You Can Ask Me As The Creator Or You Can Ask Any Of The Neurosistale Characters. I Am Not Opening Asks

It's World Bipolar Day

I was going to draw Neurosis!Asgore

But technically this is Bipolar!Asgore (SNT) because I have yet to decide if Neurosis!Asgore would be covered in vines. It doesn't really make sense for his character, but there is a reason in SNT.

(At this point these are my refs because I can't manage to finish my actual refs--

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Mettaton (Narcissism)

Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Stereotypes:

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Real:

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If you want to learn more:

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It's Self-Injury Awareness Day, so have a picture of Sans being silly

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Sans: Addiction to Self-Harm

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Neurosistale by me (JadaE)

Undertale by Toby Fox

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Sans (Self-Injury)

Addiction to Self-Harm

Stereotypes: 

I hurt myself, therefore I’m Suicidal.

I always hurt myself using a knife.

I can stop whenever I feel like it.

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Real:

Not everyone who hurt themselves wants to die. A lot of people hurt themselves because the just want to feel something, or it temporarily fills a hole inside them. Many because they feel like they don’t have control, and hurting themselves gives them just a little bit back.

     Once I was talking to a friend who use to scratch themselves. I remember asking them if it was worth it. I don’t remember fully what they said because it was a few years ago, but it was along the lines of “If you mean it fills the emptiness inside and makes me feel normal, then yes.” They moved, so I don’t know if their answer would have changed.

     My own experience, I used to forced myself to stay awake. It made me feel in control of a life I thought I had zero say in what happened. Was it worth it? Yeah. It allowed me to get over my insomnia. There was a cost, though. When my sleep schedule gets messed up, it takes weeks to repair. So would I do it again? No.

There are many ways people hurt themselves. Self harm means anything you do to intentionally sabotage yourself. This can be anywhere from burning and cutting, to something as simple as not letting yourself sleep.

Self harm can become an addiction. There’s a reason why I have Sans as Addiction to Self-Harm. Like I said above, it does something that the person likes. And it can be hard to see the downside of it. It can become an addiction. You can’t just take an addiction away. It can destroy people further.

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If you want to learn more:

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I'll probably get killed for posting this but I'm going to anyway.

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Nmare drawn by me, Taffy was drawn by her creator

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Nightmare by Jokublog

Taffy by @mimi-ikfrea

Personal Oc of mine

I love her new design

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I haven’t done anything because I don’t want to exist right now.

It’s Mental Health/ADHD Awareness month, last week was Mental Health Awareness Week, OCD Awareness Week is now, World Mental Health Day was a few days ago, today is Anti-bullying Day, it’ll be Red Ribbon Week (not the one done is schools but the actual one) and normally I’d draw something for all of these, but... I’m not going to. I’ve updated Muffet’s ADHD info, though.

Oh yeah, I’m almost done with a few of the refs. And when I say a few, I mean a few. The others haven’t even been started. So don’t get your hopes up anytime soon (mostly talking to myself on that one).

Also the book, I haven’t posted the last four chapters and it’s basically still just the reason of not existing. Probably not going to update it for a few more weeks even though I’ve finished writing most of it, but it’ll be up-to-date by October 22.

Also with the book I’ve been debating if I should put everything into one book because Pros: Navigation, read in order/context, overall easier and more user-friendly, TIMELINE Cons: Constantly switching main characters in a not-very-easy-to-understand format, that one book that could make people hate me... TIMELINE

Whatever. I’ll be back eventually.

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US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

(Source)

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*Avarice laughs in pure joy.

(I spelt jewel wrong..?)

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Doomverse!Error by @abrasive002

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These are old and irrelevant. Current refs are under NeurosisRefs

Next up, our Snowdin friends. Yes, in this AU, Napstablook lives in Snowdin.

Grillby: Eating Disorders

Napstablook: Sleeping Disorders

While Napsta is involved with Insomnia, Sleeping Disorders is the correct term.

Also Grillby is... Well, his "Eating Disorders" have been split among more characters

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Lemonade

Original Song:

Alex Boyé: Suicide Awareness Concert

Heya everyone! Recently I was able to go to a Suicide Awareness Concert, done by Alex Boyé, and I got some pictures and videos of it. There’s, like, a lot though, so I’ll be posting it in parts. Pretty much this will be one post that I keep reblogging, I’ll add to the post every day until everything is out.

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I didn’t record most songs, mainly because they’re all on YouTube, so I’ll provide a link to that song and also the pictures I took during it.

Though the videos I do add are talks. People telling their stories. And I wanted to record these because I think they’re very important.

Some of them got cut off in the beginning, that’s my fault for not starting the video soon enough.

And lighting in the videos is not the greatest because it wouldn’t let me change the video settings.

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