Shit...shit.. shit.. SHIT” Matt screamed out.

He immediately pulled over. 

Matt knew what was happening.. But he didn’t want to believe it.

“Y/N! Y/N! Hey stay with me.” He desperately attempted to bring you back to your senses... Hoping, praying that this was something different, something you could recover from..

But soon, as you stopped breathing, and his attempts at CPR proved futile...

The reality that Kira had truly killed you hit him like a ton of bricks. 

He cried for you... He’d never lost someone this close to him before.. 

He was sure this would stay with him for the rest of his life...

Near

Near had seen this coming... 

But no matter what he did, he couldn’t find a reasonable way to prevent this.

You had been killed by Kira right in front of him. 

As much as his heart hurt for you, he refused to show it. 

Anyone who looked at him would barely be able to tell that anything was wrong.. 

But still he was hurting. 

However, he knew that now wasn’t the time for mourning.

He knew he’d get Kira in the near future. 

He’d avenge your death.

Ohohoho, it's vaccine time... guess what that means!

Time to write fanfiction about my comfort characters comforting a reader with trypanophobia as a way to prepare for the insane amount of anxiety I am inevitably going to feel soon when I get my shot. (Oh... On that note... I haven't seen many people write trypanophobia comfort fics... So... if you want more of this, let me know!)

Editing note: I don't know how this slipped by me but I didn't finish these (most likely because I was literally going in to get my first shot and I was freaking out)

Trigger warning: Mentions of hypodermic needles and descriptions of panic attacks

Mello x reader with trypanophobia

You and Mello were relaxing on the couch together, listening to the news. He was reading, and you were just sitting there.

That was when...

"The health administration has now moved onto phase 3 which will include all members of the public ages 12 and over"

You froze... Panic flooded your veins.

Your breathing became very shallow.

It felt as if you couldn't breathe.

Tears flooded your vision before trickling down your face

Mello peered up from his book.

Immediately, he set his book down turning his full attention to you.

"Babe, what's wrong?" He asked.

"Needles" you managed to choke out.

Mello nodded in understanding.

He was observant...

He noticed every time you got your flu shot each year...

How you'd shake with fear... you would have panic attacks over the very thought.

In fact it was kind of hard to ignore...

"Love, I swear, I'll be with you every step of the way."

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The day of your appointment came.

Mello had been vaccinated before you and was approved to accompany you as a support person.

While you waited in the car, you had a panic attack.

it was about the same as before.

Mello leaned over the console

He took your hand, gently caressing it with his thumb as he looked into your eyes.

"Hey, look at me... Take a deep breath in.......And let it out....... I'm here with you, You're not alone. If you need a distraction, I can think of something. It'll all be okay, my love."

You followed everything he said and felt just a little bit more relaxed... but not by much.

When you were ready, you exited the car together, ensuring your masks were on.

He held your hand the entire way to the clinic.

As you sat in the waiting room, he wrapped an arm around you.

When the doctor called you for your turn, you turned to Mello nervously.

He took the hint and got up, leading you to the doctor's office.

He sat across from you.

"Hey, see that poster on the roof there?" He said eyes flicking between you, the doctor and the poster.

You looked up and your eyes focused in on a brightly colored poster stuck to a ceiling tile.

"I want you to read it to me" Mello continued.

By now, the doctor had prepared the injection.

You slowly read the text... something about the affects of smoking on the lungs.

Before you knew it the doctor was done, it was over, you didn't even notice the needle.

Mello smiled and stood up.

"I'm so proud of you! Hmm.. how about we go get some ice cream?"

You nodded excitedly and followed behind him ready to get out of the awful hospital and spend the rest of your day being fussed over by your smazing boyfriend

Hello! I was wondering if you could write about Misa from Death note. What i would like is the reader saving Misa from jumping off the building at the end of the show. Eventually they start to hang out and maybe get in a relationship. Would she be as possessive as she was with Light?🤔 It can be gender neutral and i understand if this is a sensitive topic. And if you do end up writing my request, please take your time! Anyway, thats all, have a nice day/night!😊❤

Ooh yay finally an ask!!! 🤣 and of course I don't mind, these topics don't bother me much at all! I did decide to take this in kind of a yandere direction tho..if you want me to make one that's more traditionally romantic, I can, just send me another ask! Thanks for requesting anon! ❤❤❤

Trigger warning: themes of suicide, talks of depression, obsession, super unhealthy relationship dynamic.

