seeing another boyblog on the website is like a drink of cold soda and a ciggy in the summer with a breeze blowing ngl
Here's the thing. "College life is so fun" blah blah blah shut up shut th fuck up cunt. I seen them rules, I'm fucked. Life is not going to get better. I can't stay stagnant like this for much longer. Where's my fucking teenage dream, you fucking assholes. India sucks, the education system sucks, everything fucking sucks.
Literally all I want is to smoke ciggys and study WHAT I WANT, and make art and shit. Fucking assholes of the education system are like fucking Nazis, I have to do the hostels because my parents won't let me go otherwise.
Dude I'm so pissed, literally. Fucking bullshit. And this tranny shit makes it even more fucking harder like damn what else.
tw sh talk
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Maaan. doing arms feels so. good and visible ones that'll scar but now I'm fucking sure that my parents will see snd have another shitty day
no need 2 call me out like this brah
suspected bpd culture is wanting to throw yourself into a new relationship after cutting off your fp so you can forget about them and move on for good
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It is hard resisting being so clingy and begging for constant attention. But I know it is wrong. But. I still yearn so badly for their complete attention. It is so hard not talking to them and giving them space. All I do is wait for their attention.
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me @ myself : womp womp
āCircuit Board Fossil Seriesā (2012) Art: Peter McFarlane
K.E.N-Digit: āHand Signs of Loveā (2019)
all your life needed was a sense of where to go.
I'll say it. Being born transgender , AND in a third world country like India, fucking sucks.
Maybe in another life I'll be worth something
Once I stop/have to stop loving you, it's never going to come back. Ever. Atleast not in the same way as it was before. But that don't mean I don't care, okay?
ā ā ā ā hey man come join me in the reeds ā ā ā
Tree roots following the pattern of concrete footpaths
guys be careful
Be aware. Do not interaxt with this person. Do not.
just finished
Got an important entrance exam tomorrow that I haven't studied shit for, time to rewatch F**** C***
timid, white, borderline mentally ill young man meets an exuberant, energetic and dramatic young man while travelling to a new place. together, they create a MENS ONLY club which serves as a metaphor for queerness. they also have a homoerotic friendship btw. however, by the end of the film, energetic dramatic friend dies of a bullet to the head and the timid man must watch bittersweetly as the club he once happily created with this friend falls apart. now real question is this the premise of fight club or dead poets society
Got an important entrance exam tomorrow that I haven't studied shit for, time to rewatch F**** C***
sending u 3 million cats (lovingly) :3
HELLO I WANT TO SAY UR VERY AWESOME FOR STANDING UP TO TOXIC EDBLR FOLKS AND I HOPE YOU TAKE CARE AND FEEL BETTER SOON and I hope every cat u pspsps at comes near u :3 thank you!
AAHH THANK YOU!!! its not always easy, you have no idea how much this means to me!!! sending lots of love to you š©·
haha look at this fool I LOVE HER SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT SHH
nobody will ever love me the way i love them