Latest Posts by leftinblasphemy - Page 7
Sun was killing my senses,my dreams are locked in somebody's hands. Desires are lost in my skies full of grown up memories. They need to be fed.
hold on, my love, and i will hold onto you - n.l
Her gaze exposed the missing piece of a courage. She was the mind killer.
(Chaotic context, don't mind it)
My crossing surface leads me to a memory
All the mountains of thoughts,they reach out
to hang me on the wall of open doors,
they take me away in the nothingness..
It urges to be eater,it crawls, ties me up..
I'm not ready to be observed yet..
Darkness is a crossover , I don't want to lose it.
-t.f.s.
I want to explore the bottom of your eclipse.
-t.f.s.
Sometimes i think that your eyes are poison and it makes me go out of control.
-t.f.s.
They asked me what it's like to be the oldest soul. But souls have no age, they just transfer anywhere in their free lives, being capable of creating many stories in many places. They aren't like us, they can be invisible and you won't feel them, but they embrace your whole material body while they are the anchor. I hope you understand how bad is to be the prisoner. They are the feeling you cannot stand up from bed. The noise that comes out from your head. The freedom you've been longing for. But souls need escape. They are just tired living inside a body,like they are locked in another space of chaos. Try to reach yourself by being productive in the name of nature.
-t.f.s.
People weren't capable of creating light.
They just stayed behind the ashes and smell of destruction painted in a black hole.
Before it could attack, the void was a spiral that fed itself with your soul.
-t.f.s
“Whatever you do, never run back to what broke you.”
— Frank Ocean (via perrfectly)
Five: This is my “I don’t care” face.
Vanya: This is your normal face.
Somewhere in northern Italy
“If I could have him like this in my dreams every night of my life, I'd stake my entire life on dreams and be done with the rest.” - André Aciman, Call me by your Name
-I have 99 dreams and all of them are you, but in different ways.
Circle of substances.
Body being accumulated
shot in a deadly dream
songs are playing in grave
Words filled with blood
whisper to my universe
myths i couldn't hear,
Like an acid in my body
the whole world destroys me,
it eats me and never swallow
chewing me like a gum
to welcome nightmares
at my mind's door.
It happened again,
one night,million times,
they enter infinity.
Those cut wrists,
lips swollen
death is coming
to a near end.
"End is
beginning,
beginning is
the end."
-Voices repeat.
-t.f.s.
Fading life in the middle of the sky.
DEAD WONDERLAND.
A thread between virtuality and truth,
the wind sings,the walls turn black,
shadows run quickly through them.
Does heaven exist in this murky world?
The wind blows hopelessly,
someone's eyes watch through hell.
The silence was a temporary consolation,
a noise-death sentence.
Weapons become poison to life,
and life changes.
That relentless smile,
making its way through
the mind,is getting wider.
The goodnight song flies through the air
and reminds of death.
Death,which they called
paradise and solvation.
Mask hides the face of death,
whispers it's last wishes
before killing someone
for good night.
The gates of hell open..
blood is pouring everywhere...
the flowers are dying along
with the song of the wind.
-t.f.s.
“Passion changes it, the depth and timbre of voice, the sound of your name.”
— Haiku on Life by Tyler Knott Gregson
RELATIONGREY:
What people don't understand in a relationship is that it's not grey...
It's black and white
You're either loyal or you're a cheat
It's either bigotry or it's honesty
You either care about them for real or it's just a play pretend
If it's for real ,you are enough for your better half
If not ,then no amount self doubts can match and counter it
And somewhere in your gut you see those lines... But you chose to ignore it
So if you have this love that just blinds you
Always remember misery love company
And you need to do everything you can to grow out of it....
MYSTIC LAND- UNIVERSE'S EYE.
somewhere where the world is not boundless,
where the universe is a mystic land,
someone's presence knows every thread of it,
observes every movement of human existence,
and clings to its essence slowly,imperceptibly
with one goal-to take place and destroy its target.
eyes of rage and deep fear watch the Earth in its perfection.
Nibiru is disappearing,
the era of darkness is near,
new evil forces are waking up and circling
the galaxies to take what's theirs.
it's disguisting influence swallows and eats away
at the dark circle of eternity,drinking life to the
last drop.
the soaring shapeless body coming from
the heavens makes it's vengeful dance,
closes the space and regains its power
over the planet..
..and it will be back for more,
hiding behind Saturn's ring,
wrapping around every planet,
life time is running out fast,
the sun is fading,
everyone is dying.
-t.f.s.
