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Story#7- 7.05.2019

Hello, hello, hello...

You can hear my voice but are you really listening to what I am saying?

When you look at me, what do you see?

You see an illusion or the truth beneath?

I m not lazy, it became just too much

I m beginning to lose control over everything in my life

I've made a mistake early in my life

Now I'm paying the price

Twice as much....

Story#6- 6.05.2019

It is past midnight. Not even the moon showed itself in the sky ,the heavy clouds were refraining her from doing so. It rained all week long. It was really a mood to restart something as important as school on such a dreary and monotone tone. Even the odds were agaist me being happy in the place I despise the most. Well, seems like today will be a day like any other. I better go to sleep, it is still past midnight and the moon ans stars are still up there, far away hidden from my longing gaze...

Get to know me

#2: Rock lyrics that I always hum when I'm bored (alongside kpop ones)

"They left us alone, the kids in the dark, to burn out forever or light up a spark/ What a shame, what a shame, beautiful scars on critical veins"

"No matter how hard I try, you're never satisfied, this is not a home I think I'm better off alone, you always disappear, even when you're here, this is not a home, I think I'm better off alone/Home, home, this house is not a home"

"I am machine I never sleep I keep my eyes wide open, I am machine a part of me wishes I can just feel something/ Was it suppose to be this way, we were ment to feel the pain"

"Something s getting in the way, something s just about to break, I will try to find my place in the diary of jane/There s a fine line, between love and hate and I don t mind"

"I've become so numb, i can feel u there, become so tired"

"I can t believe that when I breath, there s something good inside of me, just one goo thing inside, so close to me, that memory/ I should've seen the writing on the wall, instead I m left to burn, cause the longer I m away, the more we stay the same"

"I feel it deep within it s just beneath the skin, I must confess that I feel like a Monster/It s hidding in the dark, it s teeth are razor sharp"

"So what If you can see, the darkest side of me?/No one will ever tame this animal I have become..."

Story#5- 26.04.2019

Overhelming emotions

Doubtful decisions

I'm still too young to worry about my future so much,

Yet here I am, deep into the night

Worring about everything and anything

That comes to my mind

Why do I feel like I m running out of time?

Get to know me

#1: Kpop lyrics that I always write in my notebooks(the english version since I don t really speak korean)(p1)

"Sometimes being too courageous is a problem"/ " This is the story about a dwarf and a giant, but it s gonna end just like David and Goliath. Keep up with my pace, if you can, don't lag like W.E Coyote cause I m Road Runner, fast."

"Faint light that was turned off, wake me up, open my eyes/ There's a thrembling in my new heart"

"I feel good and it s true, life it s colourful...Paint the world with your own colour/ Feels like the Honeymoon"

"Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you I get lonely, maybe I'm undeserving of this thing called love..."

"Your difference, difference/ Something is not right here/What 's wrong with you today?"

"Simon Says we're the real vibe killers/ Now you all are mine"

"This is my playground"

"I m on a Hellevator"

"You got the best of me, so please just don't leave me"

"Say my name, say my name, say my name/My name is A to the Z"

"You can clearly see that there s poison in the bright red apple/ Black or White"

"So into you, I can t breath"

"From today on it's zero for conduct"

"Loco get a coco"

What are your favourite kpop lyrics?

Story#4- 25.04.2019

Even if everything is history now

And it all remains just a distant memory

The scars would still be present in my life

Rooted deep inside my mind, my soul

They still plague my dreams and keep me up at night

Even hearing your name make me wanna wish

Demons were just stories to scare out the kids

Story#3- 24.04.2019

I pray that we will meet again On a rainy day "Why on a rainy day?" you may ask So that you won' t be able to tell If the tears I shed are mine Or they are just raindrops that fell from the sky

Story#2- 21.04.2019

I was outside all day. The weather was just perfect. When it was too hot, grey clouds would shield me, when it started to become too windy shy rays of sunshine would peak from the thick curtain laid above my being. I stayed on the freshly cut grass with a book neatly placed on my legs. Some bugs would pass by to try to get a glimpse of what I was reading, but as soon as they came, they left me all alone. After some time I began to get drowsy, the birds 'sweet melody maybe put me under their spell, who knows? I felt asleep thinking about my prince charming that would come to save me on a spring day like this one. I woke up later as the pouring rain drenched me and washed away my dreams alongside the words in the book.

