Leaning Towards Go Completely Insane

i think about if he thinks about how much smaller she was when he looks at me, i know her gut didnt hang over her legs

Honestly my goals are more aethetic than number based. If I need to be under my goal weight to have a flat stomach, tiny waist and arms, and a thigh gap so be it ya kno?

to all the people who told me that being skinny wouldn't make me happy, fuck you. I'm the happiest I've been in so many years bc I feel good in my own skin and i like what j see in the mirror, and yes, it's bc i lost sm weight

Hello flowers!! 💐

Apologies for how long it’s been. I was on the road to recovery, and trying hard to beat this. I did not win. But it’s okay! I’ve had a lot going on as well and I apologize. I was told some misinformation was spreading around, and I am alive and well! I have not passed on 🫶🏻 I’ll try to be around and post more. Stay healthy loves 🌸

Flip flopping between ED thought processes is so frustrating. I could fast for days no issue but the moment food hits my lips I loose all control and I can’t stop. I feel like I’ll always be a fat ugly monster. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why can’t I stop? All I want is to stop, I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny, I want to wear cute clothes!

Here's to the people who weren't abused by their parents, but whose parents sucked anyways. Here's to people whose parents fucked up raising you out of ignorance and not malice. Here's to the kids whose parents didn't know what to do with you so they did nothing at all. Here's to people whose parents are getting better and growing as people but still hurt you. Here's to every mean comment that wouldn't have been so bad if it hadn't come from your mom; here's to awkward family dinners because you're all trying to forget;

here's to you, survivor of a thousand 'not as bad as it could have been' hurts. I see you. You aren't alone.

Babe, it's not real. That's not real hunger, you know. You're just craving another blood sugar spike. Why give in to that? Just ride it out and you'll see how perfect your body is without you feeding it junk.

i hate how much i dont hate food

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TW // @n0r3x!@

One binge won't make you fat, just like how one fast won't make you skinny. Get up brush yourself off and DO BETTER TOMORROW!

You got this gorgeous 💕