✆ ♠ ☼

text me up real good pls n thx 😘

●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:10  ›   do you think you’ll need plastic surgery for last night?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:13  ›   you know if your face wasn’t so close to my hand, it wouldn’t have hurt.⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:15  ›   i’m not apologizing, i’m just acknowledging i was wrong.

●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  16:43  ›   i’m not mad⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  16:45  ›   you’re just getting on my last nerve with all this pro-kwak ji dam bullshit

●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:59  ›   언니 …….⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  00:01  ›   arne’t yon scared of turniNg into kwak ji dam?

●   a vague text    

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:59  ›   you make me sick

●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:00  ›    hey?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:10  ›    no one has heard from you⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:11  ›    please, at least call jungmi 언니 or junsu !⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:13  ›    i don’t know what you’re so sad about we all know kwak ji dam is like this⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:14  ›    i get you love her but she’s an asshole⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:16  ›    where are you?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:17  ›    we’re all worried, 언니

●   a text not meant for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:03  ›   you should have heard the sound it made when i slapped her face! it literally stopped the whole party⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:04  ›   why would i regret it? it was absolutely AMAZING⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:06  ›   you should have seen the look on her face⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:07  ›   it was priceless⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:10  ›   …

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:22  ›   … i’m still not apologizing.

●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  17:48  ›   wow, thanks kwak ji dam 2.0, you say that as if i didn’t already know that!

●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   you know when i was little i used to think that you were purposely trying to steal all of kwak ji dam’s attention and it wasn’t fair at all⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i hated you a lot for it⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i still think that but i don’t hate you⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   well, not as much, anyways⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   you’re still annoying af trying to be like her, you know that right?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i love you but if you keep acting like this ….

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   are you really going to side with her for the rest of your life?

●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  10:48  ›   why don’t you just crawl inside her ass? you’re already halfway in there!

●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 15 ) OUTGOING CALL  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  VOICEMAIL.

                                    ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:35  ›   PLEASE ANSWER THE PHONE JIEUN 언니⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:36  ›   i know we don’t see eye to eye but … you really scared me, 언니

●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  22:09  ›   congrats, you’re one step closer to being kwak ji dam’s bitch

●   a  text that should have never been sent ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  14:18  ›   what do you want? a reward for being kwak ji dam’s Perfect daughter?

jumping on the all texts train 🚂

   ●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  06:45  ›   hi, are we friends again?

   ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:00  ›   I’M SO FUCKING PISSED⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:10  ›   HOW DARE THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE THAT⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:11  ›   i know we’re on a time-out but still how dare they what the actual fuck⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:13  ›   ㅗㅗ

   ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  📞  ›  ( 5 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:02  ›   yUN PICK UP⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:03  ›   TIME OUtF OVER OVEr OVER⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:05  ›   pls pichfk me uP im gonna baFr

   ●   a vague text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›    am i hard to love?

   ●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:00  ›   it’s been 5 months when are you going to talk to me⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:03  ›   i said i was sorry, yun⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:04  ›   i didn’t mean to break your guitar⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:06  ›   i was just mad you weren’t paying attention to me⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:10  ›   please don’t ignore me

   ●   a text not meant for you but it’s actually for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  23:01  ›   why don’t you love me?

   ●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   17:00  ›   stupify the bitch and get over it

   ●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:10  ›   do you ever just want to leave me too, yun?⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:10  ›   be honest⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:11  ›   don’t spare my feelings⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:12  ›   i just want to know⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:12  ›   is your friendship with me a burden?⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   i know i can be a little much, and possessive, and overwhelming, and frustrating, and annoying, and can’t control my anger⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›    but …. you’re welcome to leave whenever you want⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   i won’t hate you⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   okay i might but …. if it sucks that much to be friends with me, you can leave too⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:18  ›   everyone else leaves⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:19  ›   it’d only be right if you followed suit⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:30  ›   if i were you i’d leave me too⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:40  ›   that’s the right choice⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:50  ›   you’re too good for me, yun

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⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  01:00  ›   let’s take a time out

                                           ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  10:07  ›   so was i right?

   ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  18:28  ›   you could just hit them over the head with your guitar⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  18:30  ›   i’ll buy you a new one

   ●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 10 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:50  ›   yun, please answer⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:54  ›   i know we’re in time out but i’m just really worried⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:55  ›   no one has heard from you in days⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:59  ›   are you okay?