if you see this post you’re legally obligated to reply to it with your current favorite song

Story #1 -19.04.2019

Like the calm after the storm, everything became silent for a moment. Just for a moment. The next thing that the lady saw was a blurry figure sprinting in her direction. She managed to dodge the weapon, a knife or maybe something else, she wasn t sure at the moment. All that she knew was that if she didn t dodge it next time it would attack her, there won t be a next time. She needed to stop this madness right now. But something inside her gut told her to not hurt that person in front of her. A second. A second of hesitation on her part and the figure took that to it s advantage. A sharp pain erupted from her stomach area and the world was suddenly spinning around her, making her feel dizzy. The world became darker little by little as she hit the ground with a thud. The last thing that she remembered was a pair of cold, murderous eyes starring down into the light that was slowly leaving her own and a blood curling scream that cut thru the darkness that became her world.

Inside of a dark room it was past midnight when a little girl suddenly woke up from sleep screaming and trembling like the autumn leaves blew by the wind. Her mother heard her and rushed to her side right away. It was the third night that her daughter had a nightmare, the same exact nightmare, and woke up screaming for her. The poor girl had that nightmare since she was really young, but back then it was maybe once or twice a month, now at age 6 it became more frecvent, like 3 or 4 times a week. The mother kind of knew what it was. Old stories said that soulmates that died tragically would haunt their reincarnations hopping for a better future for them. So she was afraid for her daughter and the future prepared for her by the odds. But right now her ray of sunshine was too young to understand the meaning of all of this so she decided to wait until the girl would grow old enough to try to warn her about her nightmares. But that day never came. The mother tragically died in an accident and the girl grew up along with her demons. Now aged 16, she still had them, but she managed to learn to live with them so they didn t keep her up at night anymore. But she never found out who that blurry figure was. But she stopped trying to find out about it when she met her soulmate. Whenever she was by his side, all the nightmares would suddenly disappear and she could rest in peace. But the peace wasn t long leaved. He was also part of her dreams, but not in the way she would think. All that he wanted was to live his happy ever after with his chosen one. But one thing that neither of them took into consideration was the fact that history is bond to repeat itself. And he learned that the hard way when he found himself laying on the ground with her bloody body in his arms, crying his eyes out.

They were on a date at the park, it was already dark outside and they wanted to stargaze since the night was perfect in their opinion. Everything came crashing down when he went to pick a pretty flower that he saw earlier to give it to his girlfriend. He was awat for only a second when she was attacked by a madman with a knife. He heard her screaming and rushed back to her. A second of her turning her head away from the attacker and a moment of hesitation on his part gave the madman enough time to plug his knife deep in her stomach, making her nightmares become reality right before their eyes. Then he flew away, leaving the two lovers alone in the park, only with the moon watching over them. In her last moments she recalled the story that she knew all too well. It happened almost the same. Only that this time, not murderous eyes bored into her own, but teary, broken and lovely eyes that she adored oh so much. So with a final ' I love you' she closed her eyes and fell into the darkness. The last thing that she heard was a blood curling scream.

Hope that you liked it and tell me your opinion if you want, but please don t be rude, ok? Until next time, see ya~

A little something a drew in art class last week... What do you think? Should I also do this kind of style too sometimes? Hope that you like it. Until next time, see ya~ #doodles #pencildrawings #pencildrawing #myart #linearabstractart https://www.instagram.com/p/BwFYztOFvBb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cuupgpcblz8w

i really loved this advice so i had to share it with you

Baekho in Where You At

Hello everyone ! In celebration of Stray Kids’ comeback and 1st Year Anniversary, I am hosting an album giveaway ! (open internationally)

PRIZE: Stray Kids mini album CLÉ 1 : MIROH (Clé 1 + MIROH versions), and 2 posters (folded)

THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS WHO WILL EACH RECEIVE ONE (1) VERSION OF THE ALBUM + ONE (1) POSTER

HOW TO ENTER:

💜 please make sure you’re following me !

