REPERCUSSIONS

text me up real good pls n thx 😘

●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:10  ›   do you think you’ll need plastic surgery for last night?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:13  ›   you know if your face wasn’t so close to my hand, it wouldn’t have hurt.⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:15  ›   i’m not apologizing, i’m just acknowledging i was wrong.

●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  16:43  ›   i’m not mad⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  16:45  ›   you’re just getting on my last nerve with all this pro-kwak ji dam bullshit

●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:59  ›   언니 …….⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  00:01  ›   arne’t yon scared of turniNg into kwak ji dam?

●   a vague text    

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:59  ›   you make me sick

●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:00  ›    hey?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:10  ›    no one has heard from you⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:11  ›    please, at least call jungmi 언니 or junsu !⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:13  ›    i don’t know what you’re so sad about we all know kwak ji dam is like this⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:14  ›    i get you love her but she’s an asshole⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:16  ›    where are you?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:17  ›    we’re all worried, 언니

●   a text not meant for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:03  ›   you should have heard the sound it made when i slapped her face! it literally stopped the whole party⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:04  ›   why would i regret it? it was absolutely AMAZING⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:06  ›   you should have seen the look on her face⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:07  ›   it was priceless⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:10  ›   …

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:22  ›   … i’m still not apologizing.

●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  17:48  ›   wow, thanks kwak ji dam 2.0, you say that as if i didn’t already know that!

●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   you know when i was little i used to think that you were purposely trying to steal all of kwak ji dam’s attention and it wasn’t fair at all⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i hated you a lot for it⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i still think that but i don’t hate you⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   well, not as much, anyways⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   you’re still annoying af trying to be like her, you know that right?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i love you but if you keep acting like this ….

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   are you really going to side with her for the rest of your life?

●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  10:48  ›   why don’t you just crawl inside her ass? you’re already halfway in there!

●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 15 ) OUTGOING CALL  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  VOICEMAIL.

                                    ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:35  ›   PLEASE ANSWER THE PHONE JIEUN 언니⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:36  ›   i know we don’t see eye to eye but … you really scared me, 언니

●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  22:09  ›   congrats, you’re one step closer to being kwak ji dam’s bitch

●   a  text that should have never been sent ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  14:18  ›   what do you want? a reward for being kwak ji dam’s Perfect daughter?

𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. it’s the youth full of untied shoelaces, pinky promises and blushes alongside pleasant grins. nine is a time to be remembered and jina makes sure to savor it as best as she can. years ahead of her, and she’s sure this year will be the most memorable yet. she can just feel it in her bones. 

it’s also finely-chopped bangs cut just above the brow, hair that tickles her jaw and wondrous eyes that stare at the clock across from the hall as she awaits jiyi’s arrival. shes giddy nerves and overly-presumptuous at the front door. today was the day. jina doesn’t have many friends, but that’s okay because she has jiyi and jina wouldn’t trade the other girl for anyone in the world ( except maybe her sisters but that’s a different story, they were blood ) and while jiyi wasn’t blood nor one of her five other siblings, jina thought she came pretty close. 

when she’s not busy snaking on the treats their ahjumma had left behind in the den, jina is back to pacing in front of the door. just as anxious, just as excited as she was before. the minute hand is loud in the empty hallway and jina can’t help but watch time move just as slow as she counted down the seconds until the older girl’s arrival. 

just when she hears the bell, she’s all squeals and childish mumbles as she’s racing for the last two steps towards the door before any of her sisters, or worse, junsu comes in to interrupt them. stubby fingers and tipped toes are fumbling with the lock on the door, pushing it open slightly to peek ( because their ahjumma had always told her that it wasn’t safe to open the door for strangers, she should always look at the screen and check to see the arrival of the persons, safety first! ) but she throws caution and once confirmation is had: jina is throwing the door wide, threshold out in the open as she welcomes her friend with open arms. 

launching her small little body to collide with the other’s in a joyous embrace, arms immediately going round tiny shoulders as she jumps in place. “jiyi, you’re here!” she’s here! she’s really here! her heart soars and a part of her wants to take this happiness and bottle it up. a contagious feeling that makes even her fingertips sparkle in glee. “come inside, come inside! ahjumma made some snacks for us!” she says, hands unhook themselves from the other’s shoulders to search for a hand unto her own; tugging the other through and letting the door lock behind them. 

“i’m so happy you’re here, we can play now!”

