Well If It Isn't The Consequences Of My Own Actions, Wassup?
Well if it isn't the consequences of my own actions, wassup?
Got anatomy and mental healthcare exams today. I domt know why everything has feel so difficult lately, so tiring, so stressful.
I miss first year, it was difficult but it was NOT like this. I feel so bad and so incapable of doing my work. I am letting people i love down.
God knows if i wasn't depressed i would be sosososo powerful, i would be in total capacity. But my brain feels like it need something to work properly. Idk.
I just want exam season to be over right away
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That was... Intense. Thank god, thank god, thank god. I might be falling. But i know it's sincère.
I'm so sorry my love
I feel numb, i can only feel the way my rib cage moves when i breath. I don't know, i dont feel like doing anything at all
Reasons not to hurt kids:
their happiness
their safety
their well being
their health
their childhood
their future
their emotional health
their mental health
because the world will hurt them too and they’re supposed to have someone in life they can trust
so they’re safe loving you
so they feel protected
because they don’t deserve pain
because it’s already so damn hard to exist on this decaying planet and they don’t need any extra stress in life
because they’re facing difficulties and need support not pain
because it makes you a horrible person to hurt a kid
because nobody benefits from it
because it teaches them that being hurt is normal, acceptable way to live
because it can push them to hurt themselves
because it will make them feel abandoned and worthless
because they feel your hatred so strongly it can break them
because they’re in a small body and it’s already frightening for them to know someone wants to hurt them
because it’s not your job to be a villain in a child’s life
because they might not recover
because there’s only so much a child can endure
because they might never stop hurting
because they will grow up and you don’t have the right to expect their forgiveness
because you’re taking away their ability to feel save and loved by you
because you might be taking away their ability to feel safe or loved by anyone
because you’re breaking their heart and they thought they could trust you
because no child deserved to be brought in this world only to be betrayed
because making a child go thru pain is a despicable and monstrous thing to do
because it doesn’t have any, ANY benefits to the child at all
because there’s a huge amount of children already traumatized and suicidal and struggling to keep themselves alive by the end of the day
because you do not have to hurt a child, ever
Reasons to hurt a child
There are no reasons. There are only excuses. Only incomprehensible garbage and lies that exist for the sole purpose of excusing your horrifying actions of hurting a kid. Because you felt like keeping a small human being in pain to satisfy your sick urges. No kid needs to be hurt to grow up right. No kids requires pain inflicted on them by people they trust and rely on in order to be raised safely. If you think there are actual reasons to hurt children it’s because you want to hurt them and will make up any kind of bullshit to excuse your abuse. No child has deserved this. Stay away from children if you can’t love them.
finally
I'm gonna take my eyeballs out and step on them
If I'm happy i don't wanna take my meds because "i feel normal again", if I'm sad I don't wanna take them because "what's the point". Then i get even crazier and think "I'm not ill, why should i!!!!"
fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.
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