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how i sleep (my posture is cooked)
— Fiona Apple
I Definitely Care
Get over the fear of being seen.
Stop caring about how you’re gonna be perceived. Stop doubting yourself. Stop aiming to be perfect. Stop ruminating.
Accept who you are. Hype yourself. Invest in yourself. Be audacious. Trust in the greater outcome. Allow yourself to be seen as you are.
be busy. busy not checking messages. busy reading those books you never started or finished. busy having a good night of sleep. busy taking care of yourself and your skin. busy moving your body. busy helping your community. busy reflecting on your life and what you can improve. busy doing things aside from the capitalistic viewpoint of “productivity.” busy slowing down.
i’ll be sleeping in afternoon and be awake for the rest of night / midnight : God knew id be too powerful if i wasn’t sleep deprived... also been reading ‘my year of rest and relaxation’ and it was so scary how i actually relate it with my abnormal sleeping patterns... well, im okay though at lease continuously breathing
he tells you “you’re beautiful”, but when Prince Myshkin said when Nastasya asked him
“Will you love me for as I am, nothing?”
“I will, Nastasya Filippovna”