Well At Lest He Kept It Open As An Option !!

ED things

You know its bad when the first thing you notice about anyone is how thin their legs are and if they have noticeable collarbones or not. Then compare yourself to them all the time and fall down a deep pit of self-hate

as promised.. its me! im a hate anon!! you suck!!!

Best hate anon ever, that ed girl could never, she aspires to be like you

Pls remember to stay safe, you're amazing, keep going💗

Psiquiatra cabrón "most patients have symptoms since they're young" okay then ASK ME ask me how i was as a child and you'll see I've been sick since. I don't think it's normal the way I've been living since i was a teenager. Meds have helped me, but i keep feeling this emptiness and paranoia. I'm getting crazier by the minute.

Uh, ok

Hi, my self-steem hasn't changed since i left tumblr, maybe is worse now.

Yesterday was a bad day for my sel-steem.

(Day 28??: april 11)

INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS GO AWAY GO AWAY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS

hi it’s vik and here’s ur love letter ❤️ hey u, yeah u. i'm here to shower u with fake affection since u clearly need it more than i do. ur obsession with me is kinda cute but mostly pathetic. ur entire existence is a walking cringe compilation

Nena andate a dormir mejor, affection is the best !! Hope you get it soon, cause i surely do.

I miss the hospital, i genuinely felt happy to be there. People were treating me right, my mental illness was recognised, my parents weren't fighting (at least not in front of me).

some update of what I did yesterday

it was a good day♡

i ate

and i spent 3 hours painting Cavetown's sleepyhead album cover in acrylics.

(That's the actual cover i'm not gonna show my paint 'cause i'm insecure😎👌)

•♡

My girlfriend was all the day doing homework so she wasn't answering all the time, it was perfect 'cause I didn't have to be anxious to reply early.

She said my paint was really cute:'). She's studying arts, so it feels really good.

The only thing that stills annoying me, it's that NOBODY in my house knows the netflix password. And my dad doesn't want to change the password IT DOESN'T HAVE FUCKING SENSE WHY WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO CHANGE IT WHEN THE LAST PASSWORD ISN'T WORKING AND YOU DON'T KNOW THE PASSWORD ¿?¿

I'm fat and angry af leT ME WATCH I'M NOT OKAY WITH THIS AGAIN AND OITNB OR I'LL CRY.

(Quarantine day 26, april 9)

It's currently 1:23am and i'm not so sleepy but i'll try to sleep. I did slept 6 hours yesterday.