💜 1 reblog = 1 entry ***likes do not count as entries ! also please do not spam your followers. 

💜 please have your messaging and/or ask box open so that I can contact you if you win !

💜 please have permission from your parents or guardian to share your address for delivery if you are under 18

💜 ***in the tags go ahead and leave me a note as to who your bias is ! 

GIVEAWAY ENDS APRIL 27TH AT 11PM PST.  WINNERS WILL BE CONTACTED APRIL 28TH.  Good Luck ! 

What about a Bullet Journal dedicated to language learning?

New post today! YAAAAY, I missed blogging sooooo much but I came back home to visit my parents.  You guys know, if you follow me on Instagram too, that I looooove the Bullet Journal method, I use it every day for my studies and right now for work too. So why not creating a new bullet journal only dedicated to language learning? Here’s what are the possible useful spreads I will create in the near future:

Yearly log: probably a vertical spread and for each month I will list the goals I want to reach in each language

Monthly log: a classic monthly log but with the days in the middle, on the left side I will list what are my daily goals and on the other one I will write what I actually did

Monthly tracker: for each day I’ll track how many hours or minutes I’ll spend for each language (color coding needed)

Level 10 fluency: for each language, I will list how much I feel fluent in each category (reading, writing, speaking, listening) from 1 to 10

Resources log: for each language, I will dedicate one page in order to list all the resources I use or I have in store and I’ll also track for which field it’s useful

Textbooks collection: for each language, I will list the textbooks, both physical and digital, I have 

Lag-podcasts collection: a list dedicated to languages podcasts I listen to and I will discover

Favorite Tumblr masterposts: you know that here on Tumblr there are tons and tons of very useful masterposts, so why not creating a collection for them in order to always remember them? 

What I learned this month: as the last page for one month, it would be nice to keep track of what you studied and understood

Website/Blog collection: I follow too many interesting blogs and sometimes I can’t even remember their names, this collection would be teeeeerribly useful for me

 Fluency tracker: let this Pinterest pic speak for me 

So guys what do you think about this idea? Would you like to see the #langbujo in a new article as soon as I will complete some pages and some spreads?  Stay tuned!! 

Redefining My Bullet Journal System

The bullet journal is probably something you’re no stranger to. It’s been circulating around the internet for a while, and it’s one of the main subjects of studyblr posts. However, when I started college last semester, I found that I no longer relied on my bullet journal to organize my tasks and structure my responsibilities anymore. Instead, I tried out a bunch of productivity/task-organization apps: Taskade, Actions by Moleskine, Any.do, Todoist, Wunderlist. None of them seemed to have what I needed, so I decided to give the bullet journal method another try.

The first thing I reflected on was why I stopped in the first place. At first I thought it was because the method itself allowed for a lot of freedom and I’d get confused as to what things to include and how to structure everything. But then I realized that it was in fact because I had previously been bullet journaling for other people instead of myself. Since I had what one could call an ‘artsy bullet journal’, I tended to focus more on the artistic aspect so that it would get more likes and reblogs after I posted it, when I should have been focusing on how it can organize my life. I realized that the bullet journal is a tool; the focus should be on life itself, not the bullet journal, but you can use the bullet journal to add value to your life.

At the beginning of the year, I deconstructed my organizational needs and attempted to apply that to my bullet journal method. I stopped looking at other people’s bullet journals and started thinking about my own needs and preferences. I thought about how I would best organize my time so that I could accomplish all of the things I want to accomplish in the different aspects of my life.

Supplies

The fact that I only have 2 main supplies allows me to bullet journal anywhere, anytime.

The Structure

The Practice

Simply having the tool to organize your life isn’t enough - you should also have a practice, a habit, for using it.

Going Forward

One thing I’d like to work on is future logging. As of now, I think in terms of months, since the my main commitment at the moment is my education, and monthly planning has worked out for me. But I think if I’d like to tackle on larger projects - e.g. my YouTube channel that I just started - I’d need to do a lot more future logging.

