Spiritually I Am Curled Up On A Porch Swing As A Soft Breeze Caresses My Cheek

枝垂桜 // Weeping cherry blossoms

spreading my attention across several things at once to make no progress on any of them at maximum efficiency

Yasuko Nagai, 1987

knife theory

if the pain you caused me was something straight-forward and physical like a knife to my heart, how would i react?

in one universe i would look you dead in the eye as you twist and turn the knife inside of me instead of begging you to stop.

in another universe i would leave the knife in me until scar-tissue grows over it and it becomes part of me.

in the last universe i pull the knife out from where you put it in between my ribs and stab you with it as i bleed to death. then lick the blade and let the iron of us both be my last meal.

if i see a group of men laughing i just know its not funny

"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

Student studying under a tree, Bryn Mawr, 1966 | via Bryn Mawr College Special Collections