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chara can you please kill me please just kill me i don’t think i should life so please if don’t kill then i will because kill me will make me happier will you kill me because i never knew anything outside pain anger suffering sadness depression grief loss so will you take the life of this suicidal human being
Hello. This ask has caused me a lot of pain and confusion. I meant to speak with you privately but i could not have access to a dm.... I will say this, please be okay and not hurt yourself... at the very least please seek help from loved ones or people you have there with you that you trust.. please open up with them somehow and ask for help. Just talk things out, and please have a little courage to admit what is hurting you to them. Please do not listen to strangers in the internet who will tell you and feed your most helpless thoughts. It's just a small step to talk to your trusted people and slowly find yourself again. Please stay determined. Thank you.
@tatatale You've given hope to those who need it most. Now they're ready to return it =)
Good luck, Alive. All of Neurosistale believes in you.
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Neurosistale by me (JadaE)
Undertale by Toby Fox
This thing https://www.tumblr.com/kokobot This thing is amazing. It forced its way into my life (the best things do) and I love it. If you’re struggling with something or want to help others with their struggles, try it. It’s completely anonymous. And they have a website, too. https://www.kokocares.org/ It’s cute and fun. I like it =)
This is a video released in 2018. It talks about his channel and a friend of his, but he gives a very important message. So if you could give a few minutes to listen...
Lemonade
Original Song:
Alex Boyé: Suicide Awareness Concert
Heya everyone! Recently I was able to go to a Suicide Awareness Concert, done by Alex Boyé, and I got some pictures and videos of it. There’s, like, a lot though, so I’ll be posting it in parts. Pretty much this will be one post that I keep reblogging, I’ll add to the post every day until everything is out.
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I didn’t record most songs, mainly because they’re all on YouTube, so I’ll provide a link to that song and also the pictures I took during it.
Though the videos I do add are talks. People telling their stories. And I wanted to record these because I think they’re very important.
Some of them got cut off in the beginning, that’s my fault for not starting the video soon enough.
And lighting in the videos is not the greatest because it wouldn’t let me change the video settings.
US Helplines:
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453
UK Helplines:
Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org
Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111
Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk
Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk
b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk
b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk
Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600
Drinkline: 0800 9178282
Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk
Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614
India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669
Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868
FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:
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Australia: 13-11-14
Austria: 01-713-3374
Barbados: 429-9999
Belgium: 106
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(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)
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(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)
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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
I- Come on, people. Telling someone to kill themselves?
Do you realize how many people will? Search up some statistics.
Everyone who is having this problem, please know that there are a lot of people who love you. Don't listen to those who tell you otherwise.
About a week ago I posted this.
I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:
and my personal favorite
After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.
About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like
I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like
This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”
But I guess the lesson goes like this:
DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN
Recently I was reading YouTube comments on this video (by @psych2go). I found the comment above and had the urge to share it.
Everything has a down side. Lights create shadows. But Darkness must always bow to Light. Even in a pitch black room, a simple match forces the Darkness to give away. To leave.
LIGHT is always stronger than Darkness.
I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
My name is Jada or JadaE, I’m female, pronouns are she/her.
I am not diagnosed with any mental illness/condition (I use these words interchangeably) even though I could as I identify strongly with some of these conditions. I mostly haven’t for personal reasons... Please please be careful in self-diagnosing. It’s quite dangerous to do. If you think you might have something, please talk to a doctor.
Enough about me.
Neurosistale was made to show people what certain illnesses actually are. I try not to use any stereotypes. The characters are quite vague in their personalities, symptoms, etc, which is used only to allow people to identify with the characters. Everyone has different symptoms so I try to keep it vague.
I've gone through so many versions and so many plans, story plots, character designs, and a whole bunch more and... I decided not to make a story for Neurosistale. However, the characters are always open for asks unless stated otherwise on their ref.
I guess the Neurosistale characters are going to be more of a support group than an AU. Feel free to talk to them and avoid anything too dark, because these will be shared with me and all of Tumblr.
And let's be honest here, I'm not a therapist. I haven't gone to school studying this stuff (other than PSY 1010). I'm going off the internet, books, YouTubers, and my own personal experiences. I'm only here wanting to help people.
There is, my own version of each of the characters in which they have actual personalities, symptoms, and detail. They also would have more specific subcategories of their illness (which may or may not make sense). I may refer to this version as Specified!Neurosistale
(Read below for links, schedules, and more info)
Characters' Stories (Specified!Neurosistale):
Neurosistale (Quotev)
Neurosistale (Wattpad)
For The Female Multiverse (FM)... The Authors' Note is the best explanation for it, just read that.
The Female Multiverse
This is something that I helped Taffy with, the FM belongs to Taffy (@mimi-ikfrea). She had the idea, I helped her with forming it into a story. This AU is not mine but I will answer most Asks about it.
Times are based on Mountain Standard/Daylight Time.
If I post anything, it'll be at 7:30am or 7:30pm
One last thing. I don't plan to post much that's not Neurosistale or The Female Multiverse. I'll have seven main tags, I'll put them below. Also, a note, SNT stands for Specified!Neurosistale.
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(Tag breakdowns)
This is the only post that contains ALL tags.
Neurosistale : Comics/stories/ideas of the Neurosistale characters.
SNT : Comics/stories/ideas of the Specified!Neurosistale characters, or, things that might happen but aren’t canon.
CanonSNT : Anything that would be canon in the Specified!Neurosistale stories.
NeurosisRefs : Refs to both SNT and Neurosistale. The only difference in appearance, Neurosis characters have halos around their head. SNT characters don’t.
NeurosisRibbons : The “Support Group” side of Neurosistale (Please keep these Anon). Will sometimes reblog. Likelihood of needing/having trigger warnings.
Female Multiverse : Comics/stories/ideas of the Female Multiverse characters, or, things that might happen but aren’t canon.
CanonFM : Anything that would be canon in the Female Multiverse story
HopeBox : Anything I wish to share that isn’t attached to any of the tags above, but is meant to share something or help you feel better.
JadaRambles : Anything else, like art, random reblogs, or ideas that aren’t connected to anything above.