YAAAS JIN GET THAT PRAISE!

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Babe, Im really tired.

I made a quiz! Well, it’s more of a personality test, I guess. Hope you enjoy <3

I think don't anyone will fall in love with me. I'm also not a social butterfly. (Which is why I won't tag anyone)

Tell me one thing

Tell me one thing about yourself and tag 3 people.

I can’t really whistle @paula229 @solardanstem @blossom-howell

Honestly, I would love to fall in love. To wake up beside someone, to cook with someone, to buy groceries with someone, to love with someone, to kiss someone goodnight, to fall in love with someone, I want that.

I think I would love to remeber the dates we had, every kisses and hugs. Cuddles when we're sad, the proud feeling you have for them, the smiles you put on because of them. Remembering the dates of Anniversaries and birthdays, celebrating them with family, feeling really really happy your heart could burst when someone says you make a good match.

But if I just burden that someone with my insecurities, and hopelessness that I hide, maybe, I just won't fall in love.

Maybe crying myself to sleep, cooking for self, hiding the anxiety and self-loathing you have everytime you do groceries, telling yourself its a new day, and that you should do what you need to do. After all, hiding it all doesn't really matter, You don't really have to do grocery shopping because you dont eat.

Maybe, just maybe, if you don't eat, they're gonna stop judging you. Maybe if you stop being this worthless and start something productive, you'll be happy. But you also start to think that maybe the best kind of happiness is the kind that you're in a coffin.

You won't remember the anniversaries and birthdays, when will you celebrate them, if they're all gone. Who will you celebrate with? You don't have someone. You just want someone to understand. Someone who'll be there, to share the problems you both have. Someone who will cure you. Someone that will care for you. Someone who will worry for you. Someone that loves you.

Then I say,

Depression is my friend, always has been. After all, it's the only thing that hasn't left me.

You're a beautiful person, you're a person given to people. You're meant to do something. Meant to change someone, something, somewhere. You are someone somebody can trust. You are worth it.

If you're finding a sign to not give up, this is it. Message me.

hoseok’s birthday countdown: d-4

“I think Hobi-hyung is like a decision by God to our team” - Jimin

babies :((

h…hualian!!

Kazuha, Zhongli,Xiao,Diluc, Kaeya y Itto

By CANOP_s