Hey Im Harper!Im 18 and Im here for anyone that needs or support or just to talk! Cw:145 (65kg) Gw:120 (54kg)Ugw:95 (43kg)*I DONT PROMOTE EATING DISORDERS.THIS IS JUST A VENT BLOG!*
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If you eat 1000+ cals a day, you can still have an ed
If you binge and don’t purge, you can still have an ed
If you don’t drink 2L of water in a day, you can still have an ed
If you eat 3 meals a day, you can still have an ed
If you’ve never been diagnosed, you can still have an ed
If you’re not in the “underweight” category for your BMI, you can still have an ed
There are no stipulations. No rules. No specific behaviors that you HAVE to have for you to be sick
If you think you have an eating disorder, you probably do. So don’t think that you’re not sick bc you’re “too big” or don’t do everything that everyone else does. Your symptoms are just as valid as anyone else’s.
that’s 68 days until school starts, missy.
don’t mess this up.
68 days to be the skinniest bitch they’ve ever seen
68 days to reach your UGW
68 days to impress your friends
68 days to prove them wrong
68 days to become perfect
68 days to become an angel
68 days to become delicate
68 days to become what you’ve always wanted
i will not binge tonight. i will not binge today. i will not binge tomorrow. i will follow my diet plan. i will be proud of myself. i will be the skinniest person i want to become.
Your workout gets easier every time you do it. So do it again.
Im getting worse and worse and no notices a thing
Sometimes I wish I could just be gone from this hateful world.
no matter what.
* Go on a walk * Search for health/nutrition info on the net * Turn up the music and dance * Clean your house until everything looks untouched * Read a book or magazine * Find out about finances and investing * Find out enough about a national issue to form a strong opinion * Do that that you were meaning to do for so long * Rent and follow a yoga or pilates video * Express yourself creatively * Wander and browse trough the library * Read about the toxins and food that build up in the digestive system * Start writing in a journal about things besides calories * Make your own, original, unique website * Have a movie fest * Volunteer somewhere * Get a job * Master your self description * Play with your pet, they’ll love you! * Call your grandparents * Go to howstuffworks.com and find out! * Exfoliate your entire body * Think about your life goals and how you’ll reach them * Make someone a bracelet or neckless * Read the newspaper, every word of it! * Stop procrastinating * Do some extra credit
Everyone is so thin and pretty and then there’s me, fat and ugly.
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Just remember it’s worth it. The hunger pains are worth it. The headaches are worth it. The constant taste of coffee, cigarettes, mints, and gum is worth it. Your hard work will pay off and one day when you look in the mirror, you’ll see your hip bones and ribs. One day you’ll be able to walk into the store and ask sales associate for the smallest size. One day you’ll be hanging out with your friends and they’ll tell you how “skinny” and “amazing” you look. One day you’ll be able to go to the beach and wear a bikini without feeling one ounce of shame or embarrassment. One day you’ll be able to comfortably take off your shirt when things get heated with your crush. Trust me when I say, that on this day everything you’ve gone through will be worth it.
youll still be fat. starting tomorrow wont change anything. youll just eat more and more and more. youre weak. you need to be strong and in control. this isnt your body any more. you need to be thin. its not a want. you have to be skinny. stop waiting. stop putting it off. youre just getting fatter by the days.
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I need to be thin. It’s not a choice anymore.
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Amen 🙌
Bullying has ever caused you to consider suicide or self harm.
xoxo
The perfect legs