I Have More Than One Today.

These are old and irrelevant. Current refs are under NeurosisRefs

Next up, our Snowdin friends. Yes, in this AU, Napstablook lives in Snowdin.

Grillby: Eating Disorders

Napstablook: Sleeping Disorders

While Napsta is involved with Insomnia, Sleeping Disorders is the correct term.

Also Grillby is... Well, his "Eating Disorders" have been split among more characters

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Correction, the book will be up-to-date on October 27 because my teachers decided to lay homework on heavily. Like, come on, is it really necessary to assign us two 10 page essays this week? I get one, but two? I've already written more pages in essays than in my series of eight books.

Also

I think I'm just going to do one book with giant titles and a lot of disclaimers and warnings because... Quotev navigation, links in Wattpad. and personal reasons...

And now A picture Of something completely unrelated Because my ability to focus right now is GARBAGE Haha ha ha....

I like Red, okay? He's the greatest.

I drew this in a moving car with really bad drawing paper and a mechanical pencil. Normally I toss these sorts of drawings, but this time I finished and actually didn’t hate it. So now Tumblr gets it, too.

I haven’t done anything because I don’t want to exist right now.

It’s Mental Health/ADHD Awareness month, last week was Mental Health Awareness Week, OCD Awareness Week is now, World Mental Health Day was a few days ago, today is Anti-bullying Day, it’ll be Red Ribbon Week (not the one done is schools but the actual one) and normally I’d draw something for all of these, but… I’m not going to. I’ve updated Muffet’s ADHD info, though.

Oh yeah, I’m almost done with a few of the refs. And when I say a few, I mean a few. The others haven’t even been started. So don’t get your hopes up anytime soon (mostly talking to myself on that one).

Also the book, I haven’t posted the last four chapters and it’s basically still just the reason of not existing. Probably not going to update it for a few more weeks even though I’ve finished writing most of it, but it’ll be up-to-date by October 22.

Also with the book I’ve been debating if I should put everything into one book because Pros: Navigation, read in order/context, overall easier and more user-friendly, TIMELINE Cons: Constantly switching main characters in a not-very-easy-to-understand format, that one book that could make people hate me… TIMELINE

Whatever. I’ll be back eventually.

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Well, dang it. I draw Doomverse!Killer once and now I'm completely obsessed with his design.

Wrath: "I don't know how Nightmare ever delt with you."

Killer: "Lol."

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I dunno if Killer is still a brat after being infected, but it seems like a core piece of his personality.

Doomverse by @abrasive002

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US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

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Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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Sans (Self-Injury)

Addiction to Self-Harm

Stereotypes: 

I hurt myself, therefore I’m Suicidal.

I always hurt myself using a knife.

I can stop whenever I feel like it.

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Real:

Not everyone who hurt themselves wants to die. A lot of people hurt themselves because the just want to feel something, or it temporarily fills a hole inside them. Many because they feel like they don’t have control, and hurting themselves gives them just a little bit back.

     Once I was talking to a friend who use to scratch themselves. I remember asking them if it was worth it. I don’t remember fully what they said because it was a few years ago, but it was along the lines of “If you mean it fills the emptiness inside and makes me feel normal, then yes.” They moved, so I don’t know if their answer would have changed.

     My own experience, I used to forced myself to stay awake. It made me feel in control of a life I thought I had zero say in what happened. Was it worth it? Yeah. It allowed me to get over my insomnia. There was a cost, though. When my sleep schedule gets messed up, it takes weeks to repair. So would I do it again? No.

There are many ways people hurt themselves. Self harm means anything you do to intentionally sabotage yourself. This can be anywhere from burning and cutting, to something as simple as not letting yourself sleep.

Self harm can become an addiction. There’s a reason why I have Sans as Addiction to Self-Harm. Like I said above, it does something that the person likes. And it can be hard to see the downside of it. It can become an addiction. You can’t just take an addiction away. It can destroy people further.

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If you want to learn more:

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Toriel: Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Asgore: Bipolar Disorder

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Chara: Clinical Depression

Asriel: Schizophrenia

Frisk: N/A

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Sans: Addiction to Self-Injury

Papyrus: Generalized Anxiety Disorder

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Grillby, Noelle, and Bear: Eating Disorders

Napstablook: Sleep Disorders

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Alphys: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

Muffet: Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD)

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Wingding: Victim of Child Abuse

River: Empath

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Undyne: Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD)

Montee: Psychopathy

Mettaton: Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)

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Jakxon: Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)

Zach: Suicidal

Temmie: Dissociative Identification Disorder (DID)

_______: Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)

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Frisk is tired. She needs a nap.

Not that her cousins will let her leave...

Happy Thanksgiving, if you celebrate that.

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Grillby, Noelle, Bear (Eating Disorders)

Bulimia

Stereotypes:

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Real:

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(This is just something I’ve noticed in most illnesses/conditions, but I’m putting it here because I think about it most often with this) Most illnesses/conditions surface in teenagers and adolescents. Why? I’m sure hormones have to do with this, but as you reach adulthood, your parents are officially no longer in charge of keeping you fed and healthy. I think that’s why (more so with eating disorders) it happens around this age. Cause trust me, it’s hard to fast, diet, or binge eat when you have parents. Please don’t ask why I know that... So... That’s just what I’ve noticed. What do you think?

If you want to learn more:

Bulimia nervosa - Mayo Clinic

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*Avarice laughs in pure joy.

(I spelt jewel wrong..?)

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Doomverse!Error by @abrasive002

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