Another useful thing I want to try out is to summarize my journal entries in the form of notes. Recently I’ve been audio journaling (15-20 minutes of me talking to myself), and it’s been pretty effective. However, I have no way of ‘skimming’ the entries like I would a written journal entry. Summarizing them would help me retain main ideas of each entry and remember the things I said that are or could potentially be important and useful.

Final Thoughts

If you don’t think your bullet journal is adding value to or improving productivity and organization in your life, I think you should reconsider the way you’re approaching the system. I found a method that works for me; yours might be different. While it can be beneficial to draw inspiration from other people, do whatever helps you the most, not what other people tell you you should be doing. After coming up with an appropriate structure, make sure you maintain the practice.  

Hello guys, today I decided to draw a chibi version of Day6!!! Hope that you like it and leave your opinion if you want. The original ideea isn t mine. Credit to the original artist, i just redraw it in my style. Until next time, see ya~ #day6 #day6fanart #day6fanarts #day6chibi #day6jae #day6youngk #day6dowoon #day6wonpil #day6sungjin https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu2-couHs4D/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nh40lbb2cpmz

Hello guys, long time no see! Today is the birthday of one of my favourite idols/rappers ever: Bang Yongguk!!! So i decided to draw him something (hope that it turned out well😅) and i also decided to reveal 2 of my projects: crocheted matoki and pins matoki ! I will do one for each member in the future (to honour one of my favourite bands that I really wish I descovered earlier: BAP) . So yeah, sorry for my rant... Check out my story for the full drawing btw and until next time, see ya~ #xiexieyongguk #happyyonggukday #bangyongguk #bapyongguk #yonggukfanart #xiexiebangyongguk https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvq7MKHHf3J/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ds8d5kk8be83

Idea: string with lyrics or quotes that inspire you.

This is so cute!!! Great idea for you green thumbs out there. Haha. 🌵

Like if you want to study/work in here!

I know it doesn’t make sense and I am so behind people but should I watch 13 reasons why?

(source: @tantvit via Instagram)

How do you redecorate without breaking your fragile bank account??

I love this question! Everything on this list is under $30, and most of it can be purchased from the safety of your dorm room couch.

Decorating on a Budget

1. Plants: Plants are my personal favorite decor (apart from Xmas lights). They’re inexpensive and look great in any location. If watering a plant every day doesn’t work for your schedule, get a cactus! I water my cacti twice a week.

2. Xmas Lights: I try to distance myself from people who say that Xmas lights are just “seasonal”. I have three different strands of lights up all year long, one in each room and one on my outdoor balcony. These lights are perfect for parties, romantic evenings, etc. 

3. Candles/Incense: Dorm room or apartment landlord permitting, candles and incense really help an apartment feel more homey. They also help stave off the smell of your cat’s litter box, which is always a plus.

4. Posters: Posters aren’t as expensive as you think they are, but poster frames are ridiculously expensive. And you can’t buy the cheap ones, they fall apart instantly- you have to buy the $40 ones. My advice to you, buy posters and hang them up carefully with pushpins or tape.

5. Clocks: Buy a cool clock off Society6 or RedBubble for $25. It’s my belief that the right clock can help brighten up an otherwise dull-looking room. I bought my boyfriend this Bob’s Burgers clock for his birthday last year.

6. Shower: You don’t need to use the low-grade weak shower head that came with your bathroom. You can buy color changing shower heads and spa quality shower heads on Amazon for $25. Go forth! Always keep your old shower head somewhere safe, and put it back on when you’re ready to move out. There are lots of great and truly unique shower curtains out there on the internet, but they’re expensive. You’re better off buying one from Target or Walmart.

7. Night lights: I am the sort of person who always needs to pee at 3am. I have always used night lights in my bathroom and kitchen because they’re so much better than blundering around in the dark. Similar to the Xmas lights, they help create that “mood”. I have these cute little lava lamp night lights.

8. Glow in the dark stars: Just trust me on this.

9. Chalkboard paint: Dorm room or apartment landlord permitting, chalkboard paint can help turn your room into a perpetual canvas. A friend of mine from college did this to his incredibly small room, and it looked so good.