ABSOLUTION-THE CALL.
suffer.
the moon gazes upon the quiet
fearful and dark city where
the screams are loud and strain,
awfullness continues in the streets
life is an incredible disease.
ocean waves come closer to the city,
it smells like death,it's poison,
none of them has seen what's
born inside in a hole
yet none of them(humans) will live long...
...no one will ever feel how deadly was this challenge,
no one could ever kill the absolute that lives and it will ever live on earth.
suffer.
those eyes don't hide the pure desire to kill and eliminate.
fear.
it smacks you down to give up and die in tears.
disease.
it's like the madness taking all over the world,
making chaos miserable to handle.
surviving doesn't exist when the end comes,
when the doors of Hell open,
when a sound appears...
...and the ocean rebels
to it's RELEASE..
-t.f.s.
a little old piece 💘
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It is black
Inky black
Empty black
And cathedral quiet
I can hear everything that doesn't move
Every monster that isn't there
But I am not scared
Not frozen
Or even a little unsure
I know this darkness
I know this silence
It is comfortable
Familiar
And I am content
Content with darkness
It does not silence me
Or confuse me
Or overwhelm me because I am light
And the darkness welcomes me
What is darkness?
Nothing more than the
Naked absence of light
It is my purpose
And my passion
Without it
I am useless
I am not afraid
When I sit in darkness
-ex Nihilo
MONSTER ABOVE.
world swims in black,eyes in the sky watching the whole human kind die. it flies..it whispers in the night.
the monster is here,hosting through the disappearing light.
everything fades,the tension edges,
it's eyes take control over the places.
it's true form never shows,it hides in depths
of darkness,it comes in when you're alone,
quick,it captures your soul.
in a world full of darkness,
the blue sky shall be gone,
the warm sun won't come,
only black swims along,
staring in the dawn.
-t.f.s.
REVEAL.
your luxury was worth that light my pleasure,
my imagination of you is all that matters,
the secret language for your body
took my will to hold on my sins,
forgetting all the darkness,you're
making me sick to reveal.
-t.f.s.
Знаете ли, че според някои определени хора, “сродните души“ се срещат в нашия свят за кратко, но никога не се женят. Причината за това е, че ако две такива души се отдадат една на друга те ще се саморазрушат.
- Взето от една книга.
It's not a quote. It's just a feeling i want to share. It's just words i want to send. I want to stand by someone's side without hurting him. If i do,there's no going back in time. Magic may or not exist. But i believe in magical love. Before,i wasn't this interested in the meaning. Now i want to be a fighter for someone's heart. When you see someone everything changes-mood,day,face,feeling. The feeling is mostly important to release out. Don't be scared to say what you want to say. You go there and tell the person next to you how you feel. Behind the feeling and words there is the truth making a person to open his eyes and hear what they should hear. Why do I want to be important for someone? It's difficult not to lose in games and life,but it's not impossible to try again. When the bird falls from the roof,it can try to fly again. You know,there goes this-when you fall somewhere,you keep trying,it means you never gave up,you never gave your heart to the darkness. You never allowed your heart to be black. Being black it's a disease,but it can be a lesson too. Being a human without imperfections it's not worth it. It's worth it when you have mistakes,just to create the balance. And you make the universe capable. You make it stable. Nobody can rule the world unleast if they change people's souls into something way better. Not everyone wants to be changed. Someone like you would do something for me. Someone like you would send his words through his stare. Somebody that can be a difficult person doesn't mean you can't try to be connected to him. It means that you and him are the anchor of things. Capable of something good. You make the connection. You release emotions with the person next to you. Why is this loneliness sometimes? Do we have to apologize for being like this? No. We need something healthy for our souls,our souls need something to decline our suffering and leave it away. When and why? How and who? Everything is a mystery unless....if we are too.
you suffer because you get attached to things that were never meant to last
TRAVEL TO INFINITY
In a obstacle of time
My spirit was rising,
Calling the unknown demons
That caught my own heart.
Captured by the sunlight
I could read the given symbols
Formed as bird clouds in the sky.
In my own world i defined death
As another start through this whole battle in infinity,
Through the land of the missing
Which cracked me and led me
To unforgotten sea of mystery.
There was no such thing as the ability to resist the voices of mermaids catching your breath,
The ability to open up your world
To another face that remains the same difficult pain,
I relive in the ocean,
I breathe when there's no more sorrow to borrow.
Voices who recall my sweet memories,
They tremble in my head,they bring me the essamble,
I stay in troubles to justify them,to change them into something unsaved.
I could see no more demons among my dread,
I could release,break through someone's angle,for helping my distant self.
My heart is not having depths,
My mind's getting overwhelmed with signs,
Conquered thoughts,
Different lights,
Everything flashes
As i travel back in time.
-t.f.s.