   ●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  10:09  ›   congrats⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  10:10  ›   i guess someone finally found a groupie they can’t shake

   ●   a  text that should have never been sent  ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   24:00  ›   i love you but i guess i’m not good enough for your love, huh?

all the texts pls dear 🦋

TW subtle depressive thoughts / escapism

 ●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:12  ›   you better be awake by 5

                                             ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  07:45  ›   did i say 5? i meant 8 🤭🤷‍♀️

 ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  14:23  ›   what the fuck kai⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  14:25  ›   DON’T FUCKING TALK TO ME⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  14:26  ›   you better be ready to have my fist meet your FUCKING FACE

 ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:01  ›   kai … kai …. 야 …….⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:01  ›   i lovu ⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:04  ›   iM kidnafing⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:05  ›   i HATE yunr GUTS

 ●   a vague text    

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:59  ›   i just want to be left alone

 ●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  20:00  ›   i don’t know who else to turn to⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  20:07  ›   if you’re gone i don’t have anyone else⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  20:10  ›   kai ………… please let me know you’re okay⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  20:10  ›   please tell me what i did wrong

 ●   a text not meant for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:03  ›   do you ever want to disappear?

 ●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  06:30  ›   morons like you are truly a one of a kind 🙄

 ●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  24:10  ›   thanks for being a constant presence in my life

                                            ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  00:02  ›   thanks for tonight, kaikai

                                           ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  03:09  ›   i can’t sleep⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  03:10  ›   i can’t stop thinking, kaikai

                                          ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  06:30  ›   forget what i said last night, i’m fine now

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:11  ›   i know i don’t say it often, kaikai but i’m really thankful you’re still here and haven’t left⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:11  ›   so many people leave⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:13  ›   and i know why they do⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:14  ›   and i can’t blame them even i want to⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:18  ›   if i were them, i’d leave me too⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:20  ›   i’m just so tired⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:21  ›   sometimes i feel like it’s not worth it⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:21  ›   i pretend like i’m worth it⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:21  ›   but it’s just pretending, right?⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:21  ›   because i’m not worth it, ykno⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:25  ›   sometimes i’m ready to just go away and not come back like jihye⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:26  ›   because then maybe everyone will be at peace⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  23:30  ›   i wish jihye took me with her

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  01:00  ›   would you tell me not to leave?

                                       ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  05:45  ›   please delete those texts, kai, they’re embarrassing

 ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  14:49  ›   if you’re into her, why don’t you keep your dick slack for once and tell her with words

 ●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 16 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                      ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  13:02  ›   S.O.S.

 ●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  14:18  ›   must be nice having one brain cell⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  14:19  ›   omg you have two? Amazing

 ●   a  text that should have never been sent ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  琳凯HEADASS💢.  ›  01:01  ›   are you going to leave me like jiyi did?

LMFAO like an idiot ,, i made a mistake ... jina is already 19 and she should be turning 20 this year bc ... Guess who forgot the rp is in 2020 ,,,, but anyways i’ve gotten to all my msgs and i’ll be sending out messages to those who’ve liked this post !! 

hi guys !! i’m ume (21+, pst!) and this is another one of kwak jidam’s unfortunate children !!! ( i’m kidding but rly not their whole family is a lit revolt and we LOVE it ) aka kwak jina, she’s the second to last child and she’s turning 19 in lit 3 days so we going for Legal Turn ups in a quick sec! there’s more info under the cut as well as plots but pls like and i’ll definitely jump into your dms for some quick one on one 🤪🤪🤪

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hi guys !! i’m ume (21+, pst!) and this is another one of kwak jidam’s unfortunate children !!! ( i’m kidding but rly not their whole family is a lit revolt and we LOVE it ) aka kwak jina, she’s the second to last child! there’s more info under the cut as well as plots but pls like and i’ll definitely jump into your dms for some quick one on one 🤪🤪🤪

again, kwak jina : mambo numba 5 kwak 5 canon for ref!

