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Dream Worm

When I lay awake in my bed, as I close my eyes it’s thoughts of you that fill my head. My heart races and my body becomes warm. Beneath the blankets I start to squirm. You hold me close and I hold you too. Caressing your thighs softly, kissing your eyes. I drag my finger tips  slowly down both your sides.

Staring deeply into your eyes, feel my hands on your cheek, as they tighten and reveal a smile.

Just close your eyes and listen to our hearts call out for each other. I hold you tightly as dawn approaches, one night in heaven and now it’s back to reality.

Close your eyes and lean back

Feel warm kisses glide up and down your neck

Shhh... 

Don’t worry, you’re safe in my arms

just you and I... nothing else matters

I tilt your chin up, and stare down into your eyes. A gentle gaze, your sweet almond eyes

Up

Spread out across the floor, laying on my back looking up at the ceiling I hear her crying in the bathroom I just stare at the shadows crawling slowly across the walls Nothing inside me anymore It's almost as if I don't even care She cries and I stare up and off into space

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Youth is taken from us, either all at once or slowly over TIME...

Let Go 52409

Teardrops roll down my face; raindrops on a windshield in a heavy summer storm.

Puddles of my broken heart fill the ceases of my face. Pools of angst.The cold numb feeling has a grasp on my soul, I’m chilled to the core. My body trembles each time I hear those words… Echoing in my ears, like a bell that has tolled, so close it’s all I hear… Those painful words are trapped in my ears.

Challenges

The therapist tells me I need to find myself, and that my significant other, is just like my mother; suppressing me and squeezing me like a vice— keeping me from being who I want to be, deciding who my friends are and aren’t. This pressure must stem from her love for me and the fear that I will forget her, but ironically it’s what is causing me to drift farther away.

Have we really changed so much that this is beyond repair? Dare I set myself free onto the world once more or do I settle and try to keep this ship a float.

I have to try and make this work… But I’m very afraid it’s already over…

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The late night dance

click clack, click clack, your feet make music as you twirl,

Beyond the water under the bridge, I see you dancing on the ridge.

Left right, left right

I join you beneath the waxing moon

Tonight, our night, we dance

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I gave it to you

I felt as the waves of the ocean must feel when the clouds have blocked the warmth of the sun.

Robot sketch

Farewell friend

It hurt a lot, but it had to be done. I hope you understand, it is time to move on. Time to focus on the here and now, not the past and what might have been. It would be a lie if I said I wasn't crying. The next bridge to burn will change everything, there is no going back... Take a deep breath and hold on tight... 3 ..2...1 exhale... Here it goes.