Obsessed with dazai chatacter analyses that view him as a constant cry for help especially in his mafia years. His first few years in the mafia or in general after being taken in by mori are just a constant chain of actions taken as a desperate cry for help, to be seen and helped and at the same time he’s pushing everyone away. Then later on when he’s reaching the end of his time in the mafia during his mid-late teens he seems to have taken in the fact that no one’s just gonna go and help him, so his actions are less dramatic in that way. And then Oda. And chuuya. God I have Thoughts on all of this. But general takeaway about dazai in his early teens is that he was just a kid alone in a cold container and alienated by every adult in his life who probably needs a hug.
This said I stand my ground that he is an absolute piece of shit and I hate him more than anything else in the world
Luke: You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who hasn’t even said sorry.
Deckard: Not to be dramatic, but I’d literally rather die.
Something that finally clicked for me when watching Hadestown live,
Hades gives Orpheus the test that he himself goes through every spring.
This really solidified in my brain when I noticed that Hades gets the red flower and is connected more solidly to the other couple. While I always understood they were mirrors, somehow the trial itself and the significance of what Hades is asking Orpheus to do never really hit me until I watched it.
But I realized that what Hades might be thinking here is, well- you may judge me for losing faith in my wife over the long course of our relationship, missing her for months at a time with few others to talk to or support me. Let's see if this romantic, bleeding heart can do that, can feel the absence of his love and his community and still keep trusting her, himself, and the system.
And he can't- one of the major themes of Hadestown is that working together and building community rather than isolating yourself and hoarding wealth is better for the heart, mind, and soul. So taking away the walls and shades and Eurydice who were supporting Orpheus leads to him doubting himself and those people and ultimately looking back.
Teenage Kimiko identifying with they/them pronouns? 😊
Yessssssss
I hadn't even thought of Kimiko being nonbinary but it fits so well!!
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Sighing, Kimiko frowned and passed a hand through their now much shorter hair. Instead of the long, straight hair they had since childhood, they now had short, shaggy hair
Maybe not the best hairstyle, but Kimiko hadn't been going for that. Just anything to help them feel more comfortable in their skin
With their long hair gone, they didn't look like a girl as much as they had. Now, they could definitely see more of their father's features in their face
But the issue was, Kimiko hadn't asked their dad or Roman to take them to get their hair cut
Instead, they had asked a friend to go with them as it was almost all cut off
Nervously, Kimiko looked at themself in a small, portable mirror. Their dads shouldn't get too upset with them
Or at least, that's what they were hoping
Putting the mirror away, Kimiko finally entered their apartment building and took the elevator up to Roman's penthouse
Opening the door, Kimiko was greeted by the sound of the TV going. Fidgeting, Kimiko took a breath and closed the door
"Hey, da!" They called out. "I'm home!"
"Welcome back!" He called back. "Wanna watch with me?"
"Sure."
Straightening their back, Kimiko walked into the living room and smiled at how their dad was lounging on the couch
His small goatee had spots of grey in it, along with his roots in his much longer hair. He looked away from the TV and flashed Kimiko a smile
"Our team is winning so far."
Smiling back shyly, Kimiko walked up
"Good to hear it. They've been doing good this season."
With only a small amount of hesitation, Kimiko sat down and cuddled into their dad. Who brought a hand up to stroke their hair
"Any shorter and I would think you signed up for the army." He chuckled
Biting their lip, Kimiko glanced up at him
"Do you not like it?"
"It suits you." He smiled and then looked thoughtful. "But it'll be hard to braid. I remember that being annoying for me when I cut my hair short."
"Really?" Kimiko looked at him closely
"Mmhm. I always loved having my hair braided by Uncle Deck as a kid. But it was nice getting it cut, too. Made me feel more comfortable with who I was."
Kimiko blinked at him in surprise, but felt a smile nearly split their face in half
They shouldn't have even bothered being worried about their dad being upset
He was just like them after all
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I hope you enjoyed friend!
Because @omnivorousshipper requested Naga Rowen!
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Okay let me add my five cents to the Zaunite au, where Viktor didn’t make it to the academy and remained in Zaun.
He was trying to invent on his own, but he desperately needed money for his research. And that’s when Silco appeared…
alternatives to "ladies and gentlemen"
cads and wastrels
fellow scoundrels
ladies, gentlemen, and interesting miscellanea
beloved friends & tolerated acquaintances
entities of interest
paying audience members & assorted freeloaders
the fbi's most and least wanted
discerning guests & those of you with fuck all else to do on a tuesday evening
esteemed gutter filth
I want to see it in theaters though!!!! 😭 😭 😭
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If you are unfamiliar, this is my Arkhamverse OC Bloodshot.
Full ref sheet coming soon! :DDDD
Ahhh this is so cute!!!! Thank you Pogue!!!!
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