The Amount Of Anger Inside Me Is Wild For Someone Who Only Wants To Give And Receive Love

for me, jirai exists in this absurd space where my desire to be cute and perfect and lovely clashes with my mental illnesses and inability to function in normal ways

where is the love for people who are manipulative by nature and are trying their best to fight it? we tell cluster Bs all the time that they're not inherently manipulative or toxic but what about those of us who are? some of us are inclined towards being toxic or manipulative by nature. some of us lack essential social functions like empathy and compassion, and it's not because we're evil, it's because repeated trauma degraded our brain's ability to perform those functions. it can be a constant, exhausting battle to not want to be cruel, but to have to fight your very nature to avoid cruelty. i think that those of us who have to carry that burden deserve love.

I get so happy whenever someone refers to me as “doll-like” That’s me! ₊˚⊹ ᰔ (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

How I look scrolling thru the same three apps and rotting in bed all day everyday

finally bought clothes ! if only i was cute enough to wear them without feeling dead inside

I have this as my current wallpaper setup XwX