another one of kwak jidam’s kids ( probably among the ones who resent her the most)

don’t get her wrong she Loves her family ( but they can overwhelm her )

safe to say that her childhood wasn’t Great bc of her mom is an understatement

she lost a LOT of friends bc of her mom aka a lot of kids’ parents would tell their kids to not play with her which led to a lot of sad conversations of “sorry jina, we can’t play anymore bc my mom said your mom is a bad person” and as a kid you just think bad person = Evil aka jina slowly becoming to resent her mom more and more bc of her ‘Evil’ ways

she kind of has it twisted in her head that her mom is selfish and greedy but she also doesn’t quite Get her mother or her reasoning behind doing what she does ( nor does she really care at this point )

she never really grows out of that same resentment but it’s more like she just ignores her mom and goes out of her way to Disassociate herself from anything that has to do with kwak jidam

aka the reincarnation of kwak jina !!! aka straight O’s in all her exams ; definitely part of the top 5% of her class because what is kwak jina without her sparkling grade point average !! 

an over-achieving sob who’s a tad catty but y’know what if people are talking about her grades or the cute boy she’s dating or her pretty smile the less they’re talking about her Ruined family

her attitude isn’t all that great tbh she’s a bit blunt and not at all Grade A Friendly when it comes to first encounters but first impressions are always blown away by her smile !!!

but when a bish opens her mouth it’s like Lmfao, who you ???

she’s really self-conscious and it shows a good 66% of the time, she’s always making sure she’s not catching herself slipping bc girl always has to be Pretty, Perfect, Poised !! 

aka her trying her hardest to Not be like her mom

( but lbr she’s probably more like her mom than she realizes but like Hell will she ever admit or see to that reasoning )

personally she’s 0 to 100 on the hostility scale if you say her name and her mom’s name in the same sentence

she wishes she was the hbic but she’s so much of a try hard that she’s just a Bitch

but like an ogre, jina has layers and at her core i promise she’s as sweet as cotton candy

but lbr she probably reserves that spot for her siblings and like 2.5 others

HC: like the rest of her siblings she’s got divination down to a Pat but girlie hates her mom so she Purposely failed divination class once ( bc thats all her pride would allow her ) as a sign of protest

also some yosul info:

fourth year , cheong ryeong , kwak family legacy ( ew lmfao )

electives: dada, wizarding literature, care of magical creatures

PLOTS

old childhood friends who’ve since became estranged because of familial influence aka among the throng who slapped a “i’m sorry jina, my parents said your mom is icky so i can’t play with you anymore” and yeeted outta there

thick as thieves friends ( bc we all know jina doesn’t have a lot of them ) but pls give this Gross girl a friend who’ll stay w her through thick and thin she’s sick of ppl leaving her

ppl she can actually break down in front of bc she feels stress keeping up w everyone’s expectations of who she is and how her family is and she’s kind of SIck of pretending to be this Perfect Person but she keeps it up bc it’s better than hearing the nasty things about her

self-preservation at its finest

so someone who just breaks it down to her that she doesn’t need to be this person ( while she won’t listen,, u know Effort Counts )

exes? girl has trust issues that’s for sure and that has definitely leaked into her love life making most if not all her rls not work out bc she fears they’re going to leave her or find something about her that they suddenly don’t like so she’s really out here beating them to the punch

ok but an ex who she was so reluctant to break up with but she Did it anyways because she’s hard to please but she’s lowkey still in love with them but she’s too Stubborn to fuckin!! admit!! she !! was !! wrong !!

ok but pls give me someone jina punched bc she was angry and she misplaced her anger onto you by accident !1!! has she apologize d ??? oof we dunno 👀

ok but also someone who fucks around w jina bc they know this complex of hers and just has fun with playing w her heart ( yes Destroy Her !!! )

fwb !! cute fluffy rls ( for the 2.5 ppl who were able to peel her layers ) !! 

people she tutors bc jina w that sparkling gpa doesn’t mind doing God’s work and helping the unfortunate 

omg pls give me pureblood family turmoil aka if your pureblood family hates jina’s mom lMFAO RIP INTO JINA even tho jina would be like dude you don’t like my mom? Lmfao Same! but that would be funny

an extension to the last bullet = ppl who view jina as an extension of her mom and her reputation ( jina would grow to hate you but lbr we think you deserve it a little if you do this )

if you’re on the varisty quidditch team ,,, you’ve probably seen her with her brother junsu checking out the Talent 👀aka You, you’re the talent

insert: you said something and jina just RiPPED into you and to this day you’re like wtf? u crazy fsadjkasda*sfhdsjf

HER FAMILY PLS COME !!11! CONTROL JINA !!1! bitch needs to chill but she can’t find her fucks

tbh we’re down for anything and everything !!1! we’re just Hyped to be here !!!

shit this got long im Sorry fam

mmjunsu‌:

it was funny how things could fall into place so easily; how things could pick up from where they left off, without any thought of the circumstances prior.

