Latest Posts by little-me-angel - Page 2
Maybe you should try harder.
I’m at a point where I don’t even know how to eat normally, I either binge or ⭐️ve. My mind is so broken.
I know I have to describe myself, I'll do it once I find out who I am. here's a few things about me though:
genderfluid/ace/bi
pronouns: any
fav colour: blue
fav animal: fox and cats
dreams: move to a nice country, be who I really am
will change it when I find out how to do this properly
Hey :) I know its hypocritical for me to say but i really do hope you get off this part of the internet and try your best to enjoy yourself while you're still a kid. There is so much more to life than how you look. I would do anything to be 14 again!! I know its easier said than done but go see a band or make some new friends or something else where you get to live your life and be alive. thats what i was doing when i was your age before this shit got me and i will never regret anything more than destroying who i was & all the friendships i had made just to be skinny. Youre so young and you have so much potential and life ahead of you. Please look after yourself and dont let this evil shit get ahold of you. Even if it can be hard. -some anorexic adult
hiii, don't worry, we all go through bad stuff. I have some really strict parents and so does all my friends, so we can't really do anything or else our parents will do something very bad (like for example, being kicked off the house or k!ll3d by them). all of us are sick (sadly) but we all try to make each other better, like getting out of a bad habit. since always I've been jumping from different forms of "controlling" my life, and this is the one I found recently. I know it's not the healthiest one, but I've also been very obese since little. I know I will get out of this one day, I always did, I just want to find comfort in something once again. oh, and in fact, last week I turned 16, so I am not 14 (I put the wrong age when I created the blog and never realised, very clumsy, sorry). but thank you very much for caring, it really means a lot to me <3
💚 hunger is a feeling, 💚
🧡 thin is a skill. 🧡
just dropped 1,7kg in a day and I've got no idea what I did. LET'S GOOOOOO
This literally made me relapse last year
Stick to your goal. Be consistent. Let yourself be sk!nny. Don’t let anyone convince you to e@t more than necessary. Make up lies. Say you already @te and you’re full. At the end of the day its your choice if you want to finally be sk!nny or remain f@t.
You’ll regret eating that food,
But you’ll never regret refusing to🤐
I WILL lose weight, I WILL st@rve, I WILL be skinny, I WILL diet, I WILL exercise, I WILL do whatever it takes.
Crying.
You can ignore the hunger, but you can’t ignore the fat on your body.
You are in control, not your appetite.
having Ana but not being able to control the food in ur home <<<<
"Slow down its like you haven't eaten in days hahaha"
my honest reaction:
Keep going
seeing truly underweight anas posting bodychecks n calling themselves bloated makes me want to remove my stats from my bio crawl into a hole and starve to death its so painful and also so motivating
Repost if you're locking in and getting serious this February 💌.ᡣ𐭩˚ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི
⁽ʷⁱᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ ᵗᵃᵍˢ ᵗᵒ ᵃᵛᵒⁱᵈ ᵗ⁻ʳᵐⁱⁿᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ⁾
G0rg0f0bi4
Meninas eu queria falar nesse breve post sobre isso. Eu não tenho problemas com quem está acima do peso, isso não é algo que me incomoda ao ponto de eu ser mal educada ou desrespeitosa. Mas depois que eu passei a conviver com a Ana, esses pensamentos veio como um kit. Eu simplesmente não consigo não olhar alguém acima do peso e não pensar no quanto de gordura ela tem no braço e na barriga grande. Eu fico me perguntando como a pessoa chegou naquele ponto e acho nojento ela comer mais e mais e mais. Mas não é porque eu quero pensar assim, o pensamento só acontece. Eu acho muito estranho porque eu sinto que como muito, que tenho minhas compulsões, mas não chega naquele ponto. Como alguém consegue pesar tanto ? E como consegue não se assustar e não tentar melhorar? Como passar toda a sua ÚNICA vida tendo que usar roupas ridículas porque as que vc gosta não te servem. Sei lá cara. Esses pensamentos só vêm. Acho que é difícil ser ana e acabar não sendo g0rd0f0b1c4 junto. Isso só acontece.
mood always
i ate sooo fvcking much these days that i'm planning a two day fast
food is fuel
not comfort
not therapy
not your friend
not a coping mechanism
its only job is to keep you alive
it won't solve your problems
and it won't make you happy
i'm not listening to my body anymore she's a fat bitch
Black Coffee
I used to love my coffee sweet swirled with cream, thick with sugar, golden rivers softening the dark, spoon clinking like laughter in a quiet room.
It tasted like comfort, like mornings wrapped in warmth, like something I didn’t have to earn. I drank without thinking, without measuring, without the weight of numbers pressing against my ribs.
But now, the sweetness tastes like a lie. Now, I drink it black. Bitter, bold, unsoftened. It burns, it bites, it tells the truth.
No velvet cushion, no sugared disguise just the sharpness, the sting, the ache. It scalds my tongue, settles heavy in my gut, a quiet companion in the hollow spaces.
This is how I like it now. No indulgence, no excess. Just coffee, just control, just the brutal honesty of the dark.
And somehow, that soothes me more.
(Written by me. Sorry if this is too pick me or cringe. Poetry has always helped me cope so I wanted to share that with all of you)
From edtwt!💗
✨ Friendly Reminder to Take Your Supplements✨
no seriously, take them. your body is probably running on caffeine and vibes at this point, and you’re definitely not getting what you need from gum and black coffee.
multivitamin: covers everything you "forgot" to eat today.
b complex: for energy and brain stuff. stop being tired all the time (probably).
omega-3: for your brain and joints. if your knees hurt, you need this. Also to make skin and hair gorg.
vitamin d: you’re not getting enough sun, let’s be real. this helps your mood too.
don’t make me nag you again tomorrow. just take them. pls.
IM SO SERIOUS....
anyways love y'all
Pro tip: take them whenever you eat something
An Ana website I’m currently following from 2016 has some really amazing tips and workouts as well as tricks to keep your disorder hidden. Her name is pro Ana goddess all together no spaces. Search her on google and she should be the 2-3 link.
Have fun reading and it lowkey takes your mind off of binging or food because there is just SOoooo much to read
( hypothetical scenario )
look at me and look at you
i’m embarrassed to even be around you
you’re just so fat it’s disgusting
lol there’s a reason we don’t take pictures with you
you’re like a garbage disposal
eating all of our food when we go out
always asking for seconds
omg that constant heavy breathing
ugh it’s just so disgusting
your face constantly looks greasy from all that shitty food
you should be ashamed.