“Hang Painting Here?” What If I Hang Myself

he's so cute. i just want to bite him. and bite him. bite him again. bite him. bite him. bite him. let me sink my teeth on him.

biology cram session 🧬

(notes hoarder ver.)

i have no idea why i keep writing to learn but i don’t trust myself to remember content unless ive written it so i have notes from first unit test, midterms and second unit test 😭 ill prolly end up selling these after my exams cuz they’re super concise and helpful too heheh

anyway - i finished reading my portions and was making shorter notes (pls don’t ask why) and i did four chapters so ive got 9 chapters to do tomorrow which sounds pretty chill for tmr. its gonna be a long day tmr so im gonna sleep early (hopefully) but yay i’m pretty happy with how much i got done today.

i do have to read evolution and ecology, i’ll end up doing it last thing tmr cuz i really can’t get myself to do those chapters (send help)

okay but also finals is an excuse for me to finish my ncert reading sooo that’s a good thing, so after this i’ve only got 11th bio ncert left (i say that like it’s easy) (it isn’t)

okay enough yap, let’s try to sleep (watch me fail cus my insides are a cocktail of anxiety, caffeine and insomnia)

also no more strawberries from now on :(

the jam for my pbj’s is spoilt :( i had to settle for chocolate sauce but JAM YUM (also homemade jam so like yum yum yum) i would honestly make all of you pbj’s

i love you all

currently crashing out over physical chemistry cuz why is equilibrium making more sense than mole concept

long time no see :)

took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.

so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.

so welcome back. 🌸

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The domino effect of fucking up

fell really sick :( hopefully not covid

“you’re always crashing out” god forbid i have a hobby

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