(like how he’d shared an uncharacteristically emotional reunion with his sister; and then he was sitting at the kitchen island moments later, stuffing his puffy face with breakfast as she slipped back out into obscurity. don’t mention it to anyone just yet, she’d made him promise, but it seemed like the idea was already obliterated as he burned his tongue on seaweed soup).

and things went back to normal, like always.

maybe he should’ve taken it as a sign, when he walked into the apartment and was greeted with absolute silence— like the calm before the storm, it lulled him into a false sense of security as he kicked off his shoes comfortably and left a trail of his belongings on his way to the rec room.

maybe he should’ve been more cautious when he found a full, unopened bag of shrimp crackers and pepero sticks— a rarity in the kwak household— and it seemed like the stars were all aligned for him when he opened the fridge and his favourite banana milk was stocked on the top shelf.

(ahjumma must’ve gone shopping, was what he had thought, when he should’ve realized: ahjumma had bought him his last meal).

the alignment of the stars were clear now as kwak junsu took a fistful of shrimp crackers as he paused his video game, and the doorknob twisted open to reveal the grim reaper.

junsu could easily recognize the stages of kwak jina’s wrath, but the look she gave him from the threshold as he stared back at her with doe-eyes wide open and mouth agape, was positively lethal.

it felt like an eternity as he wracked his brain for the things he could’ve done wrong, a single  cracker from the bunch in his fist falling down into his lap.

(after quickly assessing and reassessing his memory, kwak junsu found that he didn’t know what it was his sister was staring at him like she would kill him for, but after sixteen years of being the youngest, he quickly moved on to his second option: run).

“noona, hold up—”

the shrimp crackers all fell to the floor as kwak junsu tossed the game controller to the side, jumping up onto the couch and stumbling as he tripped over his own lanky legs. he tripped over the edge and quickly shot back up as he hid behind the couch: his only line of defense from kwak jina’s blazing stare.

𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐁𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐃, jina has two different type of aggressions. it wasn’t out of norm for one of them to be tickled on the daily. that one didn’t involve the throbbing of a vein against the very shell of her forehead, it didn’t include the rush of adrenaline into her bloodstream nor did it reap of deadly intentions. 

no, that one was harmless in comparison to the aggression she felt swelling against her conscience. the one telling her that poor, innocent junsu looked scared to death. that perhaps, he didn’t deserve jina whatever jina had in store for settling whatever had set her off today.

of course her conscience was an idiot.

and jina full-heartedly believed whatever intentions she had in mind were rightfully just. especially when she was mad.

but no, jina wasn’t just mad -- she was pissed. 

she, of course, was fair in her approach. far more than she thinks she should have been. maybe she was feeling merciful, or maybe she just enjoyed the way her little brother seemed a second close to shitting himself. she didn’t enjoy scaring him, but the fear in his eyes did give her a different type of high.

for now, she feels every type of emotion welling up within her. remnants of her conversation ( if you could call a screaming match in the middle of the courtyard a ‘conversation’ ) with jihye still fresh on the skin. the tears she had cried a dried up path to where blurred eyeliner and smudged mascara lay. the obviousness of her distress a second contender for the anger that blazed in her eyes was much more prevalent, obvious in the way she stalked into the rec room; fingers pushing the door open further to make her way inside. 

“why are you backing up, junnie?” she blinks, voice a notch softer than it should be; coupled by the innocence dripping from her tone and the nickname she hardly uses, jina tilts her head. the venom in her expression says enough to warrant the activation of the fight or flight instinct, this she is sure -- watching his expression react in comparison has jina taking another step closer. “did you do something wrong?” 

she takes one more step, fingers reaching out to grab the discarded controller, tinkering with the buttons, a single glance made to the device before her glare returns to him. 

“don’t you have something to tell me?” timbre is soft, a false sense of security lulled into her voice as she takes another step closer; grasp tightening against the controller with each step before stopping just short of the couch he hid behind.

if he wanted to run, she’d give him a head start. 

REPERCUSSIONS

You are lashing out because you’re too sensitive. Yes, I was narrow-minded for a short while. Get over it.