Misa's life was ruined... it was all Near... No.. L's fault..

The one she had loved so dearly had been ripped right from her hands.

She no longer saw any reason to live.

As a single tear fell from her face, Misa lifted her foot to step from the roof she had been standing on... fully intending to fall to her death.

Surely death was better than a life without Light...

But just as she was about to jump, somebody yanked her away from the edge.

They had a look of genuine concern on their face

"Don't do it, please! Th...there must be someone out there who would miss you"

Misa sighed before answering.

"No, the only person that ever loved me just died, I'm completely alone and no one wants me anyway."

"I'm sorry for your loss, but I'm sure you'll find more people who love you! You seem like a very lovable girl."

They gave her a gentle smile...

And in that moment seeing their smile... Misa fell in love...

Actually it was more of an obsession.

Their encounter was fairly quick.

After Misa confirmed that she was alright, they exchanged phone numbers and parted ways.

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It all started out as a genuine friendship from your point of view...

Fun Coffee dates every chance you could get, gossiping about the goings on in the community.

But with every day, Misa felt closer to you.

She couldn't live with the thought of you with anyone else....

If she could, she would just kill off every other human being on earth so just the two of you remained.

Misa decided to tell you how she felt.

It wasn't any extravagant confession.

She basically blurted out how she felt when you were watching a movie together.

When you accepted her confession, her soul just about escaped her body.

From that moment on, it was daily dates and phone calls or texts almost every hour.

She was always with you, always sure to throw threatening looks at anyone who so much as looked at you.

She never fully forgot Light though, however, you were a wonderful replacement for him.

In Quarantine with Mello & Matt

This is still relevant... right?.. Right????

Mello

Ok so this man is irritable

He is even more irritable now that he can't leave the house for anything other than food, groceries, hospital trips and anything else that is important.

He will wear a mask and adhere to guidelines of course, he's not an idiot.

But expect more fights over mundane ass things like who washes the dishes or how annoyed he is that he can't get more chocolate because it's like 4am and the store is closed

.He totally supports small businesses around your area. He will buy their homemade chocolate products if he can..

He will throw hands if somebody coughs or sneezes on him.

Mello isn't the worst to be around during quarantine though.

When working from home (which he does most of the time anyway) he likes cuddles and just general being in the same room as you are.

He gets kinda into baking and really into writing.

Mello really enjoys making bread especially with you.

He also likes making cakes and other sweets..

As for his writing, he gets to a point where he can basically churn out a novel per month... and yes he publishes that shit!

So while Mr. Author extraordinaire is writing his many books of varying quality, he’s extra vulnerable to your affections.. Kisses, You got it, Hugs, Yea, sure, Just leave him be for a while after.

If you get into any other hobbies, he’ll try them with you. 

If you get into anything with yarn or anything like that, He’ll probably love it... He’s like lowkey kinda cottagecore

Mello also gets into online gaming to talk to Matt more often.

Matt

He was basically in quarantine long before it all started. 

Basically nothing changed for him... Well except for the fact that MMOs are more popular!

He’s super stoked to play games all day and geek out.

Buuut, of course he still has a job... in the mafia.. There’s times where you have to force him out of his fantasy world and into the real world. 

Matt is super chill about basically everything... Though.. he is just a little bit stressed seeing the total cases rising.

The only way you could tell is by his smoking habits.

Matt does seem to get just a tad bit clingy... and lazy.

He wants to stay in bed or on the couch with you all day..

He, like Mello will be interested in whatever hobbies you decide to try.. But he won’t do knitting or crocheting... because “that’s old lady shit” to him.

Matt will LOVE you if you start baking though, He will be your designated food taster. 

Matt will try to get you into gaming as well as nerd culture if you aren’t already into it to some degree.

Slushie runs to the local 7 Eleven (Or similar slushie selling convenience stores) happen on an almost weekly basis.

He’ll eventually start impulse buying things he finds cute or interesting... so be prepared for a whole lot of meaningless junk... but I mean he is buying from small businesses online.. So that’s a good thing... But really.. Do you really need 200 worms on strings wearing top hats, Matt?