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a boyfriend is just a guy you can sink your teeth into for recreational purposes
where is the love for people who are manipulative by nature and are trying their best to fight it? we tell cluster Bs all the time that they're not inherently manipulative or toxic but what about those of us who are? some of us are inclined towards being toxic or manipulative by nature. some of us lack essential social functions like empathy and compassion, and it's not because we're evil, it's because repeated trauma degraded our brain's ability to perform those functions. it can be a constant, exhausting battle to not want to be cruel, but to have to fight your very nature to avoid cruelty. i think that those of us who have to carry that burden deserve love.
for me, jirai exists in this absurd space where my desire to be cute and perfect and lovely clashes with my mental illnesses and inability to function in normal ways
i dont hate being plural i hate having to mask being plural. I hate dissociation all the time. i hate re-enacting trauma. i hate never being able to be myself. i hate not recognizing my own reflection.
but i dont hate being plural.
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Date idea: Dragging you through the woods by the noose I forced around your neck