𝐒𝐇𝐄’𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐒. seoul nights grow hotter despite the chill of the running air conditioner and jina awakes with a fever start. it’s a gasp, a startle, star-dusted eyes and a mumbled curse that detaches her from the realm of sleep. her dreams fizzle to an end and her memory grows hazy. what had just happened never comes to and she finds herself disoriented as the darkness of the room fills her vision. seoul skylines do nothing to faze her, lights strung behind closed windows as jina looks around her room like she’s on display. feigned surprise at the stillness, the emptiness that decorated walls and pale pinks hold stare back at her and jina feels it deepen her reality. distracted eyes glance at looming red and the time fucks with her because she has an eight o’clock divination lecture tomorrow that she’s not looking forward to, at all, and she’s headed straight for raccoon eyes the size of mars. she’s parched, not looking forward to tomorrow and there’s a dull ache somewhere in her body that she wishes not to place. a sigh falls and she’s staring at the ceiling. 

it’s bothersome, the itch in her throat grows; the ache in her body dulls and she mulls over her options before swinging dainty feet off her bed; silk following suit as she replaces sheets with the fluff of her dolce slippers. they take her away, of a hallway of closed doors and dim lights. of silence and buzzing static at a different side of the home. her destination: kitchen -- where the stars actually take her: jungmi. the other’s words are warmth personified, made to wrap her in the lushest fabrics, of a love she longs for but never fully attains. but it’s enough -- it has to be because wanting for nothing never amounts for any good: jina would know. she knows this too well. she doesn’t say much, and jina never needs to -- not with jungmi. because jungmi has good sense, she has jina’s best intentions at heart -- for jina, jungmi is her salvation and without her, she is lost. for jina, she can let all the walls and tiresome dilemmas crash to her feet and the burden of teenage adolescent angst surface. what she toils, she effortlessly drops for jungmi to pick up the pieces because for jina, jungmi was always there to fix her when everything was lost. 

when there was no one left to put her back together again. 

so she hugs her tight, when knees sink into scattered papers and her footsteps leave blind prints; falling into an embrace as she digs her head into the other’s neck and feels the tears turn in her eyes. “jihye’s back,” she whispers against flawless skin, like an omen breathed to life. she feels the words take her back to stricken voices, a slap against skin and heated tears on her cheeks; she feels them and bites back a sharp breath.

to a glance it’s utter chaos, the sprawl of books and technology, from folders, to notebooks, her recorder and work laptop. but there’s a precise measure to this chaos ( she had began at her desk across the room and slowly but surely, ran out of room ) then again, if you’re a kwak currently living within the posh kwak condo jidam shelled out for, the sight of jungmi dispersed across any surface of the apartment she feels like ( often being a broad portion of ground in any given room ) isn’t abnormal. surrounded by her proliferation of work materials, with her reading glasses that seem to come with an extra feature, as she had never put them on before without her face immediately scrunching into a serious frown. as if they were equipped with a spell to turn jungmi’s expression sour with focus. a pencil on hand for scribbling ( not a pen; she had learned that lesson, when her idly habit of chewing on the ends while thinking too hard, had burst one before ) and a tape recorder shoved into the small pocket in the front breast pocket of her t-shirt. there’s a manic kind of calm about her, a humming bird at rest, bursts of movement in between the serenity and soft hum of concentration. 

whatever sound it is that originates from the door, she doesn’t even glance up. from her near yoga-like post, bent over at the waist as she scribbles down a messy scribble of heterogeneous thoughts, something to refine later, before it can escape her tired mind. “hmm?” she hums by way of a greeting, more of a question of why someone has come for her in the first place after she had shrieked across the house like a warning bell that she was going to start working hours earlier. she doesn’t even know which sibling it is, her gaze pinpointed intently at the hangul she scratches across the page in a mess, “unnie is working on something, sorry, gimme a sec,” she explains lightly as she finishes up her sentences and stretches, unwinds her spine out, throwing the pencil as she turns towards the door with an expectant ( admittedly soft, but drained and tight ) expression, “did you come to bug me?” she teases, twice as hard when it’s @mmjina she spots and everything sisterly and warm from within her sparks like a low light ( it had only gotten stronger since the disappearance and reappearance of jihye, her appreciation for jina doubling, and then strangely, tripling ) (( at least jina wouldn’t leave her )) her eyes crinkling at the corners with a smile ( no teeth because she’s just a little too exhausted, not just the time of night but the subject matter of her assignment exacting its due ) and she manages a scrunch of her nose. 

she grew up so beautifully 😫 😫