WHERE’D YOU GO ; @mmjina​ past: 2009

jiyi is ten, and she has the world balanced neatly in her hands.

she’s all grown up – final year of grade school, and finally allowed to go over to her best friend’s house without their house elf following, all by herself. she’s prepared for every possible situation, in her magically enlarged bag: an umbrella ( in case it rains ), her phone ( to call her mum ), a jacket ( though she’s sure jina’s house won’t be cold ), four different sets of toys ( one of which is a whole kitchen play set in case they decide to play restaurant ), two gifts ( one for jina, obviously, and the other one for little junsu ) and all the snacks she could fit into the rest of the space available ( enough for a week long camping trip, probably ).

and her dress is pretty, too, just in case jina’s older sisters or her mum are in. they usually aren’t ( she’s never even seen jina’s mum, but she’s probably pretty like jina! ), but just in case, she wants to make a good impression on her first solo visit to jina’s house. so she’d picked her nicest dress in gossamer blue, with delicately hand stitched cherry blossoms and her prettiest head band that she knows will match jina’s favourite one. hopefully, jina’s mum will like her enough to invite her again, and she can have another playdate with jina, maybe even as soon as tomorrow! that thought gives her an extra bounce in her step, and she reaches jina’s doorstep right on time.

jiyi’s just tall enough to reach the doorbell on her tiptoes, and she presses the bell once before scuttling quickly to the front of the gate so jina will be able to see her. she bounces up and down on her heels, waiting for her best friend to answer the door.

she can’t wait!

jumping on the all texts train 🚂

   ●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  06:45  ›   hi, are we friends again?

   ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:00  ›   I’M SO FUCKING PISSED⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:10  ›   HOW DARE THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE THAT⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:11  ›   i know we’re on a time-out but still how dare they what the actual fuck⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:13  ›   ㅗㅗ

   ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  📞  ›  ( 5 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:02  ›   yUN PICK UP⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:03  ›   TIME OUtF OVER OVEr OVER⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:05  ›   pls pichfk me uP im gonna baFr

   ●   a vague text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›    am i hard to love?

   ●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:00  ›   it’s been 5 months when are you going to talk to me⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:03  ›   i said i was sorry, yun⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:04  ›   i didn’t mean to break your guitar⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:06  ›   i was just mad you weren’t paying attention to me⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:10  ›   please don’t ignore me

   ●   a text not meant for you but it’s actually for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  23:01  ›   why don’t you love me?

   ●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   17:00  ›   stupify the bitch and get over it

   ●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:10  ›   do you ever just want to leave me too, yun?⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:10  ›   be honest⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:11  ›   don’t spare my feelings⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:12  ›   i just want to know⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:12  ›   is your friendship with me a burden?⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   i know i can be a little much, and possessive, and overwhelming, and frustrating, and annoying, and can’t control my anger⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›    but …. you’re welcome to leave whenever you want⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   i won’t hate you⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   okay i might but …. if it sucks that much to be friends with me, you can leave too⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:18  ›   everyone else leaves⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:19  ›   it’d only be right if you followed suit⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:30  ›   if i were you i’d leave me too⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:40  ›   that’s the right choice⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:50  ›   you’re too good for me, yun

                                          ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  01:00  ›   let’s take a time out

                                           ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  10:07  ›   so was i right?

   ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  18:28  ›   you could just hit them over the head with your guitar⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  18:30  ›   i’ll buy you a new one

   ●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 10 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:50  ›   yun, please answer⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:54  ›   i know we’re in time out but i’m just really worried⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:55  ›   no one has heard from you in days⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:59  ›   are you okay?

   ●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  10:09  ›   congrats⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  10:10  ›   i guess someone finally found a groupie they can’t shake

   ●   a  text that should have never been sent  ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   24:00  ›   i love you but i guess i’m not good enough for your love, huh?

⁺  🔍  ›  SEARCHING  ・・・  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  @mmdaeil​  ›  SENT.

⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:30  ›   good evening ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:31  ›   i hope you’ve enjoyed today, you arrogantly pompous, insignificant living trash ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:31  ›   today can mark the first day of your eternal punishment ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:32  ›   call it a last meal of the sorts ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:33  ›   for what you ask? ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:33  ›   well if you can’t even figure that out ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:34  ›   unfortunately i’m not the right person to ask  ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:35  ›   all i’m going to say is ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:36  ›   YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR FUCKING KNEE CAPS YOU DOUCHE

                                           ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  05:10  ›   good fucking morning fuckaroo ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  05:11  ›   hope you eat shit at practice ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  05:11  ›   maybe then your face wouldn’t look as much of a goblin’s ass ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  05:12  ›   oh wait? it’s permanently like that? ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  05:15  ›   gfys 😕

                                          ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  14:00  ›   놈.

                                          ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:00  ›   i meant what i said ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  18:02  ›   call it a love tap but i hope you liked getting your face shoved into the dirt

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  00:00  ›   congrats you survived today, 놈.  ⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  00:00  ›   tomorrow is another day 

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫대일 씹새끼🚫.  ›  05:00  ›   😈

♔ ♠ ☏ ☠ ✘ (( 👀i'm late to the party but i couldn't resist ))

   ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  18:46  ›   OKAY 언니 I GAVE YOU THE DRESS TO WEAR NOT TO PUKE ON⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  18:46  ›   the dry cleaner place you went to is horrible⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  18:50  ›   HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO COUTURE

   ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:01  ›   언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 !!!!⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:01  ›   i pnked on yoda⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:02  ›   ffs⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:02  ›   darth vader is aFTER ME

    a vague text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:18  ›   fuck world peace

   ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  21:32  ›   learning to puke your brains out does wonders on my self esteem

   ●   a  text that should have never been sent  ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:54  ›   will you ever tire of one night fuck ups?