10. Beaded curtain: Beaded curtains help make small spaces appear larger. We have a beaded curtain hanging in our hallway currently, and it’s great. You don’t need a super expensive one that was handmade by the indigenous people of wherever. Just a simple one to put in a doorway or hang on the wall to change your space.

Happy Moon day Art Witches!!! Let’s celebrate by working some lunar art magic. Here’s a fun project to connect with the moon and add that extra bit of magic to your paint water.

Moon Bowl

Materials:

Polymer clay

Oven

Cup/bowl

Acrylic paint

Step one: knead the clay until it’s soft and workable. Break it up into small chunks to help with the softening process.

Step two: Roll the clay out flat and in a uniform thickness, roughly ¼" thick.

Step three: Turn your cup or bowl over so that the bottom is facing up. Drape your clay pancake over the bowl and trim around the bottom edge where you want your bowl to end.

Step four: Bake your creation. Follow baking instructions on your clay package.

Step five: Take clay off the bowl before it fully cools as it will be much harder to get off once it contracts around your bowl.

Step six: After your new bowl is cooled off you can sand any parts that aren’t as smooth as you would like. Then paint your moon design on the interior of the bowl with your acrylic paint.

I’d love to see what you guys make! You can paint your moon in any phase you like. Maybe you want to paint your birth moon or make a bowl for each phase!

Lumi

Photo credit: Niharika Hukku

I suggest taking these ideas and compiling your own list of things you can do to take care of yourself!

have a pamper night

brush your teeth, floss, and use mouthwash

cleanse and tone your face

put on a face mask

light candles and put on music if you want

rinse off the face mask and get in the shower/bath

use a bath bomb/bubble bar/other lush products if you have them on hand

read in the bath if you’re not afraid to drop your book–personally I like to put my laptop on the bathroom counter and watch something on netflix

shampoo your hair and use a conditioning hair mask

use an exfoliating bar or scrub on your body and shave if that’s your thing

when you get out of the shower/bath and dry off

spray leave-in conditioner into your hair, comb through it, and let it air dry

moisturize your whole body with a luxurious/heavy moisturizer

moisturize your face and put on chapstick

if you pluck your eyebrows, take time to do it now (the heat of the shower will open your pores)

put on your favourite comfy pajamas/sweatpants and hoodie/tshirt/whatever

trim your nails, file them and/or paint them if you like to do that

get comfortable in your bed or on the couch, with a book or a movie or tv

make yourself a hot tea or hot chocolate (or coffee if it isn’t too late)

have a healthy snack like a fruit

relax and enjoy!

misc

have a movie marathon and make popcorn

buy something for yourself

take a day off from homework/work

cook something new and fresh, or cook your favourite food

go out to eat with your friends/family/partner

buy a present for a loved one

binge watch TV

bake something

spend time getting inspired on pinterest/tumblr

watch a seasonal movie and eat a seasonal snack (around halloween and christmastime for example)

clean/organize your room or rearrange the furniture, if you like doing that

personally, i love reorganizing my bookshelf!

take some time to do one of your hobbies such as art, writing, sports, photoshop, etc

buy new stationery

write in your journal

try and learn a new hobby

do a craft or diy project from pinterest

plan in your planner/bullet journal or take some time to get organized

go out to the movies and get snacks from the concession stand

go out to a cute cafe or dessert restaurant

buy new makeup

go for a long drive

indulge in some nice cheese, crackers, and grapes

buy a new book

meditate/practice mindfulness

get your nails or hair done

have a date night with your s/o

or have a night out with your friends

play with/spend time with your pets

write down some positive things or favourite memories

declutter your positions

take a break from social media

go for a run or walk

if your diet is lacking, detox and eat only fresh and healthy food for a day

alternatively, if you’re usually healthy, treat yourself to some junk food

do your hair and makeup and put on your favourite outfit

put on some sexy underwear/lingerie and perfume

watch something that makes you laugh (funny movies/tv, vine compliations, youtube videos, or just go through a funny blog on tumblr)

if you’re into it, do a tarot reading

read your horoscope

say no

or: say yes

take a nap

discover new music

play your instrument

go to a museum or an art gallery

look at old photos and photo albums

make a bucket list

set goals

go for a walk and take photos

watch an informative ted talk or documentary

play video games/computer games

have a board game night

exercise, if you enjoy it

plan (or simply dream about) your next travel destination

drink plenty of water

go through memorabilia and childhood souvenirs

clear out your inbox

add your own suggestions (and your url) below!