ONLY FOOLS FALL

a person who acts unwisely under the guise of a love potion ; we don’t call it love. see also: jina and @mmgyul, the annual yosul commencement party, amidst confusing, tormented hearts. 

𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒, 𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒. maybe it wouldn’t hurt when she notices the way his eyes are never on hers and the realization strikes her faster than cold water on a monday morning. she never had a chance, did she? she wants him to look at her, see her -- please. the words are deaf on the lips because jina never begs, but her heart bleeds in consequence. the flowers in her lungs once so full in bloom, vibrant and lovely quickly wilt, and she wants to breathe -- cough, feel the air slither it’s way into her chest rather than the way they shrivel up. locking her breath and keeping her entertained with the disillusion that this wasn’t true. but she can’t -- she feels them crush into her windpipe and all she feels is daffodils, roses and lilies, discontempt, devastation and frustration. 

her eyes are hearts, heavily so, eclipsed onto him and he can’t seem to see her. why won’t he see her? these feelings are too familiar, they grow fangs and sink into the very cracks she had thought she had successfully glued together. but jina, oh jina, she never learns. 

a girl of nineteen, she doesn’t know love.

she can’t seem to get her bearings together ; they’re powerful and her heart aches, painful -- the cracks appear again. faster this time, undoing months of forgetting, of pretending; they break where they once lay, deeper, and deeper and the flowers in her lungs die. why so? because he doesn’t say the words he once had said.

instead, “hold that thought, i’ll be right back” is spoken into the void and jina lets him. she lets him slip through her fingers like all those times because her eyes are full of broken hearts and she doesn’t have it in her to stop him. it hurts, but she pretends it doesn’t.

pretending is fine, it saves her the heartbreak. because no, he wasn’t going to do this to her again, was he? ( he has, he will, he can’t stop but jina doesn’t want to end this so soon -- this soon -- they just reconciled )

memories of when she first confessed flood and she feels the gash in her heart tear just a bit more as fingers wind into small fists. the wound is stale, dried blood rounds the corners and all yun has to do is dip dainty little fingers in and pull, for everything to come apart. perhaps, months apart did nothing to cure the heartache, she fears. it’s secured when he reaches his target and she has to force a breath because the flowers are too much, they’re ashes instead of air and she’s coughing up death; in the midst, her heart constricts.

time stills and she rarely notices the way hangyul comes and never leaves; acknowledgement falls flat because all jina can see is what she doesn’t believe. 

jina thinks if she blinks it won’t hurt. she thinks if her eyes close for just a second, that it isn’t real -- that reality is far more kinder than her nightmares, than dreams could ever be. but through glass eyes, all she sees is the way he’s falling into her and jina can’t look away.

was this love? 

* things said meme

things you said over the phone

things you said with the tv on mute 

things you said when you were proud

things you said under your breath

things you said with sorrow between your fists

things you said when you were lost

things you said when our world began to crumble

things you said with too many days between us

things you didn’t say at all

things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear

things you said you’ll never forget

things you said with clammy hands 

things you said when fear cut deep

things you said while a fever stole your mind

things you said with rage between your teeth

things you were afraid to say

things you said when no one else was around

things you said when the sun was shining

things you said with blooming bruises and stinging cuts

things you said when we were safe

things you said without thinking

things you said that kept me grounded

things you said you loved about me

things you said you hated about me

things you said when you lied

things you said with scraped knees 

things you said with tears in your eyes

things you said while holding my hand 

things you said in the car

things you said under the stars

things you said at my grave

things you said at the kitchen table

things you said on the porch at 3 am

things you said in a gas station parking lot 

things you said in a hotel room

things you said in the waiting room

things you said while you stroked my hair

things you said that made me feel loved

things you said when i was crying

things you said while i cried in your arms 

things you said when you thought i was asleep

things you said in your sleep

things you said when you kissed me goodnight

things you said after a nightmare

things you said before death snatched you

things you said that i wish you hadn’t

things you said when it ended

things you said when you met my friends

things you said when we first met

things you said when they took me away

⁺  𝐖𝐈𝐙𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌   @jina5  .

jina calls her instagram a glorified photobook of ‘candids’, exclusively utilizing the ‘candid’ aesthetic whereas most, if not all, the pictures are more ‘posed’ rather than in the moment or actually candid. she rarely takes or posts selfies, and almost always either has someone taking the picture for her or is behind the camera, herself. half the pics are taken with a film camera while the other half are by her phone, using a ‘film’ filter to give it that aesthetic. apparently the only perk (that she happily exploits) of having a maesoba-loved mother is that her follower count is a lot higher than it realistically should be.

hi guys !! i’m ume (21+, pst!) and this is another one of kwak jidam’s unfortunate children !!! ( i’m kidding but rly not their whole family is a lit revolt and we LOVE it ) aka kwak jina, she’s the second to last child! there’s more info under the cut as well as plots but pls like and i’ll definitely jump into your dms for some quick one on one 🤪🤪🤪

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