Staying Organized as a Lazy Girl

To start: Rake through all your junk in your desk drawers, under your bed, and every other nook and cranny. And if you’re anything like me, you might be a bit of a hoarder, so throw that old receipt away (or old kinder egg surprise in my case) and move on. Ask yourself, will I really need this in the future?

1. Now that that’s all done, my number 1 thing is to keep things minimal! Don’t go overboard with decorating because in the long run there will be an accumulation of clutter again.

2. Use baskets, small box shelves, and boxes for storage. Inside of these there is no organization whatsoever but at least it makes me look and feel organized.

3. Use mason jars to store things. I use them for my pens and pencils, makeup brushes, and to hold small change.

4. Keep a hamper nearby so that you aren’t tempted to throw clothes on the floor or on the back of that chair. You know which chair I’m talking about, the one that’s about to topple over, yea that one.

5. Make your bed in the morning! It takes two minutes, and all I do is pull the comforter up to the pillows and fold it back. This will put your whole day in motion towards feeling more organized (The throw pillows don’t make it up there every morning but I try.) 

6. Now this step (is extra) was hard for me, so this is more like an if-you-are-up-for-it kind of a step. I started to make a bullet journal, creating pretty lists made me feel like I had my life together even though I spent no time doing actual work and I spent two hours trying to make sure the letter ‘h’ was pretty. So if you decide to tackle it maybe set aside some time on a weekend afternoon to creating a pretty list of things you’d like to do this fall!

Get organizing! Or napping, because I usual op for a nap ;)

make a bullet journal

start a YouTube channel

make an etsy account

go shopping

look through old photos

make a bucket list

read a book(s)

empty your inbox

watch Netflix, YouTube,..

go swimming

play a sport

wear a face mask

take a good nap

organize your closet

organize your room

go online shopping

text some friends you hadn’t spoken to in a while

learn/play an instrument

do some laundry

edit some pictures

FaceTime a friend

paint your nails

paint a picture

draw

practice your handwriting

workout

make a workout routine

go for a walk/run

start a blog

experiment with your hair

learn a new language

watch a movie in your target language

organize your phone

write in a journal

meditate

make a vision board

do yoga

have a photoshoot

practice some makeup

do something you’ve been putting off for a while

add to the list

1. Summer homework if you have any. I’ve had homework every single summer since 1st grade (around 7 years old) but I know that a lot of schools don’t do this. This is actually my first summer in 11 years without any homework since I am graduating from high school this weekend!

2. Teach yourself something new / take a class online. Personally, I’ll be using Memrise to teach myself Astronomy, French, some miscellaneous history, Political Science, and ASL. If you’re looking to learn a language, I highly recommend Duolingo as well, and there are a huge number of other websites where you can take classes.

3. Get school supplies for next year. Pretty self-explanatory :)

4. Read more! Pick up one of those books that you’ve been meaning to read, or go to the library and choose a book that looks interesting. If you like writing, you could also write a paper about it.

5. Get some work experience or volunteer. Although not really study related, it can improve your ability to work during the school year.

6. Organize your room, desk, backpack, closet, etc.

7. Pick up or pursue a hobby. Maybe you haven’t had time to practice guitar or painting since you’ve been so busy with school, but now is your time to actually do it! If you can’t think of any hobbies or skills to try, there are a bunch of ideas online.

8. Set up a bullet journal if you haven’t already. If you don’t know what that is or haven’t tried one yet, there’s tons of inspiration right here in the studyblr community!

9. Start the 30 day studyblr challenge, the 100 days of productivity challenge, or another similar challenge. Yes, even during the summer!

10. And lastly, just RELAX. We all push ourselves so hard during the school year, we all need to learn how to relax and keep ourselves from burning out.

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Extremely